DJ records, them really want fir start me hard, yeah
Tommy Lee, are we them are prick yeah
STAY far from the link
aint no penny where
stay clear them are link with me anyway
smile up in your damn face everyday
yet still them are link with you anyway
them want me fir them pon the cause where
never like when things are go my way
Give dem the last sign you make when you get your pay
still a man come suck your brain
Jah guide his steps
through the strong and the weakest times...
POINT being that, 1, in order for you to get me, about where i am going and where I am coming from;- I am not led by God in my thinking, but in my walking, which means that when someone tries to second guess me and think God will... intervene, they are in for a rude awakening.
stay clear them are link with me anyway
smile up in your damn face everyday
yet still them are link with you anyway
them want me fir them pon the cause where
never like when things are go my way
Give dem the last sign you make when you get your pay
still a man come suck your brain
Jah guide his steps
through the strong and the weakest times...
POINT being that, 1, in order for you to get me, about where i am going and where I am coming from;- I am not led by God in my thinking, but in my walking, which means that when someone tries to second guess me and think God will... intervene, they are in for a rude awakening.
2, I have, as I said, basically only one thing in mind, and for the moment all i think of is THAT, and i will use whatever is necessary to get there, and then, if that which i use is used up, probably end up wondering how the fuck i will get out of the situation. SO, whoever I... invite... into my life is necessary for the present aim, and the other things, like the immutable fact that i hate mothers, to begin with, I will deal with AFTER I have dealt with my primary aim, and NOT for the good of the person and people involved.
THAT is a fact.
Which is why, of course, I have been getting women that come out of the blue, and contrary to what i say, which is good for them, because that means that while they satisfy, or will satisfy my NEED for vengeance, they also have a more than 50% chance of survival afterwards, because they are NOT acting like typical women, but as people that know what they want and will lower themselves if necessary to get what they want, and remain lowered if they want to make it 100% sure that they will actually live.
AND I am getting the sense that some of these women actually, even when they came to me, had already read my posts, and the only type of people I can be sure of that have NOT read my posts, because THAT would infuriate me, are the original ten, the seven and three, and maybe the psychiatrist chick [ah, maybe not NOW, but THEN], and then maybe the girl on the train with the blue underwear [then again, maybe not], and then the girl with the broad hips [ah, OK then, i will have to find out, but it would be such a letdown if these ladies did not respond to some sex-appeal thing and become depraved with lust and all those things that people usually keep locked up intheir closets and are too afraid to let out] But anyway, I am not THAT worried.
My point is that, ah, i have but one spot to fill, and the one who actually filled the last-but-one spot was someone that i did not expect,and she came past where i was sitting, right, trying to fill in time in vinnie's absence-and the lack of material- by making some small pieces, and unlike the other times when she was all so cocky and full of herself, she walked silently by and then finally, when she came back, and I had moved, and was looking for something among the displayed wares, she actually unbent enough to try to fix me with a stare and smile. The timing was off, because, technically, I am pissed off with her, right, but I DID recognise the peace offering for what it was, capitulation, and so, i suppose the english art chick has just filled in one hole, and now, I am sure that she has nothing to fear from me.
And will come when I call.
which leaves, ha ha, the last one.
OH, I can almost feel the madness, the badness, the super bad times about to come into the world, yeah, yeah yeah.
THAT is a fact.
Which is why, of course, I have been getting women that come out of the blue, and contrary to what i say, which is good for them, because that means that while they satisfy, or will satisfy my NEED for vengeance, they also have a more than 50% chance of survival afterwards, because they are NOT acting like typical women, but as people that know what they want and will lower themselves if necessary to get what they want, and remain lowered if they want to make it 100% sure that they will actually live.
AND I am getting the sense that some of these women actually, even when they came to me, had already read my posts, and the only type of people I can be sure of that have NOT read my posts, because THAT would infuriate me, are the original ten, the seven and three, and maybe the psychiatrist chick [ah, maybe not NOW, but THEN], and then maybe the girl on the train with the blue underwear [then again, maybe not], and then the girl with the broad hips [ah, OK then, i will have to find out, but it would be such a letdown if these ladies did not respond to some sex-appeal thing and become depraved with lust and all those things that people usually keep locked up intheir closets and are too afraid to let out] But anyway, I am not THAT worried.
