but, maybe there is a cynic or two among the readers who wants to know just WHY then I wrote what I wrote yesterday, so, here goes.
On the Saturday that I was later to meet the girl with her book "Shopaholic Girl", a weird thing happened early morning. I was woken up from a dream that was more like I was awake when it happened than asleep. In it a woman, a blond one, had come racing to me as I stood outside the fisherman's hut, and she had said, "I am sorry I am late", and well, she had then preceded me as we proceeded to climb up to some first story landing that seemed naturally there, and I had turned my back from looking at the south where the houses of the osc are.
the funny thing was that the woman was a TV personality, the woman who, in the series "Walker, Texas Ranger", was Walker's workmate/partner/love interest, and she wore a skirt that went on to show more than just her legs, but almost, her privates.
So, of course, all along I have been wondering just WHO God would send from those people that I could accept, and the, 'least unacceptable' was allison, because she was easier on the eyes than everyone else.
But then, let us face it, I have a... dislike... of the people from that part ANYWAY, and yesterday, I was still on a fishing expedition, wondering if what I was writing would be what got the woman out of her hiding.
But then, also, then other day I was talking about aragorn, the ranger in the 'Lord of The Rings " trilogy, the one for whom the poem 'all that is gold does not glitter/not all those who wonder are lost..." applies, and, so, since my wandering seemed aimless to anyone, and it took this sweet little girl from Germany to make me realise that the REASON why I was moving around basically doing NOTHING was because i was looking for people that would love me for me, and not for any benefits that they thought would accrue to them or use I could be to them, and only THEN would I reveal what I was, and MOVE, well, let me just say that... the little girl who came last was indeed THE last, and there isn't another one that is... acceptable.
But, as i said, I had to find out, see?
Now,because I KNOW that none of the people THAT side respect or care for me, but interfered with me because they thought they knew best and I was to them some idiot who needed to be enticed into being more... human... by falling for their wiles, well, I can now safely say that I AM going to kill them all -even allison.
Now, as God invited me to, from the same epic, "Speak, friend, and enter", well NOW I speak, and NOW I say, there is no need for delay, let the might of the Living God on my behalf be made known, be made manifest, and let MINE be brought to me, and my places be made ready, because NOW the 'crownless shall be again king'.
I want the whole of kalk bay evacuated, as I said, but only now the people will not have to lose their homes, just leave temporarily till I leave.
So, there must be 16 beds made available in the chartfield guest house, and my swords, my katanas- fuck, do you think I am going to... touch... the women?- and no mountain rangers need bother moving on the mountain, there is only me staying there, so please, nobody needs to come searching.
When I hear the ship's guns going off, THEN I will know that my place is ready, and from there on, while i wait for the 16 ladies to be made available to me, I will let on about my... other... plans.
Of course, what would really tickle me would be for the people I will kill to try to run away.
Unlike me, they would need all sorts of papers, and they would not have the advantage that I do have, of being able to KNOW precisely WHERE they are at any given moment, simply by asking God, or of just calling them to me, and they will, unknowingly, show up... and so... if they do try to run away, then I will find more ways of trying to get them feel intense pain before I dispatch them to even WORSE pain... hell, in fact.
So, while you all take that in, I want you to start feeling the gloom that comes from knowing that there is absolutely NO WAY out... yessss!
