Never in my whole life have I been this drained of energy, this lethargic, this fed up with even the THOUGHT of mixing and mingling with people. I was going to sit around and watch as people died, but I do not even want to do that. Right now, all I want to be is alone, till I'm gone. I am so... sick... fo people.
As I very, very slowly, like a tortoise, made my way to fish hoek earlier, I saw the scary mobile, and she was driving in the opposite direction, to kalk bay, and unlike other times, I did not growl, shake my head or even get angry, I looked her square in the eye, wonderingly, and she had a very unmistakably smug look about her as she looked down while driving past that I thought, oh hell, get out of action for a single day and they come up with what they think are ways to trap you. Or maybe someone saw my lathargic walk and decided to experiment with her, send her across my path. If it had been days past, even last week, I would have felt a very strong urge to argue, to berate and to puff up with anger, but since I started coming to grips with the fact that God, the Almighty One, The Living God, the Creator of Everything... LOVES me, I have had no time to waste. I am the Most important Being in His eyes, and I am looking back at everything He did from the past, from the meeting Him and I had, the comet He showed me when I went outside to yell at Him in my parents' back yard, to even Him saying things like "I have claimed you for Myself", and all those things. I am LOVED, and since monday, when He corrected me, I have been so ashamed of the way I cursed Him that many times I think about it and hang my head in shame.
However, I did make a promise that I was going to come up with something that would, well, replace the plasma beams since I was not making myself felt enough. And well, the best way to do something, anything is to keep it simple. And to use the things that come easist to one. When I am upset, there is always WATER somewhere nearby. I was really pissed off by the stupid girl, and by the time I got to fish hoek, I was not surprised to find a bit of a drizzle. So, water it is, but this time, as I said, it will NOT be something that I wait around and watch. I am going to pronounce judgement now, and well, it will be set in motion, but as for me, aside from a brief stop today to see sydney, I am going back up the mountain, and only coming back down when I am leaving. So, people, THIS is what awaits you:-
Now it is a well known fact that the cape peninsular, where you are all lavishing your lives, was once underwater, all one has to do is watch the shape of the mountains, and the nature of the rocks. Down beneath you, therefore, is some boiling rock upon which the landmass you call home -but not for much longer- rests. Now, think practical. Above the boiling rock, there is BOUND to be more than one pocket of superheated water, that has no outlet. Now, here comes my grim judgement on my enemies. Fissures will appear, that will force the superheated water underneath you to show up, right IN the chambers of those that I have earmaked for more than just a trip to hell. Water of more than 3000 degrees Celsius will, when one does not even expect it, suddenly burn you, and trust me, or dont, but it will be very painful. THEN, once that happens, the rest of the world will find itself also plunging full tilt to hell.For you jews, think gas chambers at auschwitz, and then, get it into your thick heads that if God never bothered to save you then, He will not bother NOW. You were rejected a long time ago.
I am sure that certain corners there have (which is weird because for anyone to HAVE any impact WITH me, they have to have my approval, and I am SICK of everyone I have seen so far, so I do not see how they hope to pull it off) a heroine they hope to save the day. Get real.
There is
1) NO way I can get about MY business on this planet even NOW unless I get rid of people, destroy all manner of restrictions, which would be governments and arms of governments, just so that I can even start on my spaceship
2) I do not want, after this, for there to be anyone who follows me, any intelligent being that could possibly figure out, from clues I left, how i did what I did, so I have decided, with God's FULL approval, that not only every living creature, but every angel, demon and spirit, will, by MY word, which I UTTER now, in judgement set in stone, descend to hell, be contained in hell, and burn forever in hell, while I depart, and those that were in paradise will burn in hell also. I have no respect for anyone.
The eleven people that are dear to me, I will spare, till the revert to dust. BUt when I leave, in seven years time, they will die. Painlessly, which will not be the same for everyone else. Which reminds me, I need to mention the list of people about to be steamed!
First, of course, and for the reason that she seems NEVER to grasp, and the fact she never seems to GET that I do not and will never change my mind on this, is the toad, that dumb rumbak woman, because it is to me the GRAVEST insult to seek a woman for me when you neither know me, know what I like and ... what the fuck even gives you the balls to do that? So, I will have you.
Then there is the apple chick,the imp, mike, the pretender, ms short and dumpy, the boy, and basicaly anyone who works for mike who decided to make my business his or hers, the jewish hags who were coaching clive, clive, goatface, the cunt of a rasta... et.c.
The third group would consist of the other women who thought I was some desperate idiot or something, like that married woman with her funny lips who tried to give work to vinnie, and others like scary shary, red-breeches, that earenest faced bimbo, the little mama and family...
