Since i am ... tired... of saying that there is NO ONE and nothing that can make me change my mind, that I have decided to KILL off the entire planet except for a few people, [and here I mean NO coloured person will remain alive (get it brett, your pastor and cousin?) and as it stands , NO white person anywhere, except for three guys, one of which is the blue bottle boy, and the others are the guys at this other, cheaper internet cafe here in Fish Hoek,m and whatever families they may have], I have decided to just make this ... official... and tell you WHEN it will be. Now, I am not vain, nor do I desire attention, so I will let you have your new year's celebration, and go and try to either get drunk or get laid, whichever, since i am almost sure now that i will never actually have the one thing I wanted, and so i resign myself to that, but I promise you all THIS, when I DO come back, people will be dying. I am coming as an unleashed war machine. You have NEVER seen me before, you have looked me up and down, but what you will behold on the 2nd will stop your hearts, and I promise you that you will DIE, and start dying, and will finally let me have my way in this world, as you flee in vain, YEAH-SS.
Now, I promised that I would spare some of y fellow countrymen, but I have decided that about the only people of my own people i can stand in South Africa would be those i do not feel like puking over if I spend time with them, and there are therefore just three and i will throw in their families as well, them being vinnie, abisha and this other guy, to whose place i am going as soon as i log off, but the rest, well, they are rather pests, and I will kill them off. Maybe one or two more, but that is rather... relative, but there will be no xhosa nor other race of person that will survive this week. Except members of my family that I already selected before
Who turned out the lights
is what you all be saying
now you dont wanna a fight
coz you all be playing
thinking its alright
keep playing with that role
and you gon' know the night
when you laying in that hole
dirt's being tossed in your grave
coz now its all over
preacher said you was brave
but now its all over
you just one of the many fools i done gave it to
... no matter how many tears yo mom cry
anint gonna bring your ass back
coz in hell you gonna fry
Now, I have said enough, and will leave you to your lives, whats left of them, because when we see each other again, the focal point of my rage will be kalk bay, and I am planning on killing some people personally. This is the time for you to pray to your god, whatever that one is, to stop me in my tracks or whatever, because I assure you, THIS time, the God of War, Me, Prince Mutasa, WILL start to get my hand dirty, and of course, you will NOT like it, but then, you all assume that some messiah will save you, right. Start praying, and we will see if christ comes down to save you, as he promised he would, ha ha! How does the song go;- Lord's not coming, stop calling!", but why stint, call as loud as you can, fast and pray, you will die anyway, because this is the time for me to have MY say, fuck, i actually rhymed here, yes? YEAH-SSS
I spent the day, in between these two times when I am online, and was... thinking. Nothing is as frustrating as NOT being able to get through and just remove whatever blinkers someone may have on who you are, and so, I have decided that, since i am about to make a decision based on what i have seen so far, I must explain why I am about to literally wipe out everyone's life, and also, why, in case someone may be wondering why, I singled out certain individuals, like the little mama, and those other fools, to have a death that is like, a thousand deaths, all rolled in one, and THEN spend eternity... dying. Now, I am saying this, have said this, plainly, before, that I would rather be dead, but i can not die. THAT is the source of all my rage, and somehow, I do not seem to be able to actually get through to people that I am NOT what they expect, and ... ah, well, let me carry on with this step by step. I want to die. Focus on that. PLEASE. Not that it will help you, but it will put ME beyond your judgement. Now, I have explained how that came about;=>, but, for the sake of complete clarity, I will say it again, step by step. 1) My mother decided i was the wrong sex, so, she decided not to emasculate me, but to... asphyxiate me. And succeeded in going beyond just THINKING about it, to DOING it. And failed. Because she had decided this, which was without her knowing about it, fulfilling God's requirement, that the first woman to give UP her child totally to God, and NOT to the father of the child, would make that child be-long (meaning more completely God's than anyone else, as opposed to be-short,which is what you all are) to God. hence, when my mother named me "Tungamirai", she was giving me to God, not because of my name only, but because she meant that she would rather die-or more properly have ME die- that give me to my father as the longed for son. And NO man, deep down, loves his son, because he would be jealous of the attention that the mother gives to the child, and the same sex thing would trouble him. How do i know this? because i see. because i look, and take nothing for granted. because i rely on no one but on facts, because i can never lean on any person, but only ON what i know,and conclude. And when i 'saw' that my mother did not want me, and I realised that life was bleak and hopeless ANYWAY, I decided that i would not protest when she was out to destroy me, but would embrace that, and THAT was when I discovered how God cheats, how He does not begin at the beginning but BEFORE the beginning, and this is no more evident than in the visions i have seen, which have caused a lot of, now that i look back at it, hilarious and not-so-funny moments in my life, as I will explain in a little while. but, well, because the desire to die is NOT implanted in me by my mother, but by my own realisation that there is NO point to this life, which is maybe a point i have neglected to mention, I ... hope... that finally it may dawn on you fools that this has, aside from her being the cause of my awareness, NOTHING to do with my mother, this is about ME being unable to accept life, as it is. 2) I started, after my drowning and failure to die, to seek out my own personal ways NOT to be involved in life, and the crux of the matter came when i was drawn from my almost- conformation in the 'simple' matter of having a girlfriend, by God telling me about the way i would tie myself up if started lying like that, and of course, my own attempt to try to figure out what was what also added to my own confusion about life, about God Who allows these things to happen, and so, I went into a down ward spiral that ended up with me seeking what was a not-so-revolutionary way out, to seek my own destruction. NEVER did i try to do as I thought would leave God pleased, except when I felt that I had nothing to lose, or had become so abominable ANYWAY that not even He would accept me, or when i had decided, after reading about jesus and his 'sacrifice', I was about to be cooked anyway, since i could never live life like that. in short, I really tried to die, and spared no effort to get myself on God's bad side, just because i had figured that He alone could end all my having to ... decide... and do things i was expected to do. And over and over again, God showed me that He was 'down' with me, and was never at pains to show my 'wrongness' but seemed to egg me on."I have claimed you for Myself", "Speak friend and enter" "Tell them the source of the cloud that does not bear water" "Government Thor: cape Flats"... "I have given you a companion... ,my own soul" which means that, umm, if I am against EVERYONE at present, and God is FOR me, then, make the circle complete, for yourselves=> God is AGAINST you all, for His own reasons, since He is an independent entity, see?
