The time has come for the end of things to begin, and while I am as amused with the interfernce of God in my life as I have always been, I find it enervating that He is moving with me, in everything, and well, NOW I have nothing to stop me from making tomorrow the very last day of a whole lot of you. Only thing I hate is that, because of the wounds inflicted on me by fools who had the audacity to think that they would NEVER be accountable for their misdeeds because of course God or right or whatever was on their side, and mistook my hatred for God as a sign that it was reciprocated, well, I am going to have to take these out MANUALLY, and make my hands dirty, just to make this whole thing even. IT is raining now, but do not worry... yet.
When the THUNDER starts tomorrow after I see vinnie off, then you will die.
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Well, as I said, I get to write my own script, and I am fucking well NOT going to write it for someone else, so if you all thought that there would be some candy coated silver lining type of happy ending, well, tough, I am angry with both God for making me this THING and at people for walking all over me and making it impossible for me to live at all. So, I get to make some kind of half-ass life out of what I hhave under my belt, which is this, that according to God I am the first person to utterly reject my mother, and so I am the heir and lord of the earth, by defalut, without even thinking about it, and so, I get to dispose of my enemies way I want to, and on the other hand, I do NOT serve God so I will not do anything that a servant of God would be expected to do, and well, God is cool with that. Remember the Isaiah 6: 1-13 statement He came up with when I grumbled that He was making me put up wit some silly woman and her burden and He told me that I would, in effect, choose MY own yoke when I stopped giving sacrifices to Him, as if I owed Him anything. I know, it is all so... unfair, right, but tough, the FIRST thing I learnt was that only fools expect fairness in life. So, I will be VERY unfair, YEAHSSS
When the THUNDER starts tomorrow after I see vinnie off, then you will die.
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