My point is that, ah, i have but one spot to fill, and the one who actually filled the last-but-one spot was someone that i did not expect,and she came past where i was sitting, right, trying to fill in time in vinnie's absence-and the lack of material- by making some small pieces, and unlike the other times when she was all so cocky and full of herself, she walked silently by and then finally, when she came back, and I had moved, and was looking for something among the displayed wares, she actually unbent enough to try to fix me with a stare and smile. The timing was off, because, technically, I am pissed off with her, right, but I DID recognise the peace offering for what it was, capitulation, and so, i suppose the english art chick has just filled in one hole, and now, I am sure that she has nothing to fear from me.
And will come when I call.
which leaves, ha ha, the last one.
OH, I can almost feel the madness, the badness, the super bad times about to come into the world, yeah, yeah yeah.
I can tell you who it is NOT, of course, because some people pissed me off by overlooking me and thinking, like i did -hey at least I had some plausible excuse, but for some shithead to actually conclude that she has a right to correct ME in MY life is a huge, huge insult- that God was in the process of correcting me and would therefore cast me in her arms when i was properly civilised is a big no no!THAT is part of what i am killing michelle for, and when i say killing I mean literally, physically stopping her breath , yes? YESSSS!
So, God sees what i am thinking, and because he is looking at the future as well, He then advises me on what would be... appropriate for me, later, and, because I have learnt from all the times when I DID as i pleased and suffered for it, I am rather inclined to take Him at His advice. BUT, never make the mistake that I need His permission to do anything, rather, I HAVE been doing as I see fit, and listening to no one, and making my own way and blazing the trail even when common sense dictates that I do something less drastic.
SEE that, idiots!
if you can see nothing else.
ha ha!
because badman has NEVER ever been under anyone, and will never be.
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So, God sees what i am thinking, and because he is looking at the future as well, He then advises me on what would be... appropriate for me, later, and, because I have learnt from all the times when I DID as i pleased and suffered for it, I am rather inclined to take Him at His advice. BUT, never make the mistake that I need His permission to do anything, rather, I HAVE been doing as I see fit, and listening to no one, and making my own way and blazing the trail even when common sense dictates that I do something less drastic.
SEE that, idiots!
if you can see nothing else.
ha ha!
because badman has NEVER ever been under anyone, and will never be.
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Ok, so if I say it it would probably taint things, but hey, I will do so anyway.
the ONLY type of girl that I may have time for NOW would be one that knows what she wants, and, since I am rather skeptical of these "smile and pass me by" types of women
the woman that comes my way now, without having been guilty of trying to point herself out to me as being God's best for me, when these women are actually ALL labeled as seconds, so that we know that they are damaged goods, and so should look at themselves soberly, and ask themselves whther they want to go down the "I am better than they" road with me, when I am no longer going to be in a tolerant mood for ANY fucking person , should be one that
know what she want, no
know what she want, yeah
she said she wan
whine pon it, yeah, tell her have fir wine pon it, yeah
do everything she want, yeah
**************************************
YOU ARE NOBODY TILL SOMEBODY KILLS YOU
high speed catch me at the corner
some say life is a karma
money change things like the girls that we wanna...
black president like obama
thats doing worse
and my campaign stronger
...
*****
ME NUH SCARED ME NOW
I
gully side are me place,
gully side are me base
TITAN
them know me nuh scaring now
them know me nuh fearing now
them are chat up me nuh hearing now...
(from me born me nuh fearing now)
Said them are go dis so me tell them say try that
Gully side no threat fir fly about
them are whole wuss them are sissy so why chat
me left them career chippy chippy from me fly back
cause I'm the odd one,
the hard looking in
some are use me style but me nuh have no twin....
TITAN
*********
THEM NUH REAL McCOY
them nuh real McCoythem just some boy
them are talk me nuh have time fir chat boy
gun inna ma hand prepare fir shot boy-oh
...
cant charge badman pon no house broken
cant charge man pon no car stolen...
last man dis the bigman...
