Thought of the Dutch girl, [fuck, some president is going to have to transport her from her homeland and bring her to me when I want her. No way I will let HER go]whom I dismissed as having come and gone, when, if one takes the issues as they really are, it took michelle insulting me for me to... call aloud for women.
Why did I not just deal with her? because in truth I do not want to kill her, just jilt her.
I mean, she would NOT be the first woman I had... done harm to, and in every situation I had come unscathed, walked away because, surprising as it may sound, I AM indestructible, and the only reason I have ever been under any... influence... is that I allowed it to happen, I allowed myself to fall sick, allowed myself to put myself in harm's way, and yet, at the crux of it, I always walked off like the ... ropes... were mere cobwebs and could not bind me.
NO, for the first time where someone was concerned, with michelle I wanted REVENGE and that is what I set out to get.
Same as I do not really want to kill butt-head, because he is not, say, Chuck Norris.
I mean, come on, it would not be as if, even if he had a sword, a gun and a Kevlar vest he would be any match for me, because when I enter any situation especially in anger, the first thing that happens is people get... terrified, because if they do NOT, I get unrestrainedly violent. Like the reason why I told his mom off:- because the last time I saw her as she drove past, I stared at her, and she recoiled so much I had to... come back to myself... if you get the drift. If she had not, I would probably be getting ready to kill the whole brood.
of course, when it is all said and done, I will, if the people agree to sweeten things for me so that I am NOT as angry as I was before, I will only shoot him in the leg and he can go to Zimbabwe, and die there, when all else do.
As for the sisters, let me say that when we met, and THAT is where I base everything, they did not behave as... arrogantly ... as I thought they may.
So, fuck, why should I kill them?
In fact, when I think of ... things... in 2021 the ... 'kids'... I have included with their mothers would STILL be below 20, which for me is still... kids... not women, which means technically I will still have, if I go with these; 32 women.
Somebody read between the lines, because I have no intention of becoming senselessly violent, especially as I have acquired a... grudging admiration... for Nicky?'s mom, but NOT as a mother, but a woman, especially since yesterday she kept her tail between her legs and did not venture to try to... stop me in my tracks... or to distract me, and her sister HAS a nice ass, and she herself DID lean forward, not like both butt-head and michelle did [and astonished me by the fact] by leaning back as though someone had strapped their necks to the seats when I turned to focus on them.
Called MY sphere of influence, that, where everyone reveals what is in their heart when I am... curious.
Oh boy, come on people, do not make me DO this!These people who are in my cross-hairs are not even proper competition, I would not even be proud of having killed them, and I have decided I would do only the impossible. Fuck, MUST I kill people?!!
