Now, yesterday I went -AGAIN - to Simonstown, and I did so for two reasons, but I will start with the latter because it will have bearing on the former one.At Simonstown library there is a book - illustrated, of course, for us dyslexics - about aircraft, and there are more than a thousand such aircraft in it... eh, not PHYSICALLY in the book, but, ...fuck; anyway, I wanted to check up on something, and true enough, when I got there, there it was, the F-22 [Lockheed Martin] 'Raptor', I felt like I was looking at it for the first time:- cruel, like a vulture or some predator, and seemingly imbued with a ... personality.
And I knew then why I would never board a plane.
Same reason why I never bothered with cars, or motorbikes, same reason why it spun me off a bit when God gave me that vision and then had me wonder if he meant I would actually 'BUILD', or make, a car that flew:-
I hate mechanical contraptions.
They are limited, you spend more time worrying about the fuel, about the oil, the understeer, the oversteer, the grip of the tyre, do you have to change one, underinflate it or overinflate it for the terrain, and... they can not cross water.
So, when I started reading the book, again, I suddenly fell in love all over again with God, and realised just what my crafty... Father... had had in mind all along. Even when He showed me that vision of that place like a cinema in which I was dancing and people were crowding around behind me and they were eyeing me askance till light burst from my chest and someone was pointing out to someone in the audience that "he was not, for God took him".
I am NOT going to have to worry about transportation from this place, because I will do what the other fools who thought they had God in their pocket have taken for granted as their own... MO;- I will use the 'portals'.
yeah, I know, I had to wonder as well if I had lost my mind when it first struck me, but then, how many people have watched a knife being plunged into them and felt nothing and had the fucking knife bounce anyway? or darnk poison and had NOTHING happen to them anyway, or tried seriously to die by various means and had it all come to naught?
And how many people have had God tell them "I have claimed you for Myself" and seen things happen that I have seen?
So, this was all in a day's work.
To put you at ease, I would like you to see things this way:- Take it that the Bible is true; at least, the parts where God speaks, and portrays Himself in visions and dreams, without the aid of angels. Then focus on the fact that jacob, on the night he left his parental home, had this vision of God standing atop a ladder and angels ascending and descending on it, and God promising him that He would keep him alive till He brought him back to the very same place.
Now, do not worry about what God said at the moment, but think what He was shwoing the guy:- that angels had to have a ... way... to go to, and come from, heaven, because these creatures, unlike the unclean spirit, can NOT exist where there is no water.
jesus, who should know, though he is another asshole, spoke of the demons as departing from a person and going through 'waterless places and finding no rest and then going back to the place of origin and finding it swept clean, put in order and empty [viz. according to him, having no 'holy spirit' as resident] and then taking seven more demons so that the latter end of the person would be worse than the former. Ergo, demons, and thus angels as well, NEED water, and so, the only way for them to travel so that one moment they are here and the next they are there would be via portals, or select doorways, some of which were made ina ccessible to the devil when he was cast down;... eh, tis REALLY happened, mind you, but then, that does not worry me NONE because as christ so aptly put it, and as I turn it so aptly towards his ... cause... "where the carcass is, there the eagles gather".
the fool should have noted one thing that God did when He put the man in the garden;- He NEVER said the man was to 'work', but rather than the man was not to eat of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Check your fucking bibles, fools! God, if He said anything, would be sure it was recorded as "and God said...", but because He never told the man to work, then it means that the interpretation that he was to dress it and to keep it was NOT from Him, but the meddling unclean spirit.
Because only later, when the man was cursed, was he told that he would eat of the fruit of his brow, and that he would till the land, which would be hostile to him.
But then, as I said, that does NOT apply to me, because I ... well... I am what you would call... unique, and technically, I am God's pride and joy.
I do not think that was taken well by some people, so, I will say it again, with more... ummph!:-
When God looks at ME, He sees the best thing He ever made, so much so that I am above everything that He has created, so much so that He gave a pice of Himself to ME, from the beginning, just so that I could be kept safe while I thought things through and found my way to Him, and learned to see for myself.
Not to say that the day would ever come that the 'helper' would ever be taken from me, since, you see, there does NOT exist a person whose opinion or outlook on things can or has ever, made me change my way of doing things... i.e., I do NOT listen to people at all, so no one can... influence... me, so, since I care nothing for what people care about, I will never consider someone else's point of view as being more valid than mine.
Which is why all I want from these assholes is that they prepare for me 'places' to get my women together, and then I will depart with them without anyone's aid.Even in alska I will require a token of... submission from the ... residual... 'head' of state to show...aquiescence... just so that I do not lay the whole land to waste just to have my way:- she prepares for me and mine a suitable, up to date place, and then vacates the premises, and leaves everything ready for me for when I get there, since it will NOt be by anyone's aid.
Which brings me to the OTHER reason I went to S/Town.
IF as I walked from Glencairn to the place, I had met either butt-had's mom, or any of the males and females of the OSC on the road, then oday I would be wqriting this:- the FIRST thing I would do bvefore I did anything would be to kill every single one of these people, male or female, young or old, till there is not left even a sole remnant of the stupid brood.
they did not show, so I will merely kill those that had personal confrontations with me, and leave the rest to the cold.
moto mia cocked his finger at me, a very insulting gesture if one is black and the one doing it is white, because it demean one, so I get to kill him. As well as the two smaller assholes.
Please, people of the OSC, if any of you feel inclined to join the crew, I invite you to show up in my path just once from this time on, and I will kill every single one of you.
That I promise.
Unfortunately, today I will not have thechance to come down that side since I have to work and make money, but tomorrow, who knows?