Now, where was I? yes, I do not want to live, never ever overlook that. Let us therefore say this, that since I do not want to live, or care nothing much for life, am I in a position to actually become a go-getter and try to aggressively take things like someone with, say vive joie? No, that would not be something to be expected, would it? I do not think so. Am I therefore likely to be a person that would play games and say , like all of you, things he did not mean but which he would say to try to get someone to do something else? No, i would be at constant pains to just keep everything simple and earmest, would i not? I would have to. if I made mistakes, i would make sure i went back again and again to that, figure out where i was wrong, and not stick to a lie, but hold on to facts alone, yes? i would not, for example, say that i have made up my mid about someone if that was ,meant as an invitation to some other woman to come and try to walk past me to get her bottles trashed so that I could notice her and her scooter and see her pass by again, and then have her ride triumphantly past a while later to show me, someone who thinks deeply about anything before doing it, that she is more acceptable when I had already decided that, since her very tone/manner of speaking grates on my nerves -her frustration about life shows in her voice, and it gets to me big time, she has that tone that a mother-hen that has been deprived of her chicks must get after it sees ANOTHER eagle or crow fly overhead. I would just kill her in a heartbeat because i would be asking MYSELF what I did to HER to have HER pour out HER troubles on ME, like i do not have enough on MY plate without her adding on her troubles to them. She is different, since she can not imagine someone who does NOT want to live, but I KNOW where i am at, and that is why I am so intolerant, and why I decided that I would kill mike personally, even when now i am not so sure that the only person I thought I could stand is the one i would be able to. Do not get me wrong. If there is to be a woman for me, it would be her, not only because of that 'recess project' vision- ( fuck i tried the swimmer woman there, but i realised that i have an great loathing for ... mothers, even if with their daughters, and if she was married when she came anywhere near me, then i would have to end up deciding that she had insulted me by seeking my company, when this cinderella 'glass shoe' episode became a rave, and women started seeking me out to open my eyes and show stupid me that it was them I should be running after. No, this apple chick alone fits the bill, she is the least offensive, and also, as i explained, about the only one , fuck, the ONLY one I have seen that i can stand looking in the face and not see the lies and attitude of condescending written there. i like looking at her face, it is like an oasis in the desert of my life) but because even NOW, when she should be showing me something else about herself, she still prefers to hide herself, despite probable mounting pressure to conform. It proves one thing to me, that she, despite hiding behind people-which thing is the reason why I am killing mike, because she hid behind him and would not face up to her own actions , and gave that arrogant asshole a chance to grind my face in the dust, and for that, mike AND the people who were party to it, or were sent later to try to patch things up, are dead. I hate someone who does NOT own up. fuck what is so scary about HER facing me? If she did the right THING first, and decided to put her neck in the noose as far as i am concerned and not sit and wait for me to change my mind, i would be less angry than I am now, and would probably spare some of her family members, although the rest are dead as dodos. you provoked ME by your actions woman, and now, you think i will back off and just let you walk away, or i would say, NO, you are so precious that i can not bear to lose you, i will do as you please? Fuck you, you will find out just who the fuck you are dealing with after i have destroyed all your hiding places and I am weilding my wrath over you, as you behold the ultimate fury you have unleashed in me, by taking my words like things to be knocked off their pedestals and testing me, you little fool. And you fall far short ANYWAY of my requirements! And you do not seem to get THAT!.....
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but, as i said, i am not so sure i can live with her, anyway, because, you see, her breasts. I judge a person BY appearance, and i do not like her chest area one little bit. I mean, if I had her with me, what would i play with during foreplay? A flat thing, that would mean i am left unsatisfied? nthing firm and round and full. fuck, those breasts of hers leave a lot to be desired. Now, if it had been that stunning blonde chick who came and sat behind me that day i ended up with the everyday me clean post, I would be happy, because she was fully loaded. Of course, she failed in this one department, she assumed, ;like all of you do, that her projecting her image was all that was necessary and i would be all hers. I mean, what part of 'if you want something with me you have to strive to get it" did she not get? Do you all not get? i mean, it is too late for you all anyway, which is why I am a true 'academic'=> it is all useless info for you now, but, my God, what the fuck is your problem. Just TRY to imagine trying to win the attention of someone with an attention span of zero, and try to figure out just what approach you would take? would you go, "so what am I, a recess project?" or would you decide that it is what you want, and go for it, and stop trying to get him to do YOUR part for you? Fuck, woman you are so STUPID. Which is why i think I am going to kill you, anyway.
I am getting tired of having to go out of my way to avoid people because i said that these people are dead, and I am waiting for this woman to come out in the open, and they assume that I am somehow going to become like them, and let bygones be bygones or something like that. Now, me, I am not angry. No, there has to be a new word invented for the position I am in, when i am stuck in limbo because someone assumes that, if i say that I would have spared a certain woman ONLY if that woman was this woman's mother, then me seeing the woman who IS her mother will make me change my mind, or me walking away and going to site five, again, will mean that I have changed my mind when I come back. I mean, I either have the undisputed right to end whatever life I want to, or I do not, and it is plain, as far as I can see, that I am either the lord of the earth or not, and I am either exactly what I say, or not. So, what is this wait all about? No, I am NOT angry. which is why I have decided to change my M.O.. up till now, there has been, to match my mood, when I feel rather exposed, some pussy silly weather, like drizzle and stuff, but now, i am stepping it up a notch, and ripping off the silly comfort zones you all have been in. I am thinking Beast Wars' Megatron style, like, "i will incinerate you and use your bodies for scrap metal" i am thinking, I will have, just to show my ... unnaturalness... fireballs fall on specific places and people, and well, incinerate them. because this has all gone so cool, and staid, i must heat it up a bit.
there is a song by wayne marshall, called gangsta's paradise, which has the chorus 'you dont wanna start this war'
and well, i am in war mood, because I am now having to have a bottleneck in my life simply because someone thinks she has me under her armpits, like all that I AM is so that she can show ME, the unstoppable ONE, the one God spent such a long time keeping alive, was all so that she could civilise me, like, how the fuck does that actually happen? 09:22- 10;00 Are we are war with real gun with real blue steel gun
send ahead for your own gun
buck up on your clown gun
a lone killer with a lone gun we nuh fire not a water or a stick or a stone gun
papa shot ride boon down careful shot take apart your head to your toe now
with real bazooka
send daseka for your war clown ca'
WAR
you dont want to start this war...
This is all on the anger management riddim mix, and, well, I have this to say, I do not have to MANAGE my anger, i am about to just let it out, and fuck, I have used up my three years of dilly dallying, and now, what you are about to see is the unleashed fury of the... maverick. I mean, I have MY own thoughts about things, thoughts different from God's or yours, and i owe allegiance to none of you, or to Him. I wonder why that is so difficult to just ... accept?
