When he does wrong, I will correct him...

Case any of you fools have NOT got it yet, show's over, school's out, I am, have taken charge, thanks to my unreasonable nature, and the fact that, scratch the skin, and you will find that underneath it all I am really one BIG, bad psycho, and... well, I need some eargasmic tunes to get me properly fired up right now, YEAHS?, yeahsss

see it den how the innocent going up in vapours

and propaganda spreading inna dem sunday papers...

now the clock are strike war dont be amazed coz

dem inna the churches trying to save us, saviours?
...
boiling up pon who
calling the shots...

OK, fuck am I talking about? Simple, here, it is like this, I will tell it like it happened, all so that you all can see what the fuck is gwaan up.
So, I wrote that "No tell a vision can blind we up" post, gatvol about all this BS and wondering what the fuck God was on about and wanting CLOSURE like I have since developed a craving for my own homeland, and so, I guess that pushed them fools over the limit, and of course, nothing instigates war more than a seemingly bumbling fool's attempts  at trying to prove himself, in the face of cold reason, that he is right, defying convention.
but then, me?
I have UNDERSTATED things, children, because I have this ONE big fear, which is what God  has been dealing with me over even in prison, that HE, Who was so unreasonable as to say, "I have claimed you for Myself", intends to well, have His own way with me even despite my own inclinations, and so, I have been really , really, upset, and so, well, as I said, I pushed things, and them fools decided to show me out. How many times shall I SAY that they are dead? Well, this is the last time, because I am GOING home, under my own steam, I just need to see vinnie, I guess, and well... I will get to that, suffice it to say that paranoid me was wrong this one time where he is concerned, and so, I guess he and his kids will live, for the next few years anyway, and not go to hell...
But I digress.
So, mike did his bit, the fδδl, (see how I spell "fool"?) and I was amused, and when God showed me the loose jean thing, I immediately thought He was telling me, contrary to His usual MO, that the asshole was thinking that I, a black loafer, must loose this royal (blue) woman, descended, of course, from the royal line, which, of course, from its roots was just a mere, common line anyway, unlike me, the ONLY guy to be born, UNKILLABLE, immortal, and totally divorced from... your concept of reality, ha ha!
So, the other asshole, the imp, also showed up, just before vinnie came up to the office for his keys, and he was going on and on about how evil I was -He has NO clue just how EVIL my thoughts towards him are at the moment, and man, oh, man, how UNLIMITED my reach has become, in the past few months of me being under absolutely NO pressure from anyone to be what she stupidly thinks i have to be- and asked why I was in his employ. I dismissed vinnie, and told him to go back to his business, this had nothing to do with him, and that was when he went to talk to the apple chick and she came back up full of righteous indignation that I had PRESUMED to tell vinnie that I spoke/ communi-talked with her via the internet, and I laughed to myself, wondering again WTF God was up to, and grimly enjoying another chance to put my life, my security, my livelihood, on the line just for the hell of it.
So, I am taken to muizenberg police station, and they all like vultures swoop down, and I was listening as I was at first told that I am free to go because there was no case. since I was said to have made a cutthroat gesture from  across the street at the chick when in effect I had gone, after mike had parked his family type merc  under my nose, and asked where the "lover-boy" was just to complete the picture, which was when mike came out, made his funny noises and I got shown the might of ching ching $$$$$. Two months and twenty six days of it.

Vinnie came to ask me, clandestinely, to forgive, after a bail of R200 was posted for me, more than two weeks after, and I of course assumed that he had joined forces with them, based on my take of ANOTHER vision, and so, I basically sent him a txt message to the effect that he and everyone else should go to hell, I was done with them, it was now killing time, and well, last night, I came to kalk bay in a foul mood, heard that he was in Zimbabdwe and his mom had passed away, and well, dragged myself to his place to pay my condolences- and then only because his kids caught me out at the somali shop and greeted me so joyously that my cloak of indifference was torn away and I went and his wife set me straight about their just-past financial difficulties, and i resorted  to reason, although thoughts of me sticking around in kalk bay sent me into extremes of anger (belly full and all, so THERE!)at two separate incidents I had to come back to my senses, belly full and all, when rain fell outside in torrents, before I climbed the mountain, where some aged dude was killed the day before- and so, obviously I would be stupid to go sleep there, which made it totally irresistible for me to go just there- and I made my presence known, with my wolf cry, just for the hell of it, to see Who the Fuck would try stopping me NOW
Said them are gon dis who?
said them are gon dis ME?
Shut them up....

BUT, of course, that was NOW, this was then. For now, the visions I put to one side, Ah, fuck, 
gully side we are action pak
tell them anything are anything, any dj, any scene
any vocal every string
fir right now we are action pak...

the fire furnace them up till them black and left them crisp...!
There is only ONE rule, and that is the code that me live by:- I'm in this business for terror... I make it RAIN... and thunder and stuff, because I AM the God of thunder, the God of War, and if you think I lie, well, dare confront me and see the bolt of lightning strike you down... because, of course, your we-are-all-equal holy spirit can not stand water, and so is powerless to act at all when I intervene, with rain, NOOOOO!