*******
And now the clock are strike war dont be amazed coz
them inna de the church trying to save us
saviours?
BOOM
tell them fir yuh call me out
when the world government inna falling out
[this time ] no man survive crawling out
[No] run leave him colleague them sprawling out
nearly dead
medic have fir haul him out
and into tranquilizer fir stall him out
there pon base
cant get no girl him out....
ha ha ha
guns come out
working people funds run out
bombs come out weed run out
your senses must dumb out....
ha ha ha....
its not safe fir go walk about
a slaughterhouse
from baghdad to waterhouse....
the ONLY type of girl that I may have time for NOW would be one that knows what she wants, and, since I am rather skeptical of these "smile and pass me by" types of women
the woman that comes my way now, without having been guilty of trying to point herself out to me as being God's best for me, when these women are actually ALL labeled as seconds, so that we know that they are damaged goods, and so should look at themselves soberly, and ask themselves whther they want to go down the "I am better than they" road with me, when I am no longer going to be in a tolerant mood for ANY fucking person , should be one that
know what she want, no
know what she want, yeah
she said she wan
whine pon it, yeah, tell her have fir wine pon it, yeah
do everything she want, yeah
**************************************
OK, now, I just want to slide into some serious madness inducing music here, after all, i will be needing some such lift-up when i have to deal with your bullshit as i encounter you assholes in the world
Ok, some mavado
And some damian marley
high speed catch me at the corner
some say life is a karma
money change things like the girls that we wanna...
black president like obama
thats doing worse
and my campaign stronger
...
*****
ME NUH SCARED ME NOW
I
gully side are me place,
gully side are me base
TITAN
them know me nuh scaring now
them know me nuh fearing now
them are chat up me nuh hearing now...
(from me born me nuh fearing now)
Said them are go dis so me tell them say try that
Gully side no threat fir fly about
them are whole wuss them are sissy so why chat
me left them career chippy chippy from me fly back
cause I'm the odd one,
the hard looking in
some are use me style but me nuh have no twin....
TITAN
*********
THEM NUH REAL McCOY
them nuh real McCoythem just some boy
them are talk me nuh have time fir chat boy
gun inna ma hand prepare fir shot boy-oh
...
cant charge badman pon no house broken
cant charge man pon no car stolen...
last man dis the bigman...
*******
And now the clock are strike war dont be amazed coz
them inna de the church trying to save us
saviours?
BOOM
tell them fir yuh call me out
when the world government inna falling out
[this time ] no man survive crawling out
[No] run leave him colleague them sprawling out
nearly dead
medic have fir haul him out
and into tranquilizer fir stall him out
there pon base
cant get no girl him out....
ha ha ha
guns come out
working people funds run out
bombs come out weed run out
your senses must dumb out....
ha ha ha....
its not safe fir go walk about
a slaughterhouse
from baghdad to waterhouse....
Which reminds me, where the fuck did that asshole who used to walk with the inkfish chick disappear to?
I mean, I have scores to settle with THOSE two, and I refuse to let them ... kill themselves till I make sure i have done it, wherever they disappear to on the earth. i will hunt them down, and kill them. I want to see a woman eating human flesh>
YES, it is disgusting, but one such opportunity only comes once in a lifetime, and so, i will make the most of it< after allk none of you have none lives, so I want, a thousand years from now, to be able to look back at the vengeance moment and see I did NOT overlook anything, noooo!
Oh, yesssssss.
So, well, in other words, these coming moments are going to be the worst moments in your lives, what remains of them, see?
I will smite the earth with my wrath, and fuck, let it rip!