I mean, even God showed me that my...
predilection for giving in to
women's opinions was lost when i looked at that woman michelle pereira as she tried to fit me in to her little life, with her daughter, and I found myself didtinctly thinking that for THAT insult she was throwing in my
FACE
I was going to kill her without bothering about even sex with her-I was even then so mush worried about the sex aspect of my life- but NOW, all I am out to do is impose my OWN print on the earth. I LISTEN
to no one, and I assure you, those that survive thses coming few days, you will only counbt yourselves marginally better than those I kill, because NO ONE place will remain as it was, I intend to make EVERYONE scramble for shelter and leave their safe lives and scurry for their lives. I am on the warpath, and those that live, forget the family thing, fuck that, I will apsre ONLY those I have seen and accepted as being 'suitable' for my own purposes, to live, and be put through the fire so that when i leave it will not be leaving the planet for strangers whose faces i have not seen. trust me, fools, I am the worst thing to ever walk this planet, and you are about to find out that your worst fears are NOTHING to what is about to come out, NOOOO! You had no idea, before, now see it happen.
Now, where was I? this is what I have decided to do;- I need to go home to Zim, like a.s.a.p., because i want to see what is up with my mother and father and my sisters, and that means I must have unimpeded movement, and that means, I am about to kill everyone that I do not see as 'fit' to live, and that means basically everyone of you who is currently reading these posts of mine- I want NO spectators, see- and then, I am going to make sure that my parents KNOW just who is responsible for the coming earthquakes, weather changes and all that, and then thus put a bee under their bonnets to make them seek out my words, since they will be the precursors of what will happen. And just to make it plain, I find it very offensive that, despite me making my views on MY choice of woman plain, some silly woman/ women still think I am in need of being shown the proper woman for me. I will not just kill you, little woman, nor you, imp, nor you, waiter-of-mike's or you other assholes that still try to test my patience. NO, you will first get yourselves a dunking, and THEN I will bury you under tons of rubble, have the earth spew you out, and THEN i will incinerate you, but when it comes to mike, well, I WILL call you out and personally end your life. I hate interference, and i will put all my anger because of that woman ON you, and then decide what to do with you. YOU have been told, or warned. Fight it, accept it, or whatever, but I have stated it, and nothing will stop it happening. Now, show me what you will do about it. The Warlord is HERE, fools!
Now, I am NOT so sure that when I say that I have DECIDED, me, myself, personally, that so-and-so HAS to die, whether there actually exists any... day... or time when I am going to say, "Oops, that was just indigestion, I have changed my mind , so he gets to live", especially when I have gone to pains to explain WHY i have reached that decision, and why i am at present doing nothing. I have been plain, have I not, that because this woman that -GOD, WHY?- made me lose my head over her, decided to play "i-can-do-what-you-can-do;-and-yank-your-chain-till-you-fall-in-line" with me, and thus, deliberately did things that were DESIGNED to make me jealous, and thus, maybe, in her small mind, make me become 'reasonable', whatever SHE perceives that to be, I can NOT harm her-yet, but i feel i am getting there- but will totally wipe out those she wanted to make me jealous WITH, and all those that were spectators in this drama, save- and I am beginning to regret this concession, because the woman is STILL not taking me seriously enough to come out, before i get REALLY pissed off, and start taking this whole world apart piece by piece, to see who has greater stamina, here- maybe her immediate family, who, I kid you not, and i want to point out, I HATE, just as i HATE basically everyone that is in kalk bay, save a few that i can tolerate. Now, having said THAT, who the fuck is ... STUPID enough to want to make my very very vivid imagination start working overtime to try to find very ... cruel... ways to really make that person endure the worst possible pain BEFORE I have to send that person to hell? you would think they would all take a hint from when i see that psychedelically dressed waiter of mike's yesterday deliberately -maybe I was NOT specific enough, I SHOULD name names here so that you fools KNOW that you are dead men and women walking, YEAH-SSS- come into my path, and i had to leave and go try to get drunk the whole night in Site Five, (and find to my horror that i was not even interested in pussy, I mean, WTF?) and they still do NOT get it that I am NOT speaking things that can, or WILL change because of whatever anyone else says or does? i mean, I am plain, that means clean, and I am NOT interested in pity for anyone, and fuck it, really, if it was not for the fact that vinnie;- yeah, and that fucking woman who makes me so furious and so at a loss as to what to do!; then well, we would be talking about me showing you hell, express!But, everyday me step up me clean, and NOT varnished, so why the fuck are them fools walking in my path like I am some kind of idiot that just needs to be ignored and then he will come to his senses? woman, YOU are putting me in a difficult position, and it is because of YOU that i am still in this mess. I mean, fuck it, look at it this way, if you do not love me-fuck that, there is NO question about that- if YOU still think me a kid, then i am GOING to kill you, but if NOT, then fuck it, DO treat me like a man, or I will do something that even you, with -I said this before, but i suppose it does not really come through first time, does it- your 'sheltered' upbringing, will find too hard to even stomach, and i will make you live through it, so as you get a picture of what i mean when I say I am NOT happy with this situation. that you, and your inaction, are putting me through.
I, me no know sometimes me sit back
and me say 2 me self somebody tell me 'ow devil are make so much fake friend in 'ere
somebody tell me 'ow over me life them are play a kian quarter somebody tell me 'ow
said them are friend and a shooter them are sent fir you?
everyday me step out me clean everyday me step out me clean.
