Like king julian in Madagascar II Escape to Africa where he failed to sacrifice the giraffe to the water-gods in the volcano, I am going "the science seemed so solid...", but then, for all my deliberations, the facts, as they are, stand mute testimony against my conclusions.
Oh, I do not mean all the flying stuff and killing those three assholes at the lighthouse, no, THAT stands, because that is ME, but I mean the killing of women stuff.
I ... CAN NOT.
If I could I would have killed my mother long ago.
but I chose to leave rather than do that.
because it is not in me to go against people who can not defend themselves, there is no... glory... in that, but have balls and stand up against me and assume I will give you quarter, hell, I will have you quartered!
Besides, revenge where women are concerned, has to take a ... subtle approach.
And more to the point, I am not interested in looking at women who would not know whether I could turn on them next and kill them also.
So, out the window goes my conclusion about five.
Because, you see, God has so systematically detailed the following days of my life that they ought to dovetail into each other, and so, even the visions themselves MUST reach an... agreement.
Like that one where I have a mike in my left hand and have five fingers of my right displayed, and some two women above me are stunned till one... both blackened... says, "if God is not for us He is against us"
now if michelle was one of the five I kill, then there would be no need for me to be lowering a 'mike' would I?
No, THIS means that there are FIVE women that I would take to gain ascendancy over michelle, and let her... down.
Well, the first is obviously the reason I left home, the one I jiggled (or will do so) events so that she becomes head of state.
I mean, let us face it, who would want a place prepared for him by an ugly half-assed male?
Fuck, women are... ornamental.
But then, the others?
Now, let me face the honest truth here, and just take a plunge, yes?
One, the woman who drove past me would not have done so unless she had read my post the day after her daughter descended the steps and i recognised her as being related to nicky?
Because I said something to the effect that I was looking for a way to spare her son's life, and she probably took it upon herself to be... the... way.
Two, OK, so she is slim, and I hate slim people because they are usually neurotic, but I have tried imagining her in... control... where people like michelle, nicky?, butt-head are involved and the picture does not come out.
So, one, i gave the false impression to begin with because i was assuming that God would have to make a way out so that I continued on my way, but I was yet to figure out that I am the... terminator... as far as the human race is concerned, so I will kill the fool anyway.
two, she did that walk-by thing because i was... experimenting... and thinking that she would be the first person i would like to bed, because she had disagreed with me so... respectfully, that it was priceless. I mean, how could i walk away from THAT?
There I was, from any point of view probably in serious need of a further stint at Valkenberg and she acts like I am... God.
So, well, that is two.
hjer daughter and her behaviour is three.
Allison, for all her ambiguity is four. I mean, so she read about me, and then she came for herself, and I liked what I saw. THOSE legs!
And the scary part was that, even when I realised she was part of the OSC, I did not mind.
then there is the Dutch girl, with her behaviour when I let out my bitterness about michelle, and she responded so... unusually>
Well, I am really certain that these five would do me just fine, lecherous me that I am. I am going to have to go and think about it.
Then decide.
YESSSS!