Then there are other irritants, like vinnie and tony, and vinnie's pastor and basically the entire congregation. I hate fools who think they are clever...
NOW, fools READ my earlier posta like you are so keen on and see if there is salvation for you
I am going to KILL you.
But God, I need orange juice. Funny thing. I found out that i could never farm, because manual labour is NOT my line, never has been, so i would only have fruit to eat.It was vinnie's pastor who ordered orange juice the last time we talked that made me mad for real fruit, and I have craved it like crazy, I do not think water was meant to be drunk. It has no taste.
As I very, very slowly, like a tortoise, made my way to fish hoek earlier, I saw the scary mobile, and she was driving in the opposite direction, to kalk bay, and unlike other times, I did not growl, shake my head or even get angry, I looked her square in the eye, wonderingly, and she had a very unmistakably smug look about her as she looked down while driving past that I thought, oh hell, get out of action for a single day and they come up with what they think are ways to trap you. Or maybe someone saw my lathargic walk and decided to experiment with her, send her across my path. If it had been days past, even last week, I would have felt a very strong urge to argue, to berate and to puff up with anger, but since I started coming to grips with the fact that God, the Almighty One, The Living God, the Creator of Everything... LOVES me, I have had no time to waste. I am the Most important Being in His eyes, and I am looking back at everything He did from the past, from the meeting Him and I had, the comet He showed me when I went outside to yell at Him in my parents' back yard, to even Him saying things like "I have claimed you for Myself", and all those things. I am LOVED, and since monday, when He corrected me, I have been so ashamed of the way I cursed Him that many times I think about it and hang my head in shame.
However, I did make a promise that I was going to come up with something that would, well, replace the plasma beams since I was not making myself felt enough. And well, the best way to do something, anything is to keep it simple. And to use the things that come easist to one. When I am upset, there is always WATER somewhere nearby. I was really pissed off by the stupid girl, and by the time I got to fish hoek, I was not surprised to find a bit of a drizzle. So, water it is, but this time, as I said, it will NOT be something that I wait around and watch. I am going to pronounce judgement now, and well, it will be set in motion, but as for me, aside from a brief stop today to see sydney, I am going back up the mountain, and only coming back down when I am leaving. So, people, THIS is what awaits you:-
I am sure that certain corners there have (which is weird because for anyone to HAVE any impact WITH me, they have to have my approval, and I am SICK of everyone I have seen so far, so I do not see how they hope to pull it off) a heroine they hope to save the day. Get real.
There is
1) NO way I can get about MY business on this planet even NOW unless I get rid of people, destroy all manner of restrictions, which would be governments and arms of governments, just so that I can even start on my spaceship
2) I do not want, after this, for there to be anyone who follows me, any intelligent being that could possibly figure out, from clues I left, how i did what I did, so I have decided, with God's FULL approval, that not only every living creature, but every angel, demon and spirit, will, by MY word, which I UTTER now, in judgement set in stone, descend to hell, be contained in hell, and burn forever in hell, while I depart, and those that were in paradise will burn in hell also. I have no respect for anyone.
The eleven people that are dear to me, I will spare, till the revert to dust. BUt when I leave, in seven years time, they will die. Painlessly, which will not be the same for everyone else. Which reminds me, I need to mention the list of people about to be steamed!
First, of course, and for the reason that she seems NEVER to grasp, and the fact she never seems to GET that I do not and will never change my mind on this, is the toad, that dumb rumbak woman, because it is to me the GRAVEST insult to seek a woman for me when you neither know me, know what I like and ... what the fuck even gives you the balls to do that? So, I will have you.
Then there is the apple chick,the imp, mike, the pretender, ms short and dumpy, the boy, and basicaly anyone who works for mike who decided to make my business his or hers, the jewish hags who were coaching clive, clive, goatface, the cunt of a rasta... et.c.
The third group would consist of the other women who thought I was some desperate idiot or something, like that married woman with her funny lips who tried to give work to vinnie, and others like scary shary, red-breeches, that earenest faced bimbo, the little mama and family...
Then there are other irritants, like vinnie and tony, and vinnie's pastor and basically the entire congregation. I hate fools who think they are clever...
NOW, fools READ my earlier posta like you are so keen on and see if there is salvation for you
I am going to KILL you.
But God, I need orange juice. Funny thing. I found out that i could never farm, because manual labour is NOT my line, never has been, so i would only have fruit to eat.It was vinnie's pastor who ordered orange juice the last time we talked that made me mad for real fruit, and I have craved it like crazy, I do not think water was meant to be drunk. It has no taste.
