Wednesday, 21 August 2013

Well... Pleased

Maybe it was the bias against Latin


or the Roman Catholic Church, but the translators of the first complete bible text, in the time of the person dubbed the "wisest fool in all christendom" the king james of england, were amazingly honest, and accurate in their rendition of some of the text in the first books of the bible.So much so that the commandment that has me gritting my teeth at present was rendered almost literally as is from the mouth of God Himself, and I can present it as is, and refuse to obey:-
honour thy father and mother, that it may go well with thee, and that thy days may be long in the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee.And well, it is this... well... that I am unable to comply with. Do you see the well in the picture? You have to scroll to the far right; I will amnd that as son as possible, but the thing is, I , at present, am at that point where I could point out just what is wrong with parenthood, and I would be totally going against everything I have een and understood, just so as to be acceptable, and I would be acting all... wrong... if I did so, because I would have to stop being myself and start being a colourless and proper person;- in other words, i would have to be like... you... in order tyo make sure that you all see just why having things go 'well' is actually unnatural. I mean, if something is not obvious, not on the surface, and you have to dig through the -in this case- water, to get to the underlying terra-firma, instead of just having it all visible on the surface, does that NOT mean that there is siomething wrong there?
God spoke of your christ,. and this is not something I made up, but it is there, almost unchanged from the Greek as when it was first recorded, and He said "This is My son, My beloved, in whom I am well pleased" meaning that, since, as I said, before, lots of times but then, no one ever pays attention ; one only leases land, and for God to get that 'lease' He was having to dig through the water to get to the bottom of the water, drain it, and then find purchase on christ. He had to work to get there.And , as i pointed out befoere also, and I really do NOT care whether  you accept it or not, assholes, facts are facts, He said that this same christ of yours is the only one to come OUT of Him, and so, now one can see just what the error is, if one has eyes.
Now, unfortunately for all of you, the one to whom the crown belongs has arrived, and when it comes to me, I, unlike everyone else who waits on god or expects the same God to act "in His time" and do His mysterious works, I always keep a jaundiced eye on Him, asking Him just why the fuck something He said would happen is NOT happening, and why I am not getting what He said I would get, and all that. I can not loose my focus off from Him, ever since Ha arrived as an uninvited Guest, and ever since I also realised I did NOT have to obey Him because he made it inmpossible for me to do so by closing the door on death on me from the moment I was born, giving me a companion that makes sure I stay alive even when nature itself woukld make it otherwise.
So, the upshot is that i refuse to tell just wahy it is wrong to honour your father and mother, and what is wrong with parenthood. I am a shallow person both in my outlook as far as God is concerned;- I want Him to keep His word to me, and as far as people are concerned;- I judge according to appearance, and find it totally ridiculous that someone would, for example, want me to take care of her kid, when I see that person as being good only for the carbnal pleasure, but otherwise a nuisance, or something to put on a shelf somewhere, and try to think of why the person is around so that I can avoid killing the person, having as a default setting a very huge urge to mangle every living thing, as I hate the very fact that for us to all ... exist... as at present some asshole thought..., but you know all that anyway, and if you do not, then fuck you, and anyway, my POINT at present is that YOUR God, the One Whom you want to serve, decided that He would take exception to the fact that I am unimpressed by anything, and decided He would do all those things that He did so  that I would start being curious, and then He made a promise that I would depart from here with some women, and not just some women, but women that are NOT used to being in a harem, and in a vision or visions, he pointed out that I would have the 7 and 3, and then 15 'seconds', and that makes it all in all 25 women, and one girl, as i explained, but fuck, OK< so I saw those that seemed most superficially pleasing, and chucked away the rest, and actualy came up with the said five that would make up the remainder of the fisteen seconds, and what do you know, I am stuk in lombo now, and I suppose that someone else has a better opinion than I do about who these are, and I am getting pissed off because every walk of mine,m every step I take, I am getting all these weird women smiling at me and all that, and I hate it, and God on the other hand is no help because He says that He is starting with the man in the mirror, and I know that He ignores women wherever possible because well, technicaly women are a mistake that He refuses to acknowledge, and now, I am stuck with the missing five that are supposed to come out of their hiding places, and yet actualy think that, as far as i can fathom, there will be some kind of concession on my part so that i will , for example, look after the other girl's little one, or maybe take the other woman as the only one, or maybe leave the people of these other women alive because the past is past, or maybe NOT want to find out whether this other woman was playing both ends against the middle, and if I fail with any of them, i will not take it up with THEM, but with God, abnd since God doesnt make any mistakes, then it appears that these women are taking me literally for a fool, something which does NOT please me, because i have eyes and ears that function, and my brain could be used for a superconductor, it being so cold and unemotional in processing things. So, do I have to be well pleased? When the same God told me to "Stop Drinking"?
is my life going to be dictated to by a bunch of silly women? mmmh?