After listening to the Enforcer whose name, ironically, means Boer, and having him say that I had apparently forgotten that there was a war of liberation where white people would not oppress black people ever again and I was selling out if I refused to the quid pro quo that I get the money on condition that these guys-there are 6 of them, actually, and the unknown four have already have had their fill of kalk bay and I was being asked what the fuck is wrong with my eyes while I spoke on the phone... anyway, after all that, I decided, past two, to buzz my dad at his office and tell him the war was over, that these people meant nothing, they should just be left alone. He told me that he had never come upon anyone with a stronger sense of justice than me, and now, for me to put my tail between my legs, means I had been shown something that ought not to have been in the first place. These guys, this townsend character, were going to see that there are people to mess with and then people NOT to mess with, and he would not let his son be treated like scum when I was better than the best of them.
They played the race card, he said, and so, I better know that that is an unforgiveable sin in the zimbabwean book. They MUST pay.
I had till tomorrow morning to get my head sorted out the right way, and then, come morning, I was supposed to get on a train and go... somewhere, and these people would not even know what hit them.
I called him mad. I called bhunu mad, and they told me to get with the program, and so, I am here, having said my goodbyes to vinnie already because there is NO way we will see each other in this lifetime, though I am going to sleep again on the mountain, but hell, the terms and conditions do not seem to suit me very well, but I have NO choice, I need to get gone, and, well, thats the way it is!
I did not even have to cough that much, I figured I was under surveillance already anyway, and I think I spotted one guy, but then, I was making a joke of this, not even sure that my father would take anything like that to that extreme, but well, he is firmly on the bandwagon - he fought for a while on the wrong side, and if not for the intervention of josiah tongogara, the fact that his younger brother married into the mugabe family would NOT have saved him.
Now is us against THEM, and well, its happening right here, people, and I have front row seats!
Now I am like, white worms? Was God even with that race card? Was it not the same even from September 18:- Independence day, and all that which came after, Him telling me that I was letting myself be used by women that all thought they could do me better than me?
Oh well, I will be honest, it pleased me that there are some guys that have that unrelenting hatred that has caused them to draw the line and say that this is war.
White women.
Zimbabwe will never be a colony again.
ha ha!
So, what the fuck is wrong with my eyes?
Well, I can NOT see far.
developed this condition in prison and came out blind as a bat, and the intense day light makes me want to weep, and makes it impossible for me to keep my face directed at the sun. How the guy saw that amazed me, and what amazes me more is the fact that if they were doing surveillance on ME, they were also doing surveillance on the people doing surveillance on me. I think the fools are already ready to be bagged.
Hope they keep their bloodlust at least TILL tomorrow, when I officially CROSS over, because, this may sound trite, but I need a good night's sleep, and if they let the dogs of war start hanging loose like I fear, then I may have some trigger happy fools think to bag me before something happens.
I would hate to have to show that I am much much more that the worst that these people can fling on them fools simply because i am put in a corner.
I mean, I am the Lord of the Earth, and I have had just this small bit to get over, and having to .... PROVE something to fools that would not appreciate it even if i showed myself handling lightning like power rods would be a bit of a waste of time.
After all, MY MO is this, I do NOT do anything that benefits anyone else, but me.
Thing is God DID something to me, and I knew about it, but I ignored it for a long time till He came calling, and from then, when He was refusing to have me join a church "I have claimed you for Myself", and then, when I blew up and asked Him what He wanted from me and He told me to be myself, and i was wondering just how the fuck anyone can be himself when God is overseeing everything, and I went doubly suicidal, and then He did even more than I anticipated and told me how He had added 15 years to my life, and He would make the shadow go back ten steps, and I belatedly-due to the three beat silence- figured out that he meant that i would count TEN years and then have those that are my immediate enemies go straight to hell.
Fuck, go to the visions. I know you all thought they were biased towards you, and i am very, very glad it came to this, because now, well, we are getting to the practical stage.
And I love practicals.
Especially since I do not have to prove a point to anyone, and well, the fulfilment of God's word speaks for itself.
