Thursday, 3 July 2014

Damaged GOODS

I have had an eventful night,which I will get into in more detail some other time when I am not so pissed off, after all, I owe no one any explanations, but suffiche it to say that past few  days I have been helping vinnie with his stone-work, which he intends to take to Grahamstown, and what is expected is that he will be ready day after tomorrow coz of unforeseen delays.
He is the one guy I do not want to see the ugly side of me,so,when I act, and send everyone else to hell, he will be out of the vicinity. I have decided that all presumptuous white worms will also suffer greatly, although I must SAY tis one thing, that the apple chick has, well, impressed me. First thing when I came out, vinnie told me how he found her weeping outside the office day I got arrested, and she HAS, after all been hunting me down when she came to the imp's cottage with vinnie's daughter, presumably so his daughter could tell me that she was around. I was not made aware of that, because vinnie's daughter decided to just imform me that tony had been telling vinnie that if he let me come to the market, he would chase vinnie away so that he would have no place to sell, and vinie was spiritedly saying that the spot was NOT the only one, and that was wen, she said, se decided to walk away and this lady asked if she was vinnie's daughte and how se was so beautiful.
I was hungry, though, and I asked her to come with me to get bread, and I was singing, alas, offkey, the words of the soundtrack for wreck-it-ralph, "Carry on My Wayward son, there'll be peace wen you are done", and we took our time at the somali shop, and when we came back, there she was, face tense, outside, with the dog, and, well, I am more than half blind at the moment- kinda think that now that I have MENTIONED it, my 'essence of suvive is gonna kick in and restore my sight, just as I have been healed of many things;- I gloat and think, OK, God you can not keep me alive, and He decides to make sure that I get OVER it-and so, frankly, I did not see her till I was up close, and passing er, and this time I was singing caplton's song about how  we"step forward, forward we going and we nuh go ove backward", and according to orion, she went red in the face, proof positive that I was walking with God Who was in effect going all territorial about the fact that there will be NO sweeping under the rug of past offenses, so she had better get wit the programme tat I am going to kill er entire family and her as well if she does not change.
Remember the vision that went "I have given you 15 seconds to get out of here"?, the one with a white worm that I tried to pull off of my right temple and got shocked first time, and then determinedly twisted it round my and and pulled hard, and then, later on, yanked it out, and then showed something like a well that had already been eaten at the edges?
And then went to the left of the head, and started with the speech, and count-up, and paused at 9 for 3 beats, and then went 10? I mean, come on, 3 months of hell at Pollsmoor because some silly woman think11s she can tell ME how to live my life? AS I said, I am going to exact revenge, personally, and as tings stand, I will do it manually too, and take my vengeance on the fools who thought they could withstand me... personally/ 

MIKE, I will kill you  wit my own hands, as well as the guy she tried to show me up with.
SSSSOOOO, prepare for your worst nightmares, and hell. Then I go see my mother.
No more dilly dallying about wat some woman tinks SHOULD be. Be PREPARED fo something between hell and thunder. And come rain come tnder, as well, i WILL start with the head honcho the gallery woman. yeahsss, just to sow how unreasonable I can GET, yeahsss!.
JUST to wipe the smug smiles off your silly face, you silly woman, thinking that I may be interested in some trade-off where you urge your daughter to tell me that since I want to get even with my mother I must bring her a woman with some kind of burden, like you saying that I need the social structure that will enable me to have that child of yours taken care off, as well as all of you spared, KNOW this, I will NOT negotiate about your ultimate disposal, you are all dead and only those I can stand will live to see the next years before they escape hell by just dying.So, test me and perish. I am waiting. And your daughter is damaged goods anyway, so if she thinks she is in any position to state any terms, let her open her eyes to what she has been doing repeatedly to me, like a mindless fool at your instigation, and for that she WILL pay, too!