Now, i had said that i was not sure what to do come christmas time, because i was sure that anymore of hearing about church and christ, and me ending up defending myself for being ALIVE and thus, by definition, opposing everything of this bullshit, was something I was NOT interested in. So, I got off the train, and walked to the building with its cameras, wondering whether the chick would do another, "up yours" on me, so that i could see just what kind of bullshit God was prepared to put me through since He had -i never said this before, but this is how it is, just so that, woman you KNOW who you will answer to, whether you like it or not, and i did NOT say it before because i did not want to take responsibility, but now, YOU have to know- told me that 'ane mwana anochengeta ega', "the one who has a child looks after that child alone', and so, He dumped you in my lap, which is good because otherwise i would have rejected you. But I found out for Myself, that i could bear you, not as you think, like an equal, but as a parent would, which shows from the over-jealous ways i have developed as far as you are concerned, that I have no intention of being in any way subordinate to you, OR in any way listening to your petulant whims, i have invested a lot of time and effort into this to let some stupid fool just blow it all away like it means nothing. So, get with the program, what you do NOT like is what you WILL have to deal with, and so, since I have to bear you, I HAVE to remove from you the things that piss me off, and that may hurt you,but fuck it, you should have thought first before deciding to embark on a war path with the one who has NO time for bullshit. Every action of yours, good or bad WILL be scrutinised and reacted to, trust me on that! Even when you do NOT act. Because i have to know WHY. Anyway, there was no one of interest at the place, and as i passed by, there was vinnie, with tony -(now, I am going to totally remove every coloured person from the face of the earth, the whole race just pisses me off. I may spare just the one woman, and her family, that gives us food, provided i can assure myself that she is NOT in the loop when it comes to my deeds, because otherwise even joking with her would be something i can not even stomach) watering the lawn which I am sure everyone knows has been kindly kept going by the efforts of people like the owners of the building that the gallery people, mike and the Blue Bottle people are renting [which building I AM going to destroy, because vinnie's agenda is NOT my agenda, mine is to wreck your lives, and make sure that i piss of everyone, and dare you to act], and kenneth, who is also, sadly, on my dead-person-walking list. Fuck, i am thinking of being chased from sitting on a brick wall, like a dog, when he sent that obnoxious guard to tell me and abisha to leave because those were the days that the little mama and he were tight about keeping the hood clean. Fuck it, this is too much, i will tell you who i will NOT kill, that would be easier. vinnie and family, in kalk bay, a select few zimbabweans that i can stomach, and am easy with, and... NO ONE else, aside from the thorny issue of the apple of my eye. Everyone else dies. Now, what i want to know, fools, is WHO the FUCK dares oppose THAT, and puts me to the test on it? This is pure, unadulterated prince, not of peace, but of war. Everywhere else, i will spare my mother, father, and sisters and their SOs, and only my two cousins, and the other one's mother, and whatever families the rest of them that I let live have, but NOT from MY family, because i hate the lot, and can only stand these relations of mine. But as for your lives, which you want to guard and keep secure, KNOW this for certain, fools, those lives are OVER. I am going to reduce your homesteads to rubble, and leave you eking out a living on bare essentials, and you are going to be forced to think about how to get online because you will want to know what kind of horror i have in store for you, and well, the NOT knowing will gnaw at you till you get everything set up, and seek out ways to get on my blogspot and find out just WTF are gwaan up. oh, and by the way, everywhere else, I am wiping the entire face of the planet clean of people. I want you to remember one thing, people, which it seems yo have forgotten, or disregarded, I am NOT venie juliase. Our names do not even rhyme. I am the lord of this earth, and I am pissed off at waiting. I am poor at it. Today, I had to curb my impatience because i erroneously assumed that the library would be open, and being broke, I had walked over there to state things, which included boiling the gallery woman in her skin- the woman REALLY sets my teeth on edge, that dessicated old husk. I mean, just because i am NOT sure whether she is the apple chick's mother or not, she assumes she has weight in my affairs, and today, i was watching out for her, to see whether she would put her foot wrong so that i could nail that ass that looks like a tired plastic bag full of stale water, right to her snobbish wall. she showed up after i hit my face against the wall at the library, but it was inconclusive. I hate the woman, and would gladly fry her, and enjoy it, to the bargain. But the imp was the one who saw me walk disconsolately into kalk bay, and he drove up like a maniac straight to the cottage so that he could make me see that i had to.... I do not know what, somebody forgot to hand me the script. That is why I went to the library. And some fool in a green CR-V, thinking me myopic, decided to follow me and see that i was really going to the library. Well, you are dead, whoever thefuck you are. I never liked fans. Yeah, I think I will spare that white guy who works at the Blue Bottle. He may be in on what is happening, but he has a sense of humour about it, and I like that. Anyway, after seeing vinnie and being told that he was going to waterfront the following morning, and i was welcome to join in, I woke up the following morning, wanted to catch a train, and got fed up waiting, to say that I ... THOUGHT... that now I could kill people-yeah, right!- and came back, stood with them fools, a bit, and then decided that I was going to vinnie's to wait for him to come back from church -as i assumed- and then i could join him and his tiresome family just so that I could kill time while avoiding taking the bull by the horns, and dealing with this fucking issue. He went instead straight to the waterfront from church, and i spent a very satisfying time asleep on his couch outside his house, till i woke up, and decided to go stretch full length in my 'place'. So, I did NOT break my word, see, because I had SAID I was NOT interested in socialising, and well, I have a WATCHER who makes sure i keep my word, and arranges things so that they happen way I want. I am loaded, fools, and so, if I say that people will DIE, take it as 100% immutable that THAT will happen, because well, I MAY decide to change my mind along the way to sort of try to get along, but the ONE Who said He would NOT let me fall has seen to it that I am impermeable. So, this shit I think and comuni-talk, gets to happen. Without change Δ" big or "δ"small[see how straightforward i am? it takes me weeks and weeks to just say that I REALLY had long ago decided to kill these people because i am not sure whether it is 'right' to do so. I mean, fuck do I care? Right? there is only ONE person whose opinion means anything to me, and even then it is NOT according to what she wants because I do NOT tolerate fools, and it is for THAT one reason I have decided to spare her family. If the gallery woman IS her mother, then I sort of heard she was widowed. I could even throw back into life her father, and this not have a fight about my family and your family type of thing. But I suppose the fool will STILL not think that is enough, Or that I must serve God. She must adjust her antennae, then, because even God promised that the ONE who would come, who would be 'born' to the gentiles would be called "Almighty God", or rather "El- Shaddai". Now, 'shad' is hebrew for 'breast', and so, this ONE would be the All-Sufficient One, like mother's milk is to the child, so, technically, it is within MY parameters, what I like, not God's supposed views, that things will happen. I rule the spot, and it is MY way that will dominate, horrible as that may be. Now, get with that, because I weary of being taken for a stupid child. I love you, woman, but i will NOT be looked down on, by anyone. Fuck, I suppose though, one thing IS for sure, that you can read some of my thoughts, because otherwise there would be no fighting over how, like this. Stop it. I will get angry if you do not. You have never seen me explode. Hell, i have never seen me explode before, but i think it is going to be quite spectacular.Δ I was sitting at vinnie's this morning, and listening outside as there was a movie being played, and it was about king james and his court, and a supposed armada that was to be sent to the ameriacs to subjugate some red faced savages, and this guy had brought along a daughter of one of the mighty chiefs, to show that she was not from uncivilised people. I had got to the point where the woman was stroking the ego of king james and addressing him in such flowery language he was pleased, and told her he would see her later, and to have her enjoy the ball, when I decided to go check whether vinnie was back from town. the POINT is, actually, that just because I am NOTHING like what you expect, do not take MY viewpoint on things to be wrong. it pissed you off, and I suppose it still does, otherwise you would not have decided to change your clothing that day when i complained to vinnie that you were dressed like a slut; to be discussed by others, and degraded, and while I do not exist in a society that condones fighting over a man, like your co-sharers-of -the-building did (how the fuck can you people stand that) I am still NOT amused that what should have started and ended between two people has included a whole motley of them, all of whom are DEAD as far as I am concerned, which to me is the best way to make sure my name is NOT maligned. I think... BIG... permanent. LONG term. Final. Not simple, and stop gap. And I can do as I please. So, what the fuck will it be?I suppose the answer lies with YOU now, because I assure you, if you do NOT act now, I am going to make sure that I do something totally disagreeable. YEAH-SSS! And NOT on myself, NOOOO!