I mean, after the people, carrying two coffins-yeah that could mean that mike and that brother of hers will be killed and the rest will have to bear their own dead as they themselves depart from MY temple ... OR that they run away and can not be found and just die with the rest- move out, guess what happens, I get to be shown seated in a chair in ice, stuck to the floor by chains on my hands, and I am flexing the chains to see if I can break them.
I mean, duh?
I am leaving the planet, and when MY 15 years are done, everyone will be dead, the majority NOW and the rest as they just turn to dust.
No biggie, really.
This is NOT meant to help you. It never was, NEVER.
Fools never got it.
Well, MY Father, God, Who would defend Himself everytime I blamed Him for burdens that I incurred, would ... instruct me as to WHY I got myself into scrapes because, of course He was NOT involved when I lost respect for myself and plunged into certain issues.
I remember being ... TOLD... to go home by michelle pereira, and I ended up, for the first time, ASKING HIM just why the fuck I was STILL in South Africa, and He said, "tell them the source of the cloud that does not bear water", and well, even an idiot can connect the dots and come up with a conclusive answer, that the mav., the psi-core, has had NO interest in doing anything that involved someone else's benefit, because from the moment God showed up, it HAD to be, in my point of view, that I was ALL that He was looking for:- remember before He did come officially into my life I had endured 15/16 years of His silence after His .... rescue attempt of me, and I had had time to wonder WHY he bothered, and so, if it had been for a purpose, then He would have had to kill me, because, unfortunately, this guy, me, does NOT bow, to anyone. I do not know how, and will NEVER learn.
scorch them
So, when them fools were all busy trying to tell me just how stupid i was, and how they all saw the truth, I will confess, i was NOT sure about God at that time, because, well, them fools were jews, and well, God has this thing about jews, and so, i was ready to press an exit button the moment I figured that there was a price that would have to be paid for my life. Apparently, fuck, NO apparently about it, I AM the BEST thing that God has found, and that is why He claimed me for Himself, which makes me the worst enemy of mankind, and so, well, the stage is set, and i am about to unfurl the awesome majesty that has been laying dormant all these years, and you fools will pay the price.
I like my theories to be conclusively... concluded.
And i have concluded.
That you are about to die. maybe tomorrow sometime. I think when I fall asleep. After gouging on some food, and letting my father's messengers of doom go on their way.
I really wanted to get my hands on some music, though, like complete albums by simon chimbetu, and some dancehall tunes, and I hope to get my hands on a set of wheels BEFORE people die and go to strand and see if this guy is till there and I load it all up, and then I can depart with a free mind. I love music.
My brand.
there is this one by chimbetu again
there is a part where he goes on and says
chokwadi ndichanochera nyangwe makandiwa
(truly I will sow even where people throw their weeds)
...
rudo ruchandirasa nyangwe mumagobo
(I will sleep even in fields that have never been exploited- you have to cut down the trees)
I WENT
ini ndichatema nyangwe kumagobo
meaning i will CUT down even virgin territory!
which I sang to the gallery woman the day she cosied up to me, and I meant that if she was thinking that because that chick was a virgin and therefore i would go helter skelter for that, well, guess what, if the woman had NO respect for me, she was going to die like the rest of them, because, see, I would cut down even the uncut parts, because i either had to be the be all and the end all, or NOTHING else, and well, I thought I made my point clear, but then she does not speak shona and she thinks she knows it all than arguably or heck, definitely, the BEST brain in existence.
Fuck, me, you got it, you want to flex it in front of me, and show me you are better, bring it here, and I will watch as you dig a hole for yourself and then pull the plug.
people who think they are clever do not interest me. I am way cleverer than they can ever be. People who are HONEST impress me greatly.
So, piss me off and think that a little here, and a little there will get you to have your way and have your male relations to live, hell, then whenever you were dissing me you were storing up for yourself anger such as you never knew, and I warned you.
Now you will die for thinking you were some kind of ambassador.
Think I think with my dick?
mmmm, I was trying all along to avoid killing you, but now, there are bullets with your name about to fly out, and you will see the truth of all those things you laughed at because you knew better than me, right?