HOWLLLLL!

got a handful of stacks better grab an umbrella, make it rain on them whores...!
So, anyway, when them fools realised that the charges of cuthroat "I-will-kill you" gestures would not work, with the chick going, in my earshot, making me reality-challenged as far as God is concerned, "last week when me and my boyfriend..." I was like, God, You Asshole, You kept me from killing this bitch long ago, and now she says publicly she has a BOYFRIEND. Fuck do You take me for? Some love sick puppy out for someone's leftovers? Fuck was that "September 18: Independence Day" shit for if you bring me full circle for the same shit?
Now they walk all over me, thank You very much, my ... Friend!
Anyway, mike pulled his weight, I was divested of my laces and belt, and this fat asshole robbed me of the R7- odd I had in my pocket, and I went to sleep in the cells.
And I was woken up late at night to be charged, and well, all night, my anger was unlocked.
I NEVER forgive, never forget.
Every act requires a reckoning.
It rained that night, and I switched  it off in the morning.
The chick had laid charges against me, and so, she was dead. There was a line she had crossed, and I would have her head, oh God, for that.
So, when the judge in the morning went all lyrical about a picture being worth a thousand words, and how a cuthroat gesture meant exactly what it was intended to convey, I was now set to KILL the silly woman, for wasting my time, and so, when two weeks later, after his attempt to send me home post-haste was rebuffed by Home Affairs to his chagrin, and I was told that Ms Andrea Blouburger was charging me with assault by the same wisecracking judge, I assumed since i did not know the imp's name, that it was ... her, and so, I found it all incredibly funny to see the stuttering fool stand up and try to get the judge to throw me in the deepest darkest dungeon and throw away the key. I laughed. Hard.
Well, she is still dead, of course, because I do NOT allow myself to be mixed with riffraff. I am either what I say I am,l and EVERYONE else is dead except such as I please, because I mattered enough to them for them to seek me out for me, not because they expected something from me, like all the false bonhomie of some people I have seen, and so, I will kill, and she definitely, right now does NOT fit into the category of people that I... like.
Last night, as I got off the train, she must have been upstairs in her office, because as soon as she saw me walk up, she drew the shutters, and I was ,like, WTF?
Vinnie's wife told me that someone broke into her place and they wondered if it was at my instigation, like I am some mafia don who sends underlings.
NO, where she is concerned, I INTEND to make it personal.
I will rend each one of them limb by limb... personally.
Starting with her.
Take that to the bank and cash it.

See some fool are try fir draw we out
make them know we nuh go nice
well some fool are try fir draw we out
its a gangster's paradise...
we nuh fire not a water nor a stick no a stone gun

you dont wanna start this WAR

When me shoot 
me nuh miss like john stark
when me walk fire spark
 me left them with chalk...

Me nuh care who you BE
Fool cyal you think you could are be like US?

I do NOT, as I have stressed before, MANAGE my anger, I LET it OUT, and HELL< people, I am done pretending I am ... happy.
Put it this way, I should be dead, and I am alive,and I had NO say in that, and I can NOT die, and so, I am already NOT pleased to be limited by the ONLY Being that can make me so, and so, for mere ... flesh... to contend with me is an insult that I can NOT endure.
So, it gets MESSY.

Bood-by bood-by burn dem in-eminem

if you dis bad man your skin have fir burn imeninem....

Right, anyway, this was not all straightforward. I had to work my way UP the food chain to get where I am NOW, and it started with me focusing on the ONE enigma that I had NOT really focused on all along, because I did NOT want to get involved... and give Him more room than He had to do as He pleased with me.I am ambivalent towards God, at the best of times. Sometimes, I forget myself in Him and I positively love Him, and at other times I positively loathe Him.
But THEN, there is one CONSTANT that I can not change even if I try toi run away from Him, or shield my self from Him, and that is, I can NOT adapt to situations. I am already at bare essentials, and so I can NOT be anything that I am not, or pretend to accept things that I will NEVER tolerate, like that sucking pussy thing, fuck is the damn picture?
Stupid woman does not know how unrelenting I get, does she?

NUFF said on THAT!

