But as this song which my father liked [well, he had it among his LP collection] goes, "Jah see, Jah know"
Let me explain that part:
Now, you see, it is the truth that people are going to die, and that there wont remain a lot of people on the planet soon, but what I never factored in is my own... unwillingness... to be exposed to people.
I know now for a fact that when I leave for Alaska I NEED NOT return here to South Africa, because I have no real NEED to do so. All the research material I need I can get online, or have sent over by threatening the relevant government... so I will NOT need to travel around digging. That would be too much labour, and for a self-centred person like me, that would be a 'heavy burden' to bear.
And I do NOT do heavy loads.
So, during the transition period, when God does His obama/Alaska thing, and everyone turns to focus on me, I will most likely channel the anger generated by the exposure to take out my revenge on my... enemies, and then depart, having firmly put a wall between me and... everyone else.
I will use the opportunity to call the fifteen women I have selected, to myself, and as for the... other one...still painting her nails maybe thinking I am going to beg her to be with me when I would lose no sleep over her, well, I guess she will just have to watch as I tear into her brood and leave them dead and dying at her feet, and walk away.
By the way, these women, that will come with me; are it. No more.
Fuck, that is 15 women. Whom I will have to feed and clothe and also make sure I... service... because indeed 'hell hath no fury...', and if I do not make them happy down there, Iwill never hear the end of it, so, of course, I would welcome NO MORE additions to them, which is why, also, things... happened... this way, that I may not have to endure the women's dagger-looks when I get another one and they take it personally as a slight, because, of course, it would mean that I am not satisfied with what I have, or I have a gievance with one of them. Now, if that were the case, being a straightforward person, what I would do is deal with the person who has wronged me, and I would get rid of her, and if i feel the need for another, then so be it... .
On second thoughts, fuck what the women want; there are various TYPES of women out there, and I havent FOUND a certain type yet, so, I WILL do as I please, and get more, even if it hurts whoseoever.
Frankly, whoever thinks she ought to exercise a... monopoly... on me ought to get it out of her head instantly, because it is... detrimental... to health. I will have a woman focus... exclusively... on me, but not expect the same from me. I expect unlimited, unqualified obedience, or the lady just gets the fuck out of my life, and I do not expect to be ...mixed... with her former life's debris.
I was also NOT going to drive, but I thought... fuck, I may make a better car, but I WANT a Lamborghini Countach Annivesario... wonder whose arms I am going to twist to get THAT, because I need it, and also the planes. So yeah, they are pollutiing the planet, but I have not yet come up with something better so I may as well enjoy the best there is, at this time.
Which is pretty much my outlook even where women are concerned; and I wonder if this German chick, Diane Kruger, can be... extracted from her show-biz life, into my world? Hmmm! Mysteries I love! I mean, if everything was straightforward, I would be bored, and boredom is NOT something I can endure at all!
Now, with all that said and done, I wonder how it would look if I just hightailed it to Alaska and stayed there like an exiled person!
Nuh, it would look too much like I was running away, so... forget it.
From this moment on, let this be the axiom I am known by:
Take nothing about ME for granted, because even if I said I would NOT do something, I may just turn around and do it.
Actually, I WILL go to Zimbabwe, although I will NOT try to see my family... why hurt them, and anyway, God said I would not go back... 'home' - not 'Zimbabwe' , yes?