Never play games with the angriest person you will ever come across.
You of all people should have known not to tweak the lion's mane. Makes me wonder at God sometimes. He said that you were the best, and I have had to conclude that you are the greatest disappointment of my life, so hell, I have written your sentence in red MYSELF so that you will know that I have found you guilty and your death is imminent.
They say hell has no fury like a woman scorned. Makes me itch to come back to kalk bay now to see just how furious you are, and then laugh at you.
NOBODY measures up to me. You should have known your place, but you got a bloated sense of self importance, and you do NOT even have kids. Fuck is YOUR problem?
I mean, I spoke all the time about "violet" and all that, and you all thought that that meant there was a way out.
You should know about continuity.
And the fact that NOTHING gets built out of nothing, it has to come from somewhere, and so, where you stupidly thought your empire would come from I have no idea. You are about to see the great, grevious truth that I pointed out from the beginning, dont play with me, you will die.
I dont play games, and do not know how.
While I may seem to be like a directionless person, there are and will always be priorities in my life, and as far as people are concerned, for example, those that get to live NOW will get to get there by virtue of the fact that I could stand them and not want to choke them up for looking down on me.
Which is what it is, actually. Dis me, and die.
And I want people to die to begin with.
been through the worst
and never we give up
never we give up
although times rough we are survivor
and we blessed coz Our God Are we Provider
when the fussy them are put up a fight
we nuh give up we are survive
many men rise and many men fall
at the end of it all we will stand tall
never we back down never we stall
man stand firm like the great china wall
big moves we are make and we never fall...
we are go stay pon top
we nuh jump off the top
...
when they see the fake one them start soon collapse
we run the place, yeah we run the place
from them nuh genuine just come outa the place
we run the place, yeah we run the place
them are champion but them cant face the fierce
we run the place, yeah we run the place
if a war fool easy to replace
....
dont change we gon do sometimng about...
if you dont think we do it them I say we are go show it
how we do it fir pursue it, Oh wah!
They played the race card, he said, and so, I better know that that is an unforgiveable sin in the zimbabwean book. They MUST pay.
I had till tomorrow morning to get my head sorted out the right way, and then, come morning, I was supposed to get on a train and go... somewhere, and these people would not even know what hit them.
I called him mad. I called bhunu mad, and they told me to get with the program, and so, I am here, having said my goodbyes to vinnie already because there is NO way we will see each other in this lifetime, though I am going to sleep again on the mountain, but hell, the terms and conditions do not seem to suit me very well, but I have NO choice, I need to get gone, and, well, thats the way it is!
Now is us against THEM, and well, its happening right here, people, and I have front row seats!
Now I am like, white worms? Was God even with that race card? Was it not the same even from September 18:- Independence day, and all that which came after, Him telling me that I was letting myself be used by women that all thought they could do me better than me?
Oh well, I will be honest, it pleased me that there are some guys that have that unrelenting hatred that has caused them to draw the line and say that this is war.
White women.
Zimbabwe will never be a colony again.
ha ha!
So, what the fuck is wrong with my eyes?
Well, I can NOT see far.
developed this condition in prison and came out blind as a bat, and the intense day light makes me want to weep, and makes it impossible for me to keep my face directed at the sun. How the guy saw that amazed me, and what amazes me more is the fact that if they were doing surveillance on ME, they were also doing surveillance on the people doing surveillance on me. I think the fools are already ready to be bagged.
Hope they keep their bloodlust at least TILL tomorrow, when I officially CROSS over, because, this may sound trite, but I need a good night's sleep, and if they let the dogs of war start hanging loose like I fear, then I may have some trigger happy fools think to bag me before something happens.
I would hate to have to show that I am much much more that the worst that these people can fling on them fools simply because i am put in a corner.
I mean, I am the Lord of the Earth, and I have had just this small bit to get over, and having to .... PROVE something to fools that would not appreciate it even if i showed myself handling lightning like power rods would be a bit of a waste of time.
After all, MY MO is this, I do NOT do anything that benefits anyone else, but me.
