I am trying to figure out WHERE, in all my... posts, I actually said I had changed, would tolerate seeing the gallery woman up close and personal, or even mike. I can not for the life of me ... FIND... that.
Maybe it is because I said I was not angry, and they thought, party time. What, you want me to pretend like you fools do? Fuck, I have NO reason to even have to blemish the facts, they are weird enough as they are. Anyway, I came from fish hoek, and true enough, as I got nearer, (must have been the "I-do-not-want-to-be-a-golfer " thing) the first thing I picked up was the scary mobile. Now, I am as lusty as the next fellow, but there are certain women that, even if she was the last one left on the planet, I would prefer to lie with my hands between my legs than even contemplate such a ... disgusting... thing. She, the scary shary, rates among such women. Besides, i THOUGHT I made myself plain, if there existed any woman out there who THOUGHT she could stand looking me in the eye, knowing how easily annoyed I am, and WAS A VIRGIN, (maybe that part did not come out clear) who had never been in any guy's arms, and I could STAND such a one, then I would take her with me, destroying her family, of course, because for me, it would be enough of a favour just keeping such a one alive without having to worry about some possible interference in my plans from some relations.
Maybe it is because I said I was not angry, and they thought, party time. What, you want me to pretend like you fools do? Fuck, I have NO reason to even have to blemish the facts, they are weird enough as they are. Anyway, I came from fish hoek, and true enough, as I got nearer, (must have been the "I-do-not-want-to-be-a-golfer " thing) the first thing I picked up was the scary mobile. Now, I am as lusty as the next fellow, but there are certain women that, even if she was the last one left on the planet, I would prefer to lie with my hands between my legs than even contemplate such a ... disgusting... thing. She, the scary shary, rates among such women. Besides, i THOUGHT I made myself plain, if there existed any woman out there who THOUGHT she could stand looking me in the eye, knowing how easily annoyed I am, and WAS A VIRGIN, (maybe that part did not come out clear) who had never been in any guy's arms, and I could STAND such a one, then I would take her with me, destroying her family, of course, because for me, it would be enough of a favour just keeping such a one alive without having to worry about some possible interference in my plans from some relations.
I may not have been amused, but i was not that upset, because, of course, I am going to kill you fools anyway, its a FOREGONE conclusion, there is NOTHING that any of you, or any power on this earth or whatever, can do to stop it. Another reason why I am so laid back is that I figured that TEN years will actually be full sometime in NOVEMBER, that being the time I left Zimbabwe, which was probably the REAL reason I got that wycleaf jean song, "gone till november", so between then and now, I suspect that, if I keep showing up, I am going to get REALLY upset, which is good, I need the provocation.
I also realised that the slk was parked across the street, and well, the idiot woman really HAS perception problems so I was not even the least bit fazed. I went to sydney, and after we had out talk he admitted- and I saw it was true- that he did not have the right gauge of wire for me to work with, so, I could just chill till later. I tried it, we even both went to sit at the park, and I tried sleeping, and even managed a few winks, and then, I got up. I needed some water, and this guy, brian's nephew, had been finishing a drink of his and I needed the bottle, so I took it, and walked down to find sydney and maybe brave the mountain, and more vomiting.I understanf VERY clearly what is behind that, but the mistake the spirit of God makes, which he should have learned from the beginning, is that I am NOT designed to buckle. Put restraints on me and think you will stop me, I will drag those restraints with me till I can bash them against whatever and smash them. Of course, he probably wants to play the hiv angle. I mean, PLEASE. I am a guy who has amazing recuperative powers that amazed me even from way back when. So, that will NOT wash. I can put up with this bullshit for some few more days, but he should know that when God, who he does not look up to, said "in the last days (note, LAST days), I will pour OUT my spirit up on all flesh... " He did not MEAN that the spirit, who is but dust, according to Him, would reign; it would be REMOVED from all flesh, and I am just the guy to do it, because I am pissed off when an idiot steps on MY territory. I do NOT allow anyone to have his or her way with me. That is TABOO. Doesn't happen.
Then, there I am, crossing the street from the park, and who just decides to get on his scooter and shoot off right before my disbelieving eyes? Mike fucking townsend himself. Well, I have said all I can or will about him. Dead man walking, that is what he is. I have NO idea WHAT, really made any of them fools think I have changed or taken a different tack. Its weird. I do not care what they may think; they will DIE in the horrible manner I have already prescribed, or is it proscribed?
For MY peace, I will make war, totally ONE sided, and you have lost already.
