Earth are run red

Ah, sometimes some fools do not get it, and they fall for anything that smacks of "God said" when they overlook the fact that they have to deal with someone whose interest is only to kill, and plot revenge, and only later deal with those same fools, as was demonstrated today by the 'smart girl' when she decided to 'accept' my offer. Ha, if only those same fools would learn the truth!
Anyway, it is the friendly mother I am interested in, but then, as anyone may figure out, if they had ears, if she was stupid enough to want to be involved with me as well as involve her daughter, then i would end up consuming the both of them in my rage. I will NOT be used, even though I can not help provoking idiots into thinking i will bend and accept something that is disgusting just so that things may be 'well' between me and people. Far as i am concerned, two things should be noted by the five women- the last of whom showed up today, wonder if the contemporary art chick was taking notes- I will NEVER open the door for them, and the other thing is if they DO want to be with me, then THEY will make the effort, and go ALL the way on their own, while i still am flexing my muscles.
In this world, MY world, it is 100% exclusively MY way, because for me the time has come to make the whole earth bleed blood, and kill off everything that is not mine, by dint of IT making an effort to grasp hold of the maverick. I will never reach out and take anyone's hand; i am the type of person who, if ANYONE is weak, and needy, will take a huge stick and bludgeon the person to death, just for the fun of it, so NO ONE should expect ANY help from me. I am going psycho, totally.
hey, michelle, you are now finally justified, but MY type of 'sicko' is the one that will leave you in hell, and against which there is NO appeal, yessss!

So, I come from the library, and i am locked up tight, and am NOt interested in hearing ANYTHING from God today, because I am fed up with advice. Then,  a guy called morris, an artist in wires and beads, comes around, and he and i start talking, and then he catches me singing a bit of 'action pak' and then he whips out his phone, and we are soon listening to some dancehall tunes, and my ... equilibrium is restored, and as I ... relax, God thenh reminds me that i should NOT remove the ancient landmark, by a line from  this song

I wrote about it before.
So, I am thinking, and I decide that, OK, then, i will not take mother and daughter, but ONE member, and THAT would of course be someone that has already shown me that she is interested in me, and so that would be the mother, and not the scheming daughter, whom i itch to kill.
the question that literally came a-begging next then, which i just went "?!" to God about, was, "Who then is the fucking last ONE if You want me to stop seeking my own humiliation in the future?"
And she came, and like all these things I was NOT looking whan she showed up, I was busy, and she greeted us, and morris responded, and we both stared at her superb ass as she walked slowly past, dressed in some thing sexy in red, and was swallowed up by the Blue bottle entrance.
I had been standing with my back to the rails that line the alley, but after that I sat down to see if I could catch a glimpse of her as she came out, maybe to do something else, like go to the olympia cafe. Because i had seen the flare of her waist and the ass that spoke straight to my libido as she walked past, and checked the all important hand reflexively for a ring, and had been considering the RAV-4 woman because i still have a need to bring the contemporary art chick down some notches because i can not live with an ego like she has, I wanted her to come down more that one peg, jst so that I would NOT strangle her later, something I honestly thinki I may do anyday, especially now that the brakes are coming off the wheels and i am ready for a freewheeling, but the elderly lady had NOTHING on this lady, and so, i waited and looked.
And gaped.
because after ages, this lady peeked over the entrance, stealing a look my way - I suppose to check, in retrospect, which is why i am rather sure about her- whether i was seated where she could be observed as she walked past. I was, and she came out, and morris addressed her, asking if all those wines were for a party and where it was, and she said "at home", and when i asked whether we were invited, she did not reply.
Well, she could have casually said, "you are invited" and thus, i suppose made sure that this thing went no further, or she could have said "No" and still made sure nothing would come of it, and so she said nothing, and I was not unhappy. I can not help putting everyone and everything to the test, and do not think i would ever stop, and so whoever comes my way has to make sure that she has made up her mind to be firm in her own mind, and well, that, I guess, is the deal.
I am coming out now, and am all for war.
I suppose I WOKE up interested in violence, but i ... think I should rather just avoid this direct, short-lived revenge thinking, and focus on the long term.But then, I am crazy, and am NEVER going to be restrained, so, hell, i am ready fir whatever, and whoever stands , will stand, or has stood in my way, will be very shortly done away with. Oh,yessssss!
Oh, yes, there is this song by some Zim brothers where the guy says that it was not her, the girl, that sent a message that scorned and put the guy down because he was poor and had no prospects, and so she should shun him, but that there were others that influenced her decision, and he had no cell phone, no car, no house, and so she should dump him.
ha, to one who sees, I have BEEN doing things, and so, if someone thinks i must NOT be taken seriously, thenit is up to that person, I refuse to do anything to influence that. I will make my move,and when I do, it willbe a moot point about whther the prince of the universe was hiding behind letters or was  doing EXACTLY as he said.
so if you think "handirevesi" I am not serious, then lets you and me find out, yessssss!!!

hawairevesa Tina
( you were not serious Tina)
hawairevesa Tina
hausiriwe wakatuma Tsitsi asinganyare
(it wasnt you that sent Tsitsi who has no shame)
uchindituka uchindinyomba uchindishora
(dissing me ridiculing me, shaming me)
ah hawusi iwe
(ah, it was NOT you)
hawusiwe kani
hawusiwe Tina

varipo vakakunyengera
(there were some that poisoned you)

Ah, what FUN we willhave finding out what the truth IS, yessss?
YESSSSSSSS!
Prince out!