Going Ballistic

It is settled then, the people I said are due to die have, significantly, just signed their death warrants, and NOW, I can move on, YESSS!

Now, if you thought THAT video was something, look at what is at your doorsteps NOW, people.


Now, I NEED to get out of here, YES?. More to the point, I need some kind of hold over people to get my ass moved from here to Alaska, and the ONLY way to do that is to force the unthinkable into reality:


First comes the utter decimation of Khayelitsha and Harare [should never have killed my fellow people], after which even the pigheaded Zuma will be more than willing to  pay respectful attention to my... request... for a suitable hotel to gather the 25 women I have selected so that we can get... acquainted... while the other places, like USA [obama] and Alaska and all those other Christian sites et.c. get totally razed to the ground... permanently.


Speaking of 25 women, there are actually 2 of them on the other side of the ocean, so it makes no sense to have them with me when I will travel over there anyway,so I will have to have 2 more THIS side, and well, they are already... selected.
A few moments ago, just before the library opened, I was party to a sight which ordinarily would have irritated me but which, given the options, was a... Godsend.
This young mother, with her daughter was sitting just beside me. At first the mom was reading stories to her daughter, the om with brown hair the daughter with blonde hair, then after a while the daughter was, being probably less than two years old, running around and making baby-talk. The mother herself is quite pretty, tall, and with a nose that reminded me of michelle [I was doing the math last night and I realised that, with the 'pastor', the redhead, the married blue eyed chick and the young mom from the St. Luke's Hospice shop, there were only FOUR women, and for me to... re-pent... I needed five, so, want, and it is provided!]and she stood up, put the child on her hips, and she, perhaps noticing that I was watching, re-arranged the hem of her blouse so that it covered her ass. Struck me as ... funny... that a woman would find my scrutiny something to be avoided, like she did not want me to laugh at her should her dressing be awry. Now, because I was mulling over this re-pentance thing, I carried on watching, and she moved around a bit more, but the libarary opened so I went in, sat down at my usual spot, and THEN, she came in, her eyes fixed on me. hmm! OK, I said to myself, I will take this one,her child too, and seal michelle's fate. So what she is married?
I am taking apart the whole institution of mankind, so, fuck convention!
I will not ask any one of the women for their consent, I will take what I want and do as I please.Their consent is secondary. I am like a... father... who does not ask the children for their consent before they are... born, but they get born anyway, regardless of their inclinations on the issue.
That is how I view women. Actually, if I ASK a woman to be mine, I am violating my own ... nature... because, you see the King does not ask, he... orders.

The second woman was also settled today. She is a major part of the reason why I went so early to Glencairn to board the train. She is a red-head, and I first noticed her wearing her sunglasses when shem because of the book she was reading, a sequel to a book about the last dragon which I had always wanted but never gotten my hands on. This is about the only book of afntasy written by a woman that I ever had time for. Today, though I had to run to get there on time, and I could have gotten on in the third class carriage, which was nearer, but I walked all the way to the other end of the station because I wanted to see her, and she was dressed even better then yesterday when she had a skirt that showed of her lovely legs. She had a long skirt and a blue top and when I came to this sort of cubicle where she was standing, she bent down to return a folder to her purse, and I admired the view, got on the same carriage as her, and started taking notes, about her appearance, her long neck and fine features, although I wonder why women feel the need to paint themselves. She had nail- thingy on her fingernails.

AND she is married.Wedding ring and all that
Now, these are the 25 women and their daughters, that will depart these shores with me.


AND I have decided that what must NOW happen must happen NOW. Because I will NOT turn back to those I have rejected, but

All this time that we are survivor
And we blessed coz our God He our provider
And when bassie with us thm are gon' fight
We nuh give up we are survive we survivor

many men rise

and many men fall

at the end of it all

we will stand tall

never we back down

never we stall

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everything we do presidential