Juggernaut... confused

So, since I said THIS before you all could say I was trying to distort reality, and I did not bother explaining it, then I suppose NOW would be as good a time as any to show what i meant by "murambatemwa" as I have found that many of you fools think always to use my own words against me, and NOT to think for yourselves.
First thing, in zimbabwe there are trees that evern the firewood seekers do not attempt to cut down, because they literally refuse to be cut down, even with the sharpest, hardest axes. the name given to these trees is 'murambatemwa" which is a literal word.
Yesterday, of course. her mother walked down, and said to me and vinnie as we were setting out the stuff that in five mninutes the sun would be down, and I just stared at her. She went up harbourt way and came back, and it was drizzling by then and the stuff had to be covered, and since i was interested in only ONE thing, I ignored her other comments, and focused on one thing all day, even today:- was the woman involved in my humiliation or not, and today I left my blanket, which I had taken to coming down the mountain with, back at the mountain -last night I climbed up early enouigh for them to see me with it- and am waiting for any mishaps, and then, of course, I will act.
the daughter came also, yesterday, and I ignored her and the old lady she was with. I wanted to see her defy me once again, this time with her  brother, because well, my mind is made up about that asshole's death,. and of course, family being what it is, I think these uppish people will want to put me in my place about the issue, and so, if that is the case, i will kill them.
because NO one defies me and gets away with it, and well, NOTHING can stop me once I step on the warpath, and so, please, do not joke with the juggernaut; I hate being confused by petty issues, I just want clarity, and this is the time whn you assholes put yourselves in the clear, or I WILL clear the whole table, since toiday I am SOOO pissed off about everything, and hate being in this unteanble suituation where i am thinking less of my continued discomfort and just what the fuck some silly bitch is up to, and I HATE the very idea of eventually moving to red-hill which to me is a concession to my discomfort when in effect I hated having to ghave anything to do with S/Town before I have to kill them assholes.
So, since tomorrow seems, unless that is God Who is trying to keep me from letting loose and then regretting it all [ i sense a very sluggish ... give... to my efforts,m and it is pissing me off]. then i will be moving, and THEN, fuck, i am dry tinder, and well, I can go off at any time...

dont you fret for me
my gun have fir get for me
[sizzla]