Maybe it is the onset of maturity, but when you sit down, and accept the simple, obvious fact that to YOU can be applied the sobriquet, "AlMighty", and when you look around and realise that everybody is convinced that you are wrong and they are out to correct you, based, ironically, on visions that they somehow interpret in such weird ways and try to cram down your throat, visions given to YOU by a God Who, when you told Him He was making your life difficult, SAID, "My yoke is easy and My burden is light... and my yoke is as academic to the fish (Isaiah 6 vs 1-13)", which should mean that He would never force on you something you do not like, well, maybe, then you decide, hell, let me FLAUNT what I have, and have it start hanging out, and not only start hanging out, but start ALL coming out, so that at the end, well, the absolute FURY, the Complete Master of The EARTH, will undisputably be ... revealed, oh, yeahsssss!
I started yesterday. With the mist over the two mountains. I have NO idea what was up with the rest of the area, but all I wanted was just to start SHOWING off, that here was no ordinary homo sapiens, that here was HOMO NOBILIS, the ONLY being that actually has ANY pedigree when compared to you all, fools. I had no intention of coming down yesterday, because, you see, if I take more than an hour just to climb the fucking mountain, retching all the way, I need time to recover. Besides, I have nothing to prove to anyone, so, I slept, and thought, and when, late in the day I wake up, and the cloud cover is dispelled, I had this talk with God, "Your spirit is bothering me. From the time You showed an interest in me, he has been trying to lead me down a path he is convinced is best for me, and well, it is starting to piss me off. I do not want this to continue. I want to have total control over everything, because I want to DESTROY everything..." and I had my back to the ... outside... but when I happened to glance by again, the whole place was again misted over, and this morning, well, there we are, a PREGNANT overcast.
Now, I will be frank, I am psychotic in the extreme, and so, when I come down this morning, after remembering a scene from shrek where, after the ogre had dispatched that short guy's knights, he raised his clasped hands and was going, "I will be here thursdays... " and other rubbish, before he saw the crossbows, and I was just thinking the same from when I was still at my abode, and raising my clasped hands and saying pretty much the same nonsense, knowing that there is NO weapon forged against ME that can prosper... anyway, when I came down and saw what must be (give these fools a day to think things through and they will come up with a formula that says 1+1=23) a foretaste of what is likely to be facing me when I make my way to kalk bay, I laughed.
let me guess, the married woman with the funny mouth is probably thinking, oh, that angelina jolie vision was about me. Maybe she does not let her husband get a whiff of what is between her legs, and so...
What AMAZES me is that such a person can actually IMAGINE that I would be interested in her.
I am flabbergasted.
I will look at myself again.
I HATE people.
I READ body language, and if you are off for me, I shut you off, and if you persist in trying to cross my path, well, remember what I said, I am WAITING to be provoked. Try me, and you will die all that much sooner.
Besides, she has a funny mouth.
The woman in the vision had a sweet mouth, and fuck, even an idiot... I am going to regret this coming part, oh God I KNOW I am going to regret this part...KNOWS who I am talking about.
I mean, get real, God would NOT send me a vision about a person that was seeing someone else, when He rates me higher than anything else in all creation.
Of course there is a problem, here. Me, I got pissed off, by the 'I-will-correct-you' attitude of that person, so that vision notwithstanding, I decided to act as MYSELF, and for what was done to me, make sure that every culprit WILL pay.
For me the choice is simple. She may have taken advantage of my sympathy, but that is all in the past. I have seen no evidence of ... change or inclination towards change, so, I take it that when push comes to shove, she will be joining the dead with those guys she is stuck like glue to. I have nothing to lose. In fact, I have resigned myself to the celibate life long ago.
She is so into the mother teresa role. Well, not on MY watch. ME, I do not allow hostiles or unfriendlies anywhere NEAR my sanctuary, and I am about to take steps to make this earth a bit more of a sanctuary for me, as I get busy.
Oh, and in case you did not notice;- the weather, it MEANS you are ABOUT to die.
Now, I will be frank, I am psychotic in the extreme, and so, when I come down this morning, after remembering a scene from shrek where, after the ogre had dispatched that short guy's knights, he raised his clasped hands and was going, "I will be here thursdays... " and other rubbish, before he saw the crossbows, and I was just thinking the same from when I was still at my abode, and raising my clasped hands and saying pretty much the same nonsense, knowing that there is NO weapon forged against ME that can prosper... anyway, when I came down and saw what must be (give these fools a day to think things through and they will come up with a formula that says 1+1=23) a foretaste of what is likely to be facing me when I make my way to kalk bay, I laughed.
let me guess, the married woman with the funny mouth is probably thinking, oh, that angelina jolie vision was about me. Maybe she does not let her husband get a whiff of what is between her legs, and so...
What AMAZES me is that such a person can actually IMAGINE that I would be interested in her.
I am flabbergasted.
I will look at myself again.
I HATE people.
I READ body language, and if you are off for me, I shut you off, and if you persist in trying to cross my path, well, remember what I said, I am WAITING to be provoked. Try me, and you will die all that much sooner.
Besides, she has a funny mouth.
The woman in the vision had a sweet mouth, and fuck, even an idiot... I am going to regret this coming part, oh God I KNOW I am going to regret this part...KNOWS who I am talking about.
I mean, get real, God would NOT send me a vision about a person that was seeing someone else, when He rates me higher than anything else in all creation.
Of course there is a problem, here. Me, I got pissed off, by the 'I-will-correct-you' attitude of that person, so that vision notwithstanding, I decided to act as MYSELF, and for what was done to me, make sure that every culprit WILL pay.
For me the choice is simple. She may have taken advantage of my sympathy, but that is all in the past. I have seen no evidence of ... change or inclination towards change, so, I take it that when push comes to shove, she will be joining the dead with those guys she is stuck like glue to. I have nothing to lose. In fact, I have resigned myself to the celibate life long ago.
She is so into the mother teresa role. Well, not on MY watch. ME, I do not allow hostiles or unfriendlies anywhere NEAR my sanctuary, and I am about to take steps to make this earth a bit more of a sanctuary for me, as I get busy.
Oh, and in case you did not notice;- the weather, it MEANS you are ABOUT to die.