Every time, I have tried to face up to the worst that can possibly happen, and have decided I can handle it, and today, i tried to concentrate, of course, on everything, but at the end of the day, I have given up. I find myself completely, totally, and, as far as I can see, totally hopelessly, in love. and that is the weird bit, because my reasoning is that i am a logical reciprocal type of person, but then, on second thoughts, maybe that is NOT so weird, after all, because it HAS taken a while for the impact of this woman to sink in.
I mean, she broke all the rules as far as I am concerned, and did her best to yank my chain every time, and i was just wondering why she did so, like follow me around, and not make it a point to just drive by -remember the 'unseen academicals' post, where I was, if I recall properly, giving up on the woman thing, and was thinking that I must take that bearded woman and her daughter-following signs and wonders, like this one song goes, although I am not a christian {uh, i have two hours, and am bored, so the thing goes;- too many christians nowadays are following signs and wonders, it no right, signs and wonders must follow them'}- anyway, she drove past me, i recognised the number plate, and then, later,she came by again, and i vividly recall her, as i passed that curve before the bridge near clovelly, making eye contact and looking away quickly, like she was afraid to stare too long, but in that glance I got the message of volumes being spoken. this woman IS my achilles heel, and i find that, despite the opposite poles we are at, I really can NOT imagine a life without her. Which poses a problem here, because I am sure that she will try to use that, as usual, against me, to make me refrain from being me, and NOT kill people, but hell, those people are dead, and the only person i ... may spare... would be a member of her immediate family, despite whatever was done to me, but the rest ARE dead, and she may not like that, which is why i ... suppose ... that i will end up killing her any way. life sucks, huh? God writes weird scripts, and instead of me being the unfeeling, gloomy death-dealing Warlord, who is out solely for revenge, I find myself having to stop contemplating making the very air turn into some sort of sizzling oven that burns everything it comes into touch with- but then, since i care NOTHING for MY life, that sizzling air will touch me also, which is the problem i have at present as far as making it rain, thunder, or lightning, or even an earthquake. i would have to end up scrambling for safety like everyone else, because I am... THERE... in that vicinity, but i am getting to the point where I am bored out of my skull, and since I really want to experience everything, i probably would end up getting to hell myself, just to see if it can not kill me, like, i want to feel it... I mean, why be indestructible if you can not test it any chance you get? i suppose the only way to curb my exuberant destruct-testing is if I had something to lose, and she is it, but getting her in MY clutches -fuck, there is NO ONE that I feel more protective of, more in need of just keeping safe than her- is a task that i have frankly given up on. even though the other day i buried my face on vinnie's shoulder when, after i had complained, in graphic sign language as well, that she was showing 'my' legs to every asshole around, and I was sleeping playing golf, she came out immediately, dressed no longer just in that one-piece one arm black thing, but in a pair of those tights as well. Small change, yes, but she ... seemed... to be listening, and it seemed that my opinion was starting to weigh something with her. Fuck, I love this woman, and i wish i did not, because i have been hurt a lot by her, and, of course, every guy she dissed me with is ... dead... unless he is her brother, like same parents, not half, or whatever, because i KNOW what them fools would be thinking when they look, or when they see me drool and walk with her, like when the imp even tried, as they stood with their backs to me the first time they walked past me, and I was like, "WTF!", in BLOCK, HUGE capital letters, and then came back and she was explaining something to him, and he stretched out his hand as if to take hers in his, and she subtly raised her hands, and went akimbo, and carried on talking, and I marked the guy, for dead... . i read a book once about this guy, called finn mccumhall or something, who in real life was supposed to have caused stonehenge to come into being, being called finn of the strong hand for turning a bunch of roving warriors into an army that subjugated the entire ireland, but who, in this story was born from a woman who was supposed to be of the fairy folk but whose father wanted her offspring dead, meaning finn, and who subsequently left the underworld and lived among men when finn's father was killed, and she got married to this guy, who was ugly, and admitted that he was a toad, and when finn, as a young drifter, joined this guy's band of warriors and used to scale the towers to the woman's rooms, and spend a lot of time with her, the guy, when he found out, was at a loss as to what to do. he could not compare with the blond eye catching young sprog, whom he considered his rival, and he even said it to his adviser, that "if she did not love him, i would have killed him without a second thought, but he spends such a lot of time in there, how could i break her heart. I mean, look at me, i am a toad. Wonder what she saw in me, to begin with". Well, I feel like that. I am ugly. I mean, I have seen people look at my side profile and look away quickly, and well, I am ugly, and contrary, and while i do not spend time in self pity, because my tears run inside where no one can mock me, i am still aware that i am easily repugnant, and that 99% of all the people who are aware of what I am about and who try to be friendly are doing that not because I mean anything but because they want to be on my good side, which is why i have decided that ANY woman who has THOUGHT of herself as a potential mate -thought you could get away from me, huh?- is DEAD, as well as her entire family! Unless she falls in the mercy bracket, which is limited to a handful of people. My life sucks!
I would fortify myself at times with these words, "there would be days, when we would be on different sides but that doesn't last too long" when i was either walking up the mountain after I had seen them flowers, or them foursomes, or her walking past, with mike, or butthead ii, going for a swim or something, while pointedly ignoring me, but i have blown out that bubble. I am hopeless, pure and simple. I mean, I am going to wipe out the entire chinese nation because, after I realised just how 'orchestrated' everything was, the day i went to the church, I decided to look not at the superficial 'gifts' them fools gave, or their lip service, because one asshole gave a testimony, and it was about some secret formula that he wanted exported from china, and then it ended, "i realised that, when God does not give you something, He has a reason", and so, they were assuming that, since I was battling as far as the chick was concerned, I should give it up? well, tough luck for you, and all you church fools, and brett and his cousin, I will show what anyone who DARES think he or she can intimidate or correct me or even try to convince the ONE who has NO blinkers on his eyes that what he see is not there. YOU ALL are dead, and i will personally make sure that your dying is protracted, and make you fools regret your words. if I could make you eat them, I would, fools!
if she did NOT care, despite maybe being afraid or whatever, she WOULD have shown it, and she has NOT. She has been as mad as a wildcat, spitting mad, and defying me [God how i love that woman], but always with a view to try to get me to stop being so difficult, and be more amenable, but point of fact is, I am at my most survivingest at this moment, i can't do more. I can not change or bend, and if this is too extreme for her, then i am lost, because there is no one else I can stand.She is the only woman that i can say I have 'grown' to love, hence my extreme depression.
