i mean here I am knowing for a fact that chasing people and then killing them is anathema to my poor, lazy bones, and also knowing that I am DEFINITELY not going to just leave some of them assholes to sigh with relief and carry on with their lives, and yet... the idea of just killing a person and not having anything further to do with the person is, to me, just a slap on the wrist, yes?
i mean, I want them to ... suffer... for a loooooooong time, and then, when I am satisfied, I will let the fools off the hook, and then kill them.
Now, I am remembering that my angst with these people started simply because a silly woman would not take my disinterest in her for what it was, and she decided to make me further pissed off by her... shenanigans.
they say hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, and she actually, evidently tried to show me the extent of her fury, yes? By endeavouring to knock my dreams into a million pieces and having me deported and left utterly crushed.
but you are not hearing me:-
They say HELL hath NO fury like a woman scorned.
So, here is what I came up with:-
How about putting it to the test?
send her straight to hell, with her daughter for company; the same daughter she wanted to fob off on me, and SEE, with the added incentive, if she, with her christian belief and her holy spirit, will actually OVERCOME hell?
I mean, why not put the money where the mouth is, since nowadays, in place of "YHWH is my shepherd.." they put "jesus/the holy spirit is my shepherd".
So, if he is REALLY lord, or THEY are lord, and everything I am saying is just nonsense, then
1) they will not go to hell in the first place, since jesus is lord, and she has an... advocate... in the holy spirit, who is her ... consolation [meaning her private light, in the literal sense]
2)even if she goes through the valley of the shado of death, she will fear no evil, for the holy spirit/jesus (which latter is supposed to be in heaven) will be with her, and his rod [whatever that is] and his staff will prtotect her.
now, I personally hold that jesus WAS the 'abomination that made desolate', because when he showed up, God abandoned the 'peculiar people' He had chosen for Himself, and thus, the light/sun [solaris. from which you get 'con-solation'/'de-solation' meaning with- and without- light respectively] and from then on there was NEVER any kind of ... order with the jews.
jesus broke God's covenant with the people, and thus, as far as I am concerned, thay are fair game.
now, i LOVE putting theories to the test, and so, IF I am right, then the day the darkness decsends is the day the middle east becomes rather dark, in a wet way, by being completely submerged in the sea, till there does not exist a single person to defy me.
but, but, but:
I am going too far afield.
I am straying from home ground.
Now, of course, we all know that families stick togethter, and I must say that I have been quite... impressed by the way people have rallied to put me in my ... 'place'... so far, people like faggot-face, butt-head, moto mia, and even chunky boy, and so, of course, they will all, with michelle, go down the same instant, though they be a million miles apart, and all end up in hell, and thus prove that THEIR god, jesus christ the messiah and the only way to the Father, is able to snatch people from my hand.
since it is a family affair, I am offering the same chance to be proved right to all those involved, and they can go along with these very... bold... strutters and drivers, and put their faith to the test, yesssss!
because at the end of the day, that is what friends are for, yes, butthead's mom? nicky??, allison? Latino type-person?, nicky?-nose, sexy ass one?
mmmh, i would not deprive you all of the chance to be... heroes, yes?
Actually, the song goes:
she gimme de thing
and me fire she light it
she gimme di ting
and me no me go like it
she gimme di ting
the way she should, way she should
she gimme di ting
and me like it good!
and me fire she light it
she gimme di ting
and me no me go like it
she gimme di ting
the way she should, way she should
she gimme di ting
and me like it good!
and of course, capleton sang the song, but then, it will not be found on You-Tube, so, fuck that, yes?
i will put this one instead:
i will put this one instead:
Now, I really NEED to find out what I wrote on that Sunday, and it was actually Sunday the 21st of October, and I will post what I think about that right here:-
Ok, so the one post is called"Recognition first" where I speak of being overlord; me and my grandiose ambitions, and I dare to challenge God to put it thusly; my life or the life of everyone else.
the other one is also a post that speaks of how i saw myself and how I always did what pleased people while I myself suffered but then, in the end, I got fed up.
now, what in THERE is enought to cause some... mother, blonde.. to park her 'mother's vehicle', and start looking differently at me?
i mean, no one even believes that i actually bothered to kill myself and failed, and who would accept that what I say is for real anyway?
this is gonna take some tot, like the Big bad Wolf said to himself in "Wolves, Witches and Giants"... wonder if You Tube has a video of a particular episode?
Ok, so the one post is called"Recognition first" where I speak of being overlord; me and my grandiose ambitions, and I dare to challenge God to put it thusly; my life or the life of everyone else.
the other one is also a post that speaks of how i saw myself and how I always did what pleased people while I myself suffered but then, in the end, I got fed up.
now, what in THERE is enought to cause some... mother, blonde.. to park her 'mother's vehicle', and start looking differently at me?
i mean, no one even believes that i actually bothered to kill myself and failed, and who would accept that what I say is for real anyway?
this is gonna take some tot, like the Big bad Wolf said to himself in "Wolves, Witches and Giants"... wonder if You Tube has a video of a particular episode?
Apparently not, but then there is this one where a giant faces off against molly, a small girl.
maybe the people up there at the OSC are thinking David and Goliath, and I am the Goliath and they are taking refuge in their 'lord', jesus christ, yessss!
oh, yes, now me fire me light it, for real!