I had not even finished my lazy and gradual walk up to my mountain fastness when I figured out who the fifth is,... !
but, before I go... THERE... I have a POINT to make.
A BIG point, since the probable reason why I am NOT having anything taken that seriously is that people tend to assume that there is someone OVER me that would pull the plug and cause me to cease and desist from my activities.
Now, it makes a lot of sense that someone, anyone, any of you, would assume that God will have the final say in anything i do.God is merely an Adviser, as far as events and everything is concerned.
Remember that He said in the last days HE would pour out His spirit out of all flesh? He ALSO said "before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I had consecrated you a prophet to the nations" to jeremiah, right?
but we ALL know that the conception of a person is basically the fusion of a male sperm and female egg,... right?
MY POINT is that when God says He will do something, it does not necessarily mean Him PERSONALLY, and in the case of Anything to do with me, it DEFINITELY means HE WILL NOT HAVE ANYTHING PHYSICALLY to do with it.
As I said yesterday, I have so much pride and so much... tenacity that what I sow, I resp, and will share the rewards with no one.
This, people, is a franchise, and what I do, it will be I myself who does it, not anyone else, not even God will have the right or the ability to... judge or interfere.
When I need something from Him, I go to Him, and when I have it, I use it, as I see fit, because I would have worked out that for me to go from step A to step B I need such a thing, and since I have it not, I go to the source.
But it is totally hands off as far as His intervention is concerned.
I learned that lesson the hard way when I wanted to take that girl I spoke about to get my mother to make a fool of herself so that I could have probable cause to be REALLY mad at her, and things went to such a bad state between me and my mother that the girl decided I should try to reconcile things with my mother, and she urged me strongly to do that.
I did not. Instead I sidestepped my parents totaly and went and spoke to my sisters instead, and invited them to come see my place, and even then, I did it grudgingly.
God sidestepped me and went directly to the girl, and He sent her that vision of the cross and glowing light and stuff, and I remember the ... anger... I felt when I thought He was stepping on my turf.
I decided to take the girl, right?, but the way I did get her to agree to be with me was by saying it was God's plan, since she had had a dose of him already.
I have regretted having to lie like that.
Especially when the girl was one I did not want anyway, to begin with.
So, I made up my mind that ANYONE who overlooks me and supposes that God will be the... answer ... will have to pay.
Because what exists between me and God is... personal... and what I say does not pre-suppose that the very same God will take someone else's side and say, OK, to be fair, I have to consider things from this other person's point of view.
NO, because just as this very same God said to me, when I wanted to conform to what I thought was the prescribed norm, "I have claimed you for Myself", so it cuts both ways:- He can not, and I can not allow Him to, have any other 'sides' but MY side.
So when it comes down to practical down-to-earth stuff, as far as concerns ANYTHING to do with EVERYTHING on this planet, the Alpha and Omega is me, and NO ONE else.
Make the mistake of God stepping in for your rescue at your peril, because THAT is something that will NEVER happen.
Now, the last one, the fifth one, is none other than the chick who I got on the train at Sunny Cove the other day and saw sitting there and came and sat across from her - for the simple reason that I like eye-candy - and then started wondering why she would go to such extremes to get a tan.
Till, at the beach when she did the leg-opening thing and I saw that she was, in fact, NOT even getting... hot between her legs while her panties were so crispy like when the stuff has a hot iron pressing on it... well, THEN I got the point, and also realised that the girl was offering me the ONE thing that I have always said I want from a woman:- her legs {uh, metaphorically, of course, because I have mine already, see?}
Anyway, now that I have decided, and I have taken into consideration what God said over the weekend [because He knows me not only now but later, and before] that "In this life, there is no room for everybody" and so, knowing that I would not SHARE life with the likes of michelle, butt-head, nicky? or faggot-face [who I saw yesterday when I uncharacteristically came down the mountain early and there he was, in his yellow car, and he waved his pudy fingers at me]I have decided that these WILL die, and I would do the deeds myself. PERSONALLY.
because no one will laugh at me and get away with it.
As for the rest of the OSC, well, I think they think that their christ, or God, will rescue them, and so, if that is the case, and since I hate talking to brick walls, I WILL exterminate them ALL.
Pity, because even though butt-head is her son, I kinda wanted to hold on to the mother, since she never quite went against me, but did everything quite respectfully, even.
And as for Allison;- I mean, fuck, with a combo of an ass and legs like that, I REALLY would have liked to get to know her. Biblically. Girl knows how to dress, everything else notwithstanding.And that other one with her sexy ass is not bad.
But I suppose that to them, appearances and 'final says' do matter, so, I will have no option but to blanket them all under the title...
Enemies:- Terminate With Extreme Prejudice,
and have done with it.
Because I can not bear to be laughed at.
Or have them conclude, "If God is not for us then He is against us" as if God is what matters here, not me.
I am going to have to devise the ways and means, and whether I need more of the eye-candy!