Anyway, to get back to matters that concern the rest of the world, and all that i will kill.
now, this may seem rather too extreme, but, well, point of fact is, I had to get inside God's head, to get here, and well, what i have, what He gave me, makes me 'understand' Him, as no one else can, and thing is, God made people for Himself, and chose ONE man to be HIS out of all the people, like I explained the other time, when I was on and on about the child -eh by the way, just to round it all up, ALL of mike's workers who were sent as errand boys to test the waters are dead, all of them fools who looked me in the face to see whether i was getting the drift, are dead, whether you work for mike or not. You should have stayed out of my way, so, lets make the distinction clear, OK? I must just post this NOW while reloading this song, yes?
Why ONE man? because he had a wife he did not hate, at first, because he had lived with her a long time and not made her pregnant. Notice the gradual progression.From enoch who was the first NOT to sleep with animals, to noah who stuck to one wife, and then, all the way to abraham who was childless and who God promised to make great.
abraham rejected God, and chose greatness, refusing to 'walk before [God] and be perfect" and thus have everything he did scrutinised by God. guy actually, when put in the corner, said that he gave away his wife because 'there was no fear of God in this place', and so, he said she should be given away since she was his 'sister'.
fuck THAT. I want that woman with me, and I am pretty sure I will destroy every thing just to get to her, as i am currently in the process of doing. I mean, I WILL destroy everything her boss has built, anyway, and i am looking at me living a celibate life because I did NOT stick to my guns and say i want that woman, or else everyone dies, when I am fully capable of destroying everything anyway, i mean, fuck, why should I be BASHFUL!
Anyway, abraham thought there were places God did not operate,and so rejected God, and set in motion the scene that I, with my own peculiar goals in mind, and now fulfilling.
God HAD to give up on the people who gave up on Him, but in the only way that He can, by making THEM choose for themselves,. because He can not, and neither can I, force anyone to do as they do not like. And so, he sent them prophets, and they carried on thinking that they had Him in their pockets, till it seemed that there was even a prophecy for someone who would be the long looked for saviour, whose dominion would be everlasting. christ lost out on one major point, which he thought was the mainstay of God's resilience, when he told john, "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have everlasting life", and this is where he is wrong, because God NEVER sends anyone else unless he Himself has washed his hands of these people. And is doing it jut to fulfill an ancient promise, "I will not go Myself with you, lest I destroy you on the way, for you are a stiffnecked people..., but I will send My angel before you... and my PRESENCE" meaning 'voice'. People dreaded the israelites before they even saw them and used guerrila tactics to just try to get at them, not face to face, because ... well, that is too technical, i use that for self defense anyway, so, some other time.
So, when christ came, he was the abomination that makes desolate, and so, in effect,God had NOTHING further to do with the jews, and so, the promise of revelation, of a myopic holy spirit and jesus who think they are acting in tandem with God, started falling apart, because those twelve tribes that were numbered 144 000 do NOT exist. find me those that keep those records, and prove me wrong. Now, if revelations can so obviously be proved wrong, do you not think that it is time you fools that are in my way moved OUT of it while i am still in a mood to let you die quickly? because, of course, them jews, are all dead, because of the holy spirit, and of course, by the time i am DONE, because I am neither interested in the death of my mother nor in the continuation of sexual acts after I am gone, I am going to make sure that what remains on THIS planet is something totally NEW, a creature that... but fuck, you will see it. So, the point is, eternal hell for my enemies, even the holy spirit, or some kind of life for you all, because, as things stand, especially as i see that tomorrow I am going to have a lot of time on my hands and i am not feeling the least bit sociable, I ... THINK... I am going to run out of patience and see just how I can destroy everything and make my enemies suffer for violating my personal space.
i am bored, jealous and have no leg to stand on, and I am so tired of being fed snippets when i have a huge appetite. What fucking song is appropriate here?
Yeah, well, I guess it is becoming quite irresistible that it rain on me... like... NOW, because I am so so extremely hard pressed, and thunder and lightning seem just so, so irresistible at present!
Maybe, as I have discovered over the course of the day yesterday, many of you have a problem getting around the fact that I am THE α and ω when it comes to eh... everything, so, before I tell you all what you already do NOT want to accept, that, barring maybe two people, I AM going to kill everyone I said I will kill, and the best thing you all could do is to just accept it or , even if I may not have any say over the temperature in hell, I will make the method of getting there as painful as possible, I will take you down memory lane so that you all may see what is what, and maybe, hurry up and get dead up, fools!
Now, after God had happened, and I had exhausted every possible means both short term and long term, to die, and I had ended up being laughed at after my most spectacular attempt had ended me up at valkenberg, and I had, after coming out, received a hug from this coloured chick, and it had profoundly had an effect on me, i still went wandering around still trying to get to grips with the weirdness of my life, and then decided to do it again, and ended up, after rat poisoning myself, at False Bay Hospital, and later went to Happy Valley Home, where I had to start to come face to face with my fears, which were, that I was stuck up in life, and either had to get on good terms with God or else I was about to carry on being humiliated, and laughed at, for the remainder of the 15 years set for me. So, I finished the solution for the Goldbach Conjecture, and tried to work God into it, which is why I started on "Counting Numbers", which, fuck it, GOES, under the blog title, "It all started with... numbers...and then it became about God..." I tried to kiss His ass and ... failed. Because I hate Him, because I do not even want to ... serve... Him, and He did, after all, point out, in the isaiah 6:1-13 vision, "in the year that king uzziah died...", and that was it, I was no GOOD at trying to give glory to God about things that, to me, had fuck all to do with Him. God has done one thing to me, and it shows in everything that happens to me, and His take on everything to do with me, He has made me impervious to any attack from anything, and He has made me, also, as an afterthought, capable of ... bitter and horrendous things, in keeping with my attitude on people, and that makes me a likely target for everyone who has the gall to try to 'correct' me on how i should behave, and the fact is, I do not fucking care about all this, and that, apparently is hard for them fools to accept, I mean, all of YOU fools. when, for example, i decide i am going to kill people, they think it is something light, so, I will educate you fools on how it all is, so that maybe you will see where i am coming from. by the way, I have sort of given up on any sort of love life. some things are just too impossible. More later.
