I loved this TV show as a kid, and even when I read the book called "Lord Foul's Bane" a few days ago, where someone spoke about "not killing if maiming is enough, not maiming if wounding is enough, and not wounding if hurting is enough", I still struggled to get the concept.
I guess I have come across as a blood-thirsty person who will never compromise, but the truth is, for some time now, I have lived by the creed:
Do not intentionally harm one another
never do battle if you can avoid it...
Just like the sensei of the Dragon Masters says at the beginning of the show.
guess I have been projecting a lie, which has slowly become exposed NOW.
This will probably explain my... reticence... in taking matters into my own hands, so often, because much as I may want to get revenge, I reflect that it is from an unfair point of view;- I can not be harmed, only... inconvenienced, like this facebook shit I have just received;- a notification that my blogspot will not appear on my account, that I have NO account to begin with, well, I guess I will have to take some form of punitive action there, right?[like, make it cease to exist, this facebook shit] Since for every action there is a corresponding, opposite RE-action.
It will probably explain the incredulity I felt when I finished my post yesterday and thought, fuck, God You will have to make me an eunuch because;
1) there is NO way I am going to sit at home with 25 women and twiddle my thumbs when there are plenty of outdoors things to do, travel, et.c.
2) There are PLENTY of women out there who may be better than what I have seen so far, so, to tell me that as I move about I will keep my hands between my legs, like a golfer and pretend NOT to see? Fuck, here, take my head now, and get it over with quick!
Which brings me to Nicky?
Now, God is true, right?, and so when I asked for an insight into her thinking, and He showed me, I found out that I could USE that to bring out my point against Michelle, mainly, that she, michelle, is not up to scratch, because some people DO listen [although I am beginning to doubt even that now; I mean, do these people sit up and keep their eyes glued to the beach so that they can observe me? Well, never mind, I am leaving that place soon anyway; they will not see me anymore, and that may be the case till the day I do come back, with all my patience exhausted, to say 'I gave you all all the chances I couls to make peace with me, you would not, now I come to exact vengeance'], and thus, rub salt in her face by proving it to her... practically.
But no matter that I went so far as to bend over backwards, in order to SHOW that I do not LOVE the stupid bitches, but am trying NOT to kill them, they all just nod like Eminem pretending to be Brittney Spears in his song, and clutch at their blonde locks.
Kinda makes it hard to NOT follow the stereotype that blonde = stupid, because I have said it plainly enough, yet they all keep thinking I am going to ... change, and start being the man they are, in their dreams, hoping i will be.
Well, as I said, before, and I say again; I have no use for hope, because I see things as they are, and I say again, if this 'crop' of women is ALL there is for me to... live with... then I would sooner welcome death, because I WILL end up killing them.
Well, maybe not all of them, but surely butt-head's family.
And him too.
Idiot thinks I actually would lose sleep over his demise.
But I guess the fool does not really pay attention to what I say, does he, because I remember the cretin, one day I said I was putting all th blame for eveything on his girlfriend, he actually drove aroung freely, and I thought; of all the gutless, wormish things to do, this is the absolute pits.
Fool would hide IN his mother's skirts if he could fit. And he does. Hide. Dont know about fitting because they seem of much the same height.
Does he know what having a...dick... means?
You stand...erect. On your own.
Fuck, the coward does not deserve to live. I feel like just killing him for the fun of it.Everyone will be the better of for it
You think I give a damn about a Grammy
half o' you critics cant even stomach me
let alone stand me...
But slim what if you win wouldn't it be weird?
Why so you guys can just lie to get me here
so you can sit me here next to Brittney Spears...?
Then what does he say?
Fuck, you know, I am beginning to think that some people just do NOT want to be treated better than they deserve, because if you do them a favour, they think by holding out they will get better than that.
I am NOT a patient man, and right now, I am waiting for the anger to reach critical levels, and THEN blast everyone of the fools away.
A pity, I say, that sometimes I have to think of... Us, not just me, because when it is just ... me... then everything is very clear-cut indeed!
Fuck, you know, I am beginning to think that some people just do NOT want to be treated better than they deserve, because if you do them a favour, they think by holding out they will get better than that.
I am NOT a patient man, and right now, I am waiting for the anger to reach critical levels, and THEN blast everyone of the fools away.
A pity, I say, that sometimes I have to think of... Us, not just me, because when it is just ... me... then everything is very clear-cut indeed!
And she thinks, maybe, that I am sooo infatuated.
Well, I am getting rather... fed up, and even my curiosity has limits; if she does not act, like NOW, then I will wash my hands of everyone of that ... brood, and descend like a tornado when next we... meet!