Oh, shit, I still NEED one stupid woman to make this worthwhile.
of course, i will feed allison her man and that boy, and as for the sharp chick and her friend, i really want to do a brain scan, without anaesthetic to see just why they could not see things like normal people, like, in black and white. what part of fuck off of m y life did they NOT understand? Hmm, I am going to find lifer rather interesting, yes? YESSSSSS
trhen there is the contemporary art chick, who is still an enigma,m who decided to run off just before I left this evening, after driving to fish hoek and driving back so that she could look me in the eye, from the sasfety of her car. Silly bitch does not get the point, does she? I measn, it is in black and white, and she is probably the only woman who has run after me all this time that I actually have time for, seriously, but she still can not process the simple, obvious fact that her treating me like any other man is a fatal mistake. i have shown my interest in her, and fuck, I WANT her, but then, if she is not careful, that interest may turn into the Van Helsing werewolf reaction where her coming upon me without proper ... respect will get her killed, and we will both regret it. fuck why is she so hard of hearing, this silly woman?
Or is it she has reached a point where she can not actually get information into herbrain about the fact that i am REALLY as I say i am, and ignoring THAT would make her mince meat in no time?
Silly fool, must I tell you to your face that I want you with me and I am so... upset that you... do not register that simple fact?
If I do tell you, i will have to kill you, if you have not read that much into me, because i can not stand doing for someone what she can do for herself, and i do not want to have to grieve later when i look n your corpse and can not return life to your still limbs.
ikf only, you hardheaded little idiot, you woule get the picture, and actually PAY asttention, and let go your silly pride, because i do NOT want anyone else to walk through my door>
Stop pissing me off, and you will live. From where i stand, we both pretty much want the same thing, each other, but if you keep on thinking that i am full of shit, then NO power on this planet or in heaven will preserve you life, you fool. When will you GET it?
Fuck, I hate this.
I do not know if I can keep in this growing... disappointment... in you.
I mean, I have scores to settle with THOSE two, and I refuse to let them ... kill themselves till I make sure i have done it, wherever they disappear to on the earth. i will hunt them down, and kill them. I want to see a woman eating human flesh>
YES, it is disgusting, but one such opportunity only comes once in a lifetime, and so, i will make the most of it< after allk none of you have none lives, so I want, a thousand years from now, to be able to look back at the vengeance moment and see I did NOT overlook anything, noooo!
Oh, yesssssss.
So, well, in other words, these coming moments are going to be the worst moments in your lives, what remains of them, see?
I will smite the earth with my wrath, and fuck, let it rip!
Oh, shit, I still NEED one stupid woman to make this worthwhile.
of course, i will feed allison her man and that boy, and as for the sharp chick and her friend, i really want to do a brain scan, without anaesthetic to see just why they could not see things like normal people, like, in black and white. what part of fuck off of m y life did they NOT understand? Hmm, I am going to find lifer rather interesting, yes? YESSSSSS
trhen there is the contemporary art chick, who is still an enigma,m who decided to run off just before I left this evening, after driving to fish hoek and driving back so that she could look me in the eye, from the sasfety of her car. Silly bitch does not get the point, does she? I measn, it is in black and white, and she is probably the only woman who has run after me all this time that I actually have time for, seriously, but she still can not process the simple, obvious fact that her treating me like any other man is a fatal mistake. i have shown my interest in her, and fuck, I WANT her, but then, if she is not careful, that interest may turn into the Van Helsing werewolf reaction where her coming upon me without proper ... respect will get her killed, and we will both regret it. fuck why is she so hard of hearing, this silly woman?
Or is it she has reached a point where she can not actually get information into herbrain about the fact that i am REALLY as I say i am, and ignoring THAT would make her mince meat in no time?
Silly fool, must I tell you to your face that I want you with me and I am so... upset that you... do not register that simple fact?
If I do tell you, i will have to kill you, if you have not read that much into me, because i can not stand doing for someone what she can do for herself, and i do not want to have to grieve later when i look n your corpse and can not return life to your still limbs.
ikf only, you hardheaded little idiot, you woule get the picture, and actually PAY asttention, and let go your silly pride, because i do NOT want anyone else to walk through my door>
Stop pissing me off, and you will live. From where i stand, we both pretty much want the same thing, each other, but if you keep on thinking that i am full of shit, then NO power on this planet or in heaven will preserve you life, you fool. When will you GET it?
Fuck, I hate this.
I do not know if I can keep in this growing... disappointment... in you.
