Something That ... IS... Mine

I spent the night wondering about everything that I said was 'in the air', and as usual was unsettled about everything. Took stock of my life, and all that had happened, me, a person that was never and remains unwilling to be... attached ... to anything that can later be used against me, me, a person that has NO place to call his own, nor a likely resting place for myself, no matter where I go, and I discovered the glaringly obvious, that the 'homeless' one has something that belongs to me, something that IS unquestionably, and knocking-me-off-my-feet-with-a-duh-cant-you-get-it-yet?-punch... MINE.

THAT, above.
And I have these remaining few years to remove everyone from it.
This will be done in two stages;- the first stage i will make sure that if I hate a certain person, for whatver reason I say , then that person is dead, and will go to hell forever, but then, you have heard all that before. Now, though, I say it with extreme disdain for you all.
This world is MINE, and all of you are going to be taken OUT of it.
I mean, I get to have control of everything, the wind, the thunder, the storms, and even the very ground, so that the king can serve people? And have them make their nests in my tree while I ... walk away and leave it to them?
haikona!
that will NOT happen.
I will leave the planet for a while to let the trees grow again, to cover the desolation that is coming on the earth, but I will come back to stay, in MY realm.
So, I am about to kill off everyone.
Those, however, that I actually do NOT hate so... much... will just be hit with the truth, and revert to dust.
And they are few in number.
Which brings me back to the point;- I love someone I am NOT sure is... right... for me, who I am not sure will ever let me be me, and well, I am sure that she thinks that God should re-arrange things better, but then, God never promised to serve people, He said, "Come, let Us reason... if you are willing and obedient, you shall eat the good of the land, but if you resist and rebel, you shall be devoured by the sword" and, of course, that is the same with me, I can NOT do as you THINK I should do, I WILL allow you to live on MY terms, granted that you obey me, because well, I have found that NOTHING exists that can make me change my mind about things, not even you.I again state it, I will spare only four of your family,for now, and you included, but the rest I am sending to hell, especially those that stuck their fingers in my nose. I am NOT willing to negotiate, just that you get it into your head that all that you see, even the air you breathe, is MINE, and not ..."Ours".
there is, and will never be... equality between us.

Maybe that does not sit well with you, and well, you have the chance to show your disapproval of my terms today, and we can all seal your choice with finality.
I am tired of being in pain, and would like to have this nightmare over, and just move on, regardless of what the outcome is.
I have never ever been so ... hurt... in my whole life, and well, that has to come to a stop.
It is your call.

I love you, and would clearly love to have you with me, but I am not the type to settle for anything that does not sit well with me, and being given terms and conditions by a person that I did not even approach but who came into my life on her own is NOT the sort of thing that I can stand. What you started, you will have to finish, and make it clear what your intent towards me, was, from the beginning, and I will take it from there.Well, another thing is, well, I am about to make full use of my latent powers, my hatred of people, and my battle-lust, so, hell, THIS is what I have in mind

boodby-boodby burn-em-in-in-em

if you dis badman your skin have fir burn-in-em-inem

Ah, well, I have nothing more to say, i will just let music play