Thing is God DID something to me, and I knew about it, but I ignored it for a long time till He came calling, and from then, when He was refusing to have me join a church "I have claimed you for Myself", and then, when I blew up and asked Him what He wanted from me and He told me to be myself, and i was wondering just how the fuck anyone can be himself when God is overseeing everything, and I went doubly suicidal, and then He did even more than I anticipated and told me how He had added 15 years to my life, and He would make the shadow go back ten steps, and I belatedly-due to the three beat silence- figured out that he meant that i would count TEN years and then have those that are my immediate enemies go straight to hell.
Fuck, go to the visions. I know you all thought they were biased towards you, and i am very, very glad it came to this, because now, well, we are getting to the practical stage.
And I love practicals.
Especially since I do not have to prove a point to anyone, and well, the fulfilment of God's word speaks for itself.
I mean, after the people, carrying two coffins-yeah that could mean that mike and that brother of hers will be killed and the rest will have to bear their own dead as they themselves depart from MY temple ... OR that they run away and can not be found and just die with the rest- move out, guess what happens, I get to be shown seated in a chair in ice, stuck to the floor by chains on my hands, and I am flexing the chains to see if I can break them.
I mean, duh?
I am leaving the planet, and when MY 15 years are done, everyone will be dead, the majority NOW and the rest as they just turn to dust.
No biggie, really.
Fools never got it.
my main aim is to stay sane
because I never did like and I never will love fans
so listen me
those who player hate and keep on dissing me
tell em say them can not stop the synergy
they coulda never limit me
they coulda never limit me
matter how them mimic and are gimmic me
tell em say they can not stop me energy
I'm giving them the TRINITY
Well, MY Father, God, Who would defend Himself everytime I blamed Him for burdens that I incurred, would ... instruct me as to WHY I got myself into scrapes because, of course He was NOT involved when I lost respect for myself and plunged into certain issues.
I remember being ... TOLD... to go home by michelle pereira, and I ended up, for the first time, ASKING HIM just why the fuck I was STILL in South Africa, and He said, "tell them the source of the cloud that does not bear water", and well, even an idiot can connect the dots and come up with a conclusive answer, that the mav., the psi-core, has had NO interest in doing anything that involved someone else's benefit, because from the moment God showed up, it HAD to be, in my point of view, that I was ALL that He was looking for:- remember before He did come officially into my life I had endured 15/16 years of His silence after His .... rescue attempt of me, and I had had time to wonder WHY he bothered, and so, if it had been for a purpose, then He would have had to kill me, because, unfortunately, this guy, me, does NOT bow, to anyone. I do not know how, and will NEVER learn.
burn em like a torch them!
So, if I do something, it is, and will always be 100% MY responsibility that this thing happens, and right now, I am cleaning house.
You are going to hell!So, when them fools were all busy trying to tell me just how stupid i was, and how they all saw the truth, I will confess, i was NOT sure about God at that time, because, well, them fools were jews, and well, God has this thing about jews, and so, i was ready to press an exit button the moment I figured that there was a price that would have to be paid for my life. Apparently, fuck, NO apparently about it, I AM the BEST thing that God has found, and that is why He claimed me for Himself, which makes me the worst enemy of mankind, and so, well, the stage is set, and i am about to unfurl the awesome majesty that has been laying dormant all these years, and you fools will pay the price.
I like my theories to be conclusively... concluded.
And i have concluded.
That you are about to die. maybe tomorrow sometime. I think when I fall asleep. After gouging on some food, and letting my father's messengers of doom go on their way.