This is my story real ghetto story
this is my story
survival story...
I remember those days when hell was my home...
I am not for sale. i can not forget. Anything. when someone or something pissed me off, I kept a record, and that HAS to be accounted for. To the last drop. So, when I said to the little mama, to the women who took me for someone to be 'stopped in his tracks', like michelle pereira, or all those women who, now walk all woeful because they see something hard taking place in my face, and see that what was fun when they took drags on fags, and were in some foursomes and laughing as I walked past with their SOs and i took it, and now they can not understand why I am contemplating the worst possible means of inflicting pain on them, well, lets call it balancing the scales. because I will never forget. And I will make you fools pay, take that as a given. Immutable.
because from me it is like this:- I do not even want to be in this shit, and two, I NEVER went looking for anyone, to seek love or something like that, because I am NOT interested in anything or anyone, but at the same time, I can not forget acts of kindness, and what I want to do is figure out, when such unexpected things happen to me, WHY someone would even look at me like I am anything, and see whether I am being taken for a cunt or if it is the genuine thing. Apparently, I can not get that part into this woman's thick head, because THAT is all I wanted to know, and well, since she can not get that clear to me, I have put two and two together, told God this morning, "fuck You, I am done with this piece of shit, this woman cares NOTHING for ME, so, I will kill them all, and destroy this whole kalk bay in the process as well".
Anyway, about the other people I am going to destroy;- the jews?:- well, the holy spirit has ONE agenda, that is to return the glory to israel, and so, since this is MY time, i will remove every single jew from the face of the planet, just so that he knows that he is now dealing with the greatest fury this world will EVER know, and fuck, I am THINKING things that will make even the atom bomb, or the worst disasters that you have ever read about seem like a baby's fart in comparison. I am MAD, and at everything, and I am in NO mood for any bullshit. Fuck, BEFORE people die, they will suffer such intense pain they will wish they were dead, but that will only be the beginning, and i am just getting warmed up, oh yeah-ss!and the reason why I am against the holy spirit? he tried to do the God bit, and cajole me into acting. well, I am about to act NOW, and he is NOT going to like it. I am MAD, MAD, MAD, MAD!!!!
HHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAA!!!!
Now, this is what happened yesterday. I went to vinnie's stall, and started work. this woman came up, wanted something made, and I sat down and started concentrating on it, and saw the looks that were directed at me;-I had told this guard that i used to like, junior, the other day, to tell them fools upstairs-and if he had any sense he would have quit his job, and remained alive, but then, i am full of shit, right? we shall see about THAT- that what I promised to do I will do, after I had sorted out something I was waiting for, and instead of them fools also backing off, they intensified their attention on me. There is this woman who came maybe I was supposed to be attracted to her or something, and she was speaking on the phone, and walking about in front of me- must be a relative of mike's, they all love this phonicating thing, and then, when some asshole decided to take a choke hold on abisha, she ran to get vinnie, and kenneth was on hand to restrain me because i was crazy and needed a straight jacket or something, but that was NOT even yesterday. As for... fuck, I need a song here.
Yesterday, I was busy, and the apple chick drove past, and I looked, to see if she was coming to work, and she drove past, and whether she went looking for parking elsewhere-she IS slimy that way- I did not even bother seeing, because NOW, from my point of view, i am being left with the baby when it is HER task to clarify things to me, and well, i get to kill her or let her live if i am satisfied. No, I am a clown, performing before a live audience, with cameras zooming in on very act of mine. Fuck, if vinnie was not among them fools I would be acting out my rage, instead of ...communicating... about it. anyway, everyone was busy looking at me, and then, I decided, OK, this sucks, and, like that time when, after God put in His two cents worth with the "what tangled webs we weave" statement, and I started collecting books because i 'knew' that being involved with this chick who wanted me to make a move and was piqued that i just looked at her and did nothing, was never going to be, because i can NOT initiate anything- DOES anyone get THAT part? fuck, I feel like I have wasted all my time here, and of course, I blame God- that has to do with a 'relationship', I ended up thinking food, and I went to get it. i am not sure about the sequence, whether the asshole came because he saw that I had seen that the apple chick was NOT at work or whether he thought that it was over that i will NOT destroy anything that mike had a hand in, but the imp showed up, walking past me with a determined face, like, 'screw you, who the fuck do you think you are'. I laughed, shook my head, and decided to let that ride, but when goatface came, as I, looking frustratedly for a cup to drink out of, decided to buy a glass instead, and went into the bottle store, and he came shopping, and put his basket right behind me, i decided that enough was enough, and walked out. and decided that I was speaking greek, like " αητσχτου " or something. then, my heart plunged, because as i stood by the pizza stove, looking away from everyone and everything, the gallery woman decided, after some woman came upm to me and greeted me and I ignored her, to come sit right in my line of sight. Now, i am not even sure what her role in all this is, but i wanted NO beef with her. I mean, I AM going to totally trash the gallery, and kill everyone that has put their nose in my business and the whole building, and well, probably leave her homeless in the bargain, but from the way God stepped in the first time I wanted her dead, and diverted my attention to my sister the day after, I did NOT want her dead. But she took my suffering her to sit without my turning my back on her for some kind of bending to her whims, and decided to act like some kind of intercessor. so, she dies. later, when i got to saw mike, and ... froze... in shock, she was out, in a flash, like the apple chick, and stood by the coloured guy's car who must have something to do in the gallery, and I passed her by, and tried to say something in the midst of my rage, "Warn dem... make it clear again". but i suppose i am just a will-o-the wisp type of guy, who does not blow consistent, but waxes and wanes. when I saw the apple chick come a little later and look for parking, I decided to wrap things up. That means I get to live celibate, shame, but then,I never thought anything much would happen. Did I?
