Finally, I'm at the point where I have ... almost... tied up all the loose ends and I am about to seriously contest my... right... to be the Last Man Standing... in the public field.
What remains is just a mere formality as far as I am concerned:- there have been 10 women who showed me, out of the blue, just how they... felt... about me, and though I still do not get WHY they did what they did, I saw it with my own eyes, and their body languages left me in NO uncertainty about their seriousness.
these are, just to... leave no doubts:
1)The Glencairn Heights girl [25May]
2)The Fish-Hoek Library woman [25May]
3)The on-her-way-to-sub-council-offices girl [26 May]
4)The polite-on-cell-to-mother girl
5)The diving lady with the curious walk
6)The at-the-beach lady with her walk out-of my way, and her subsequent direct stare after turning her back on me
7)The girl with the book "Shopaholic Girl" at the beach
8)The sweetly-smiling woman with the blue eyes
9)The sexily-smiling girl, just outside at the entrance to Fish-Hoek Library
10)the beautiful girl, also at the Fish-Hoek library.
These ladies have done ONE thing I never thought possible: without any co-ercion or move on my part, other than my being there, thay have shown their... interest, and left me, not only puzzled, but unable to... literally, carry on without somehow acknowledging them, and having them with me.
That said, there are women that HAVE required that I do something, although I also never thought I would end up wanting anyone along with me. But their..reactions.. to my actions have left me in no doubt about their inclinations. Now, where they are I have no idea at the moment, but ... who cares... when I call, they will hear, and in fact, what will insure that they do come, with the ten, is the fact that their... introduction to me... as I am... will be the news focus once the Alaska thing, and the White House thing, get going, because, as I wrote on the heading, I am not... nice... nor inclined to be... lenient.
These are:
1) The dutch girl who came with her... 'friend'... to stay at Villekulla Lodge
2)The French girl, Allison, whom I met at the curio shop that this bastard rasta guy runs
3)The small red-head (I first met her when she tripped over a wire I was working with as she passed... at the 'you are here' post. I apologised, she gave me a look I was unprepared for, as if I had done wrong in apologising, and when I saw her some times after, she always seemed to freeze, somewhat) who stays somewhere up the hill where the scenic walk is.
4)The young girl who bought some key-rings I made (curiosly enough, the girl also deemed it... unwise...to let me get change, and defused the situation by buying something extra so I did not have to look like a lackey)
5) The once-garrulous girl whom I was mad at, and who after I mentally lashed out in anger at her aggresiveness, showed up like a bad penny many times till the last time I actually stopped, at the beach, and debated going out to her and asking her some questions. doubtless things would have gotten tense there, but I have decided that, since she is cute and all, and her ass is something to behold... and hold, I would not mind having her around.
There are some... removals, yes?
Take, for example, the girl with the hair and build like "Shopaholic Girl". Now, she may be a harmless person, but what I strenuously object to is having a... vision... direct me in an area where God is KNOWN to be indifferent... as if I am incapable of appreciating for myself what is good or not.
If, as it happened, the vision were as a result of me ASKING questions, then I would understand, as is the case where Nicky? is concerned; which brings me to a curious scenario:-
Let me start with Nicky?'s mom.
Honestly, she got entangled into all this BECAUSE she wanted to see if she could protect her... kids. Then on 21 October, I said something that made her realise that there is no such thing as forgiveness, and that those who have angered me MUST pay.
I remember her heart-broken stance later when she stood near me, and it is for that reason ONLY that I have decided to extend a... sort of ... olive branch to her.
Her son goes immediately to Zimbabwe, and if he stays there, then no harm will come to him; he will live out his days like everyone else and die like the rest, like her, at the end.
her other daughter, Nicky?'s sister, I have no interest in, and the only interest I have in Nicky? herself is so that I can make michelle's days as miserable as possible, as I show that scheming vixen that I can stick it where it hurts, and keep turning the screws.
As for Nicky? herself, well, my... offer... stands, but with ONE condition; I will NOT tolerate her bringing her... child by another man... anywhere near me; since I do not want kids, I will have nothing to do with those of another's.
So, she can... bite the bullet, and, well, get the keys of the butt-head person's place and then make ready for me, and we will have our talk behind closed doors, and if I am satisfied about her... intentions, then she comes with me.
If this is unacceptable to anyone, then their continued silence will be answer enough, and I will depart by another route, and THEN I will come back and take my...capite censi... 'head-count'.
Oh, and time is ticking. I expect a response.