I really wanted to get my hands on some music, though, like complete albums by simon chimbetu, and some dancehall tunes, and I hope to get my hands on a set of wheels BEFORE people die and go to strand and see if this guy is till there and I load it all up, and then I can depart with a free mind. I love music.
there is this one by chimbetu again
there is a part where he goes on and says
chokwadi ndichanochera nyangwe makandiwa
(truly I will sow even where people throw their weeds)
...
rudo ruchandirasa nyangwe mumagobo
(I will sleep even in fields that have never been exploited- you have to cut down the trees)
I WENT
ini ndichatema nyangwe kumagobo
meaning i will CUT down even virgin territory!
which I sang to the gallery woman the day she cosied up to me, and I meant that if she was thinking that because that chick was a virgin and therefore i would go helter skelter for that, well, guess what, if the woman had NO respect for me, she was going to die like the rest of them, because, see, I would cut down even the uncut parts, because i either had to be the be all and the end all, or NOTHING else, and well, I thought I made my point clear, but then she does not speak shona and she thinks she knows it all than arguably or heck, definitely, the BEST brain in existence.
Fuck, me, you got it, you want to flex it in front of me, and show me you are better, bring it here, and I will watch as you dig a hole for yourself and then pull the plug.
people who think they are clever do not interest me. I am way cleverer than they can ever be. People who are HONEST impress me greatly.
So, piss me off and think that a little here, and a little there will get you to have your way and have your male relations to live, hell, then whenever you were dissing me you were storing up for yourself anger such as you never knew, and I warned you.
Now you will die for thinking you were some kind of ambassador.
Think I think with my dick?
mmmm, I was trying all along to avoid killing you, but now, there are bullets with your name about to fly out, and you will see the truth of all those things you laughed at because you knew better than me, right?
Never play games with the angriest person you will ever come across.
You of all people should have known not to tweak the lion's mane. Makes me wonder at God sometimes. He said that you were the best, and I have had to conclude that you are the greatest disappointment of my life, so hell, I have written your sentence in red MYSELF so that you will know that I have found you guilty and your death is imminent.
They say hell has no fury like a woman scorned. Makes me itch to come back to kalk bay now to see just how furious you are, and then laugh at you.
I mean, I spoke all the time about "violet" and all that, and you all thought that that meant there was a way out.
You should know about continuity.
And the fact that NOTHING gets built out of nothing, it has to come from somewhere, and so, where you stupidly thought your empire would come from I have no idea. You are about to see the great, grevious truth that I pointed out from the beginning, dont play with me, you will die.
I dont play games, and do not know how.
While I may seem to be like a directionless person, there are and will always be priorities in my life, and as far as people are concerned, for example, those that get to live NOW will get to get there by virtue of the fact that I could stand them and not want to choke them up for looking down on me.
Which is what it is, actually. Dis me, and die.
And I want people to die to begin with.
there will be NO agreement concerning your relations, be it mother, father, brother, cousin or whatever. They are ALL dead, all because I say so, and you do not like it, well, check to see if I give a fuck, or will back down.
and never we give up
never we give up
although times rough we are survivor
and we blessed coz Our God Are we Provider
when the fussy them are put up a fight
we nuh give up we are survive
many men rise and many men fall
at the end of it all we will stand tall
never we back down never we stall
man stand firm like the great china wall
big moves we are make and we never fall...
So, how about this one in the same riddim, by the king of shanko, which i can not resist putting there, because it does NOT mean that there is any room in my life for anyone who actually thinks he or she can change, because I am out to burn em burn em burn em burn em...
maybe I should play the riddim medley, it sort of flows with everything
maybe I should play the riddim medley, it sort of flows with everything
we are go stay pon top
we nuh jump off the top
...
when they see the fake one them start soon collapse
we run the place, yeah we run the place
from them nuh genuine just come outa the place
we run the place, yeah we run the place
them are champion but them cant face the fierce
we run the place, yeah we run the place
if a war fool easy to replace
....
dont change we gon do sometimng about...
if you dont think we do it them I say we are go show it
how we do it fir pursue it, Oh wah!
Ah, hell, i have run out of things to say, and so, now, with all these minutes remaining, I amm probably going to listen to the music and then get myself gone. Its dark enough, I should be ignored, and I will be out before anyone even knows i am gone, I guess, which will be a first for me, because I LOVE to sleep. But, duty calls, and well, I can not afford to miss this one, see?
Oh maybe you do not, which is all the better.
Life is a bitch, right?
Oh maybe you do not, which is all the better.
Life is a bitch, right?