Fucked up YouTube does not have the song I want, or I am typing in the wrong search words, but the lyrics, which are of importance, go, and yes, when I focused on the song yesterday, they resonated with me so much I felt more of my fear go away[ which is something I feel I must explain, because my inactivity has a lot to do with that, and maybe it is time everything just was reduced to 'plain and simple'], and they are by a guy who goes by the name Bling Dawg;-
mi nuh care who you be just look pon the gun where man are bust
from daylight to dusk
no fuss nor fir trust badness degree fool ca' you think you could be like us
when they hassle up about, no puss about
Now, Ok, this is the deal, with everything, see? God intervened in my life from the beginning, yes?, and by so doing gave up the ... right... to actually tell me what to do, or to reprove me, is that in any way CLEAR? I mean, of course He is God and everywhere He is depicted as being the absolute authority on everything, telling people, like jeremiah, that "You WILL go where I tell you...", et.c., but when it comes to me, He has NO such grounds. Why? because He decided to act ONLY when I decided that there is NO way such a thing, (any issue, not Him telling me what to do, that is) can happen, and then He and I together explore just HOW I REALLY would have liked something to be, if i had ... uh... all the power in the world, see? of course, I resent Him, and of course, I am NOT happy that He is in my life, because I REALLY would like to be dead, but, that aside, He says, "be Yourself", which means that I am NOT, at present, or was NOT, being really pointedly MYSELF, because, I was afraid that all this would backfire in my face, see? but I have discovered that the earth is mine to control, and more than that, I am in the process of delving deeper into His take on people, and well, when I am prejudiced, I am REALLY prejudiced, and so, I have people, peoples, that I REALLY have decided I do not want on earth, and the past few days I have been studying things to see if He has anything to say to make me suffer them fools to remain alive, but yesterday, i set that issue partly to rest, and so, now, i have only ONE problem, and I am worried sick about it, her, because every way that I look at it, I still worry about the fact that it appears inevitable that I am going to kill her, and if there ever existed anyone i would have liked with me, it is her, but, well, one thing at a time. I am sure that you fools really see yourselves as being important, but then that is only to yourselves, and the past few days, I have been watching and seeing them fools that I specifically told to stay out of my way, keep on trying to correct me, and i have decided to add on to the death list, because it irritates me to be laughed at by fools who treat me like a child who, because i eat something, am therefore a changed person, and they decide to walk by, to 'remind' me of terms and conditions. REALLY? well, I said that NO ONE even the apple chick, has ANY say on who lives or dies, and so, if ANYONE pisses me off, and she tries to intervene on that person's behalf, i will kill her as well, because I have NO equal, to tell me what to do, because she shows me everytime how she despises me by her selective take on what i say, like I am a baby to be cuddled. She really takes me for a fool, that woman,which is one reason why I am thinking that I will really have to kill her. For example, I stated that i was going to destroy everything that mike built, because of how she pissed me off, and the following morning, I saw goatface and the imp walking past me, gave the building a finger, and she was out in a flush, with her indignation clearly heard in the way her irritating high heels beat a tattoo on the pavement as she marched right up to me and past as she walked to that 'cottage', trying to yank my chain, and thus, teach me to mind my p's and q's. I had my back to her, and i ignored her when she walked back again, and whether she got the message or not, that i do NOT negotiate, that those i said are dead, are DEAD, and she still assumed i would be pleased with the mere sight of her. What the fuck does she take me for? I am a laughing stock everywhere because of her, and she thinks she is in a position to TELL me how to live my life? Cunt! The next day, there she is, after i, being full blooded, looked at women, and was trying to decide just how to level the whole building and the whole of kalk bay, and was thinking that the reason why I can NOT at present do so was this woman who out of the kindness of her heart brings us food, and makes my bitterness more tolerable, and, she stays at the back of the building, and a flood would endanger vinnie, and the moment i am looking at the building, out comes butthead ii, and i am supposed, i take it, to think that if i want HER- like i went LOOKING for her, the silly breastless bitch!- let him off the hook when they all come out to test the waters to see if it is safe, or if they are walking on thin ice. So, again, I walked away, and she waits till I come back, and then she drives to the harbour house, comes back dressed in a one piece that shows her legs to everyone, and she waits till Iturn and look at her provocative car parked right where i can see, to alight, to show me that she is... sexy? Dressed like a bitch! And I am supposed to be amused that she is showing her legs to everyone, and publicly exposing me to ridicule while everyone's eyes are glued to the windows or screens to see how the idiot will react, and she does NOT understand IT that I am pissed off? before all that, I had seen her in a long white dress, walking past, and then, maybe she does not understand why i am NOT taken in by her like that, when she is making me public ridicule by parading my... affection... for everyone to see? And I am standing right there, and she is doing what she is doing for the cameras, and i am to be impressed by her, when I TOLD her that she had either totally ignore me or come out of that irritating situation, because I will suffer her presumption no longer? Cunt! BUT, now that this ONE fear is out in the open, I have this to say!I do not care about anyone else, and anyone who has put his or her fingers in my business, and I will be painfully blunt! I am leaving alive only the people that i have seen or met and approved off, and that means those i have hated and despised are dead, and that means all the chinese-YEAH-SS- all the church people who still came my way, all the people who shoved their faces into my path, like even the colourd people and those i had promised amnesty, fuck, I hate you all, and you will DIE, and that is final. Fucking cunts and assholes. The jews and everyone else not in this part of africa are ALL dead, regardless of where, and I am on the warpath, even though the weather is fine! Fools!
I tell them fools that I am GOING to kill them, and they set up a committee, like, here, you, the one he calls 'imp' drive past him as he comes down the mountain and see if he will do anything, ha! No, so we are probably safe (REALLY?!) Then, of course you must drive past him again as you drop off them fools at the house he said he will destroy, he can not be serious, can he? I mean, why would he? ok, then, now, mike, as he comes down to the market, drive past, also, and let us see if he explodes or if it rains or something like that, NO?, well, then we are almost most definitely safe. is he pulling his hair yet? well, we all know that he says that he is despairing that he is going to have to the kill you who he calls the apple chick, but he can not be serious, right? I mean, all he has to do is NOT be so difficult, and we can run his life for him, in comfort, completely, I mean, his hands are NOT so clean themselves are they. Oh, he is going to buy bread, good, and now what, he is eating, now, drive quickly and park your car right there, past him, it ALWAYS works, so... what, he is not responding?What is this, he is walking away from the view of your car, and looking murderously at the colt of the gallery woman, and what is this, he is glaring at the one he calls red-breeches, and also now, he is giving the buiding the finger?Then at you he calls goatface. Could it be that he is SERIOUS? fuck, I said why I am not doping anything. When I act, you will rue rubbishing my words, yeah-ss!
Now, I have said enough, and will leave you to your lives, whats left of them, because when we see each other again, the focal point of my rage will be kalk bay, and I am planning on killing some people personally. This is the time for you to pray to your god, whatever that one is, to stop me in my tracks or whatever, because I assure you, THIS time, the God of War, Me, Prince Mutasa, WILL start to get my hand dirty, and of course, you will NOT like it, but then, you all assume that some messiah will save you, right. Start praying, and we will see if christ comes down to save you, as he promised he would, ha ha!
