God's coming into my life and assuming responsibility for it has freed me from being responsible, so i can freely say what I want, expect it, and put His promises to the test, yes?
I WILL have every black person dead by tomorrow, and will leave alive only THOSE black people tyhat I MUST personally destroy, because they pissed me off and I had NO chance to do anything about it, since, the 'world opinion' was in their favour, and NO way am i then going to wait at the parliament houses for the women to come to me; they will go on their own, but i will be busy hunting down the rest of the non-black people that I have set my sights on destroying, like the osc and stuff.
I was worrying, these past few months, about food, when i can NOT die, and that is a bit like Achmed the dead terrorist worrying about catching flu, becuase i mean, fuck, whatever happens, I WILL prevail, and come through it without a scratch, so, fuck, i do not care if I have to starve till the assholes in the cape town house decide to quit, or whatever, but I will NOT worry about it anymore, since there is nothing that will ever really pull me down.
So, FIRST, I kill, and anyway, the good news is, I have a voice which calls those tghat are necessary for me to get my ... wounds... soothed, and so, these strangers will make up for any women tat have psissed me off, but i am NOT saying that I will not kill those that have showed up in my path and messed me up, even if they have no ... replacements. I WILL do as I feel like. I was wondering how I would kill people like... allison... who have never actually TALKED to me, and then i figured out that when i left home, Ijst decided I would leave; the details would take care of themselves, and so, they did. I do NOT have to plan, my... carrier... will see to it that my... decisions ... come to pass, yes? YESSSSS!
besides, I had a revelation yesterday;- I , who had tentatively decided to have no flesh as food anymore[ since God said that one must not eat anything with blood, to Noah], decided to eat fish yesterday, and when I gutted the two i had, nad then devourd them even before they were fully cooked, I realised the simple truth of God's "No Remorse" observation:- I REALLY do not care about the effect of my decisions, and I have NO conscience, and NEVER back down, never give in and will carry on as I see fit, so, fuck, why worry?
Then, of course, there is the thing that actually tickles me a lot:- God has made it so that i have NO responsibilities, so i do NOT have to do according to any law, and convention, any creed or any stereotype;- I am actually thinking that before i leave, and have every remaining person in the whole of the Southern Hemisphere that is not with me as i leave dead, roasted and such, so that future trees will grow that have no need for animal fertilisation [since I really hate the 'sex' part of animals, and so will not have any animals remain by the end of my ... alloted... time, whether big or small] thre must be a host of martial arts 'masters' that I take on and kill;- If I AM the best, then the proof of the pudding is in the eating, yes? Well, so be it! I will be hunting the people down while the women come and wait for me at the Parliament House, whit food and clothing provided courtesy of the Western cape government, since i would regard it as insulting that ANY woman would come to me with her clothing bought by some, or for some, boyfriend or lover, and since i would hate to see them in the revealing outfits that they had when they first showed up. i want to ... undress them, so they better wear clothing that does not make it obvious what is there even before I get anywhere with them, since i hate having to be... directed... as to where to look, but like to choose for myself.
As for the... osc, well, I go by, always, the maxim;-
A woman has to be easy to have, sincere and not after some ulterior motive, but me, so, from where I stand, these women were either trying to change the maverick's mind, or trying to show me up as som kind of lunatic, easily swayed to their whims. THEY die, yess! I will SEE to it personally, and fuck what appearances may seem to be, because all this time, when i have been speaking plainly, they have chosen to take whatever i said the way they wanted, interpreteed it their own way and assumed that i actually cared, when in fact all I wanted were people that used to be close to michelle who would turn their backs on her so that I would have... witnesses ... to strengthen my fury against her, because at this momet I am alone against a whole lot of 'evidence' contrary to what i assert; that she is a manipulative scheming bitch who will use anyone and anything for her own ends, and more than that, she is sick, HIV positive, and is she has allowed butt-head between her thighs, manipulative as she is, i would be surprised.
Which reminds me;- I have no need to die, so i will be shoving the sickness out the door, which is why I have no need for sex till ' the crocodile eats the sun', that is, when obama dies and the sun becomes dark, or rather does not shine anymore down here, so that it may warm up my future home. In the meantime, i will be going places, like durban to kill my cousin, everywhere to hunt down the guy who is said to have been left bruce lee's secrets, somewhere here in cape town, where he has a dojo.I would have liked to take on the little dragon himself, but, well, I am a little too late, so, i will settle for whatever is left.
MMMMMHHH I will have some fun, and enjoy my self, yess?
because NOW the clock are strike war, and the God of War is let loose, to inflict mayhem and chaos.
BUT I WILL NOT let any jew live to see my day, hell NO!
Same moment my 'family' dies, then every jew, or half-, or quarter- jew, will die, although i think it is a good idea to leave black people.... nuh.... no black person will remain alive either, exceopt, of course, mr president of the united states, who I want to SEE the person he thought NOT fit for his country take over, and then HE will die, as i continue on a roll, and take over, yesss!
Will the women be true to me that i meet in the NORTH? Well, that is what the Voice is for.
I was thinking about why i rejected that girl with the gap betwen her legs, and the answer is simple;- one day as i walked past, she came out and fixed me with her gaze, from the other side of the road, and while I took note kof her demeanour, some guy, dressed like typical beach guys are, ran past her, and since he was a fit-looking guy and had a winsome smile and all that, she reacted naturally, and gave him a sunny smile, then seemed to recollect her 'assumed' role, and then looked at me, and I KNEW that she was play-acting. So she wasted my time, and took me for a witless fool, and so she dies, the same as all those that have walked my path. ALL of them, yessss!