Anyway, I was like, listening to this pastor who was incarcerated in the cell I was in, for a little while, room number E2- 349, a big cell, which should house some thirty bedded remand prisoners but makes do with about 70-80 and he was explaining, from his master's degree in theology viewpoint, just how it was that these serpent made the woman eat the fruit.
Some bullshit about how it was NOT yet God's time for them to have sex and how therefore they all saw that they were naked later, and well, I could not keep quiet. I knew that I would regret opening my mouth, and , I DID anyway.
And asked why the serpent had approached the woman and why God had punished the ... woman... by talking of  hard pregnancy, and separation of her seed from the seed of the serpent.
I lost the argument in favour of convention, because of course, everyone knows that no serpent ever walked upright, and so, God saying anything that seemed to indicate that a serpent ever DID was my own stupid thinking.
SO, I gave it all up, but not before I got the ... point that the Orchestarter of all this, the Maestro, had been making with me, over my seed thing.
It was NOT about my ... MOTHER.
IT was about... ME.
I am the SEED, because I am the ONLY person to not only pointedly and repeatedly and irrevocably REJECT my mother and everything she stands for, in my heart at least but never so openly as is happening NOW, which is why NOW, all these other visions are getting fulfilled, the "those who dwelt in darkness" silver spoon thing, because NOW, I come OUT of this world and set up my own dominion that rejects everything of ... YOURS... and well, this is what He meant when He said, as He showed me when I dared Him yesterday that if I came back from court this time I was going to kill to get out,( and He would be shown to be some liar who is long in talk but short on delivery, and He let me out)and He showed me the 2Samuel scripture where He was effectively saying that He had been showing me, especially with my way of trying to get even, and ending with my pants down, just how, I was wrong to try to use silly women to get at her, and so, He had reserved ... oh, fuck this, this drives me to want to get drunk. I can not, so I will seek a song instead...!
I NEEDED a virgin, and someone that was totally interested in ... me... for ... me, and I could even overlook the bouts of jealousy, but now, its a fucking waste of time.

She may be a virgin and all that, but one does NOT make bargains with the one person who holds ALL the cards. NO. I am the one and only, and you do NOT make me the equal of anyone and no one of your family, nor friends, will, hopefully, live to see the next few days, because I am going to make  certain.
I mean, I am the Judge, Jury, Executioner, and someone dares lay terms and conditions on... ME?
Fuck, I can do without.
No One tells me what to Do
I GO where I PLEASE, and Do as I PLEASE.
I recognise NO law but my own, and bow down to NO ONE.
I pay back a million fold for a stubbed toe, so who the FUCK is this silly opiniated stupid bitch to incur the wrath of the LAST word on ANYTHING?
Fuck, push comes to shove, I will incinerate her!
No one messes with the Lord of the earth. NEVER.

a listen harder

circa

madder than the other

are serious

like a judge

agent double-oh

no joke thing

hear wha' gwaan up

we nuh jim carey

and nobody nuh dare fir laugh 

when them hear we

coz we nuh funny man

no no we nuh funny

coz me say Lord make we ever righteous

we aint no elephant no murphy

we no titus

we no funny, no no... .

and nuh gon make cue and no do no stand up

you are hear me all gangster just put your hands up

like the killer in a full suit of black

we aint no chris tucker 

and we aint no chris rock.

Just to nail the lid to the coffin, I have this to say about this ... other thing, OK, like with the texas ranger woman, there is ONE episode of batman animated which sticks to my mind the most, because it made a vivid impression on me, like, he was captured by the joker, and put, mask and all, into a trance where he was forced to relieve childhood memories and he re-witnessed the deaths of his parents, as a kid and when the joker, in his head, asked what he wanted after that, meaning that he would chemically induce it into his brain, and make the bats feel good, batsy replied,showing the reason WHY He was the world-weary caped crusader, and here, the mental image that showed on the screen on joker's mental projector was the batman's bunched right gauntlet, and he mouthed one word, "revenge!", and so, THIS was, and IS what I wanted a woman for, at this time, one I could use for revenge, to spite my mother, and then NOT have to kill the woman later. I failed. And bats have no feathers on their wings so they have no extra baggage. It took me this long to figure out that the woman had to be single and with no previous baggage of her own, or I would kill her, as sure as day follows night.

And I do not particularly want to waste my time, so I will rather forgo that... torment.

After all, what is 7 years compared to eternity?
I guess there will be NO light on MY dark side.But darkness throughout. Well, I am ready to move out. We exist in tow differenmt worlds? Guess what; NOT for much longer, NO!
It is time to move out, and to... kill.

φ-core- (psi-core => psycho) meaning I am mad on the inside, and now, I have nothing but the mad core. I like it. My NEW name, YEAHSSS. Oh and by the way, if you think I can NOT kill personally, "academic" NOTHING like you think, as I interpret it:- you can argue of course, but then, tested unbreakable bones, an adaptable body, and the killer instinct born and bred 100% intuitively, hell, argue and lets put it to the test- it just means that if I have to SAY something, then it will NEVER be of help to anyone else, because I, well, hate everyone. It will be of academic interest in the ironic sense, meaning that it will be of no use to you. Tried to trip me on my own shoe-laces, ha,people? How about NOW, with me UNMASKED, and furious?Oh, hell, I am going to enjoy THIS. I am winding up and coming to while the time away in kalk bay, just to rub noses in it. I promised vinnie that I would behave before he gets back, and so, what the fuck, I have NOTHING to lose. NOW, fools you REALLY know who the fuck you are fighting, yes?

One Man I fear are The Father?

though I walk through the shadow of death
I shall not fret
...
but a one Man me Fear, are The Father
me are bwoy believe inna prayer
me step pon the battlefield
without no shield
and endure shotta fire
and when me no have no food no water
Jah love me never yet short of
me are God is fir real
The pain me are feel
never feel fir sons and daughter.