I would have been busy lying down today doing absolutely nothing but light a fire, eat and sleep, belch and fart and stuff, but yesterday, while I was away, some ... idiots... took my bedding, that i had left carelessly lying around, and so, even THOUGH it is illegal to be in the mountains, and the people were probably doing their jobs and could not be blamed for removing such stuff;... I AM PISSED.
Surprised?
Well, I am.
because, see... rather, lets go backwards a bit and see something together here, because I am tired of saying, "eureka!" and then finding out that I was way off anyway, later.
To begin with, I get involved with this girl, when I am in no... condition... to be so... attached, and then after everything is dead and buried I am like; "God, You have to kill me, because I DID this", and does He do so? No, He not only adds more years to MY life, but also says [did I say this before?] "I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy"
Surprised?
Well, I am.
because, see... rather, lets go backwards a bit and see something together here, because I am tired of saying, "eureka!" and then finding out that I was way off anyway, later.
To begin with, I get involved with this girl, when I am in no... condition... to be so... attached, and then after everything is dead and buried I am like; "God, You have to kill me, because I DID this", and does He do so? No, He not only adds more years to MY life, but also says [did I say this before?] "I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy"
And I am like amazed, but then, I carry on, and live life as i have exhaustively described, and all the time i am learning new things about both myself and God, and then, after all this, comes michelle with her obnoxious intrusion in my life, and I try to discourage her... fuck... I IGNORED her, but she kept persisting till she gave me her e-mail address and then I started sending her offensive e-mails.
She waits, right, till she is certain that I am not going anywhere quickly then she decides to throw in her lot with btt-head, who, with all the fervour of a guy who probably never had a lady disrobe in front of him before, decides to play the hero, and ... rightly... confronts me and has me humiliated in the library here in Fish Hoek, yes?
but they are both going to die, still, and for what, one may ask?
For basically the same reason that God paid no never-you-mind to my earlier antics, but was like an indulgent parent in whose eyes the child can do no wrong;-
Because NO ONE is allowed to EVER, EVER step on my toes!
See, the 'normal' rules do not apply to me, because frankly I do not live by them, I am above them, and the ONLY thing that really sets me off is when someone says 'No!' to something I say 'Yes!' to.
I do not tolerate ANY interference in ANY of the things I do, in ANY of the ways I walk, and it does not matter who it is, or how right in the eyes of anyone else that person may be, but when it comes to me, the surest way to get sent to hell, and burn...[ frankly I would have liked to have it for eternity, and thus fry my mother there, but well, it will not work out that way, because i will, in the years to come, prove to everyone the solid truths of this 'life' that will reduce people to 'but dust' and thus, just cease to be]... is to... obstruct me. In ANYTHING.
Which is why obama while doing no REAL wrong even to himself... is getting set to go aflame, and the hours are considerably less than 100... uh, let me see 3 times 24 = 72, so, give a little bit of room and we have , say, 90 hours, just to let all this REALLY sink in.
oh, and before I forget, I had a list, yes?, of all the people I will not have breathing while I dominate, and well, the list stands.did i add kenneth to it? yeah, him too.
but then, I was talking of my mother, and well, even if i sent people to hell and did all the amazing things, i would not really impress - no, the word is 'deflate'- her, because I would be doing nothing that really sets her teeth on edge.
now she said that I was... 'dung'... because i, unlike my father who refused to have anything with her kids as me and my sisters were growing; chose to 'look after another man's piss', meaning the girl I took, stayed with and looked after her kid as well.
Frankly, I CAN NOT ever look after a... child... because I dislike them;- noisy, stupid and annoying.
But what WOULD set her teeth on edge is living next door, or a couple of doors away, from the child of a person who is KNOWN to be with me, and while THAT in itself would not be reprehensible enough, being a few doors away from a person who is maybe older than her own daughters, and knowing that the person's MOTHER is having her legs opened by yours truly would so make her furious I would be very very pleased at having grabbed the old goat by her beard, the witch!
I am talking about a person I REALLY wanted to hurt here, but then decided that the price... unless of course she values her worthless son's life still much ... of seeing her brought down was too small compared to infuriating my [fuck, I have run out of suitable descriptive expletives; prince, what is wrong with you?]... mother was too small.
No, I will take her daughter, the irritating nicky?, and send her to zimbabwe, and have mugabe make sure he has some of them Gloen Lorne mansions made ready for nicky? and her daughter as well as one for my mother [dont know nor care if the witch and my father would still be together but SHE must have her home near there], with all the luxuries, but she will eat everything with bitterness, because I want her constantly reminded of my taunting her, even from afar, yessss!
She can kill herself too, and thus make my happiness complete, because she WILL burn! yesss!
of course, speaking of butt-head's mom, there is her other daughter who did something that interested me at the time, because the one time I saw her, she stopped, as though badly frightened, when I gazed at her indifferently when she descended the steps and I was lounging against the wall of Khalidas. Then she seemed to make up her mind and walk past, but, you see, I had NO idea at the time that people only interested me AFTER they had sort of... feared... me, or looked up to me but it was only when she came back again that i looked at her and remarked on the nose, and liked her structure and stuff.
because I would be lying to say i 'love' anyone, you see.
Same seems to apply to Allison, so, even THOUGH I later discovered that she probably was privy to all that I wrote, and that her bveing around was not a co-incidence, i sort of liked what I saw, so, I may be interested in having these three along as well, but I am DAMNED if I am going to forgive those who sat on my head.Now I am going to read a bit, then climb up and lie down.
She waits, right, till she is certain that I am not going anywhere quickly then she decides to throw in her lot with btt-head, who, with all the fervour of a guy who probably never had a lady disrobe in front of him before, decides to play the hero, and ... rightly... confronts me and has me humiliated in the library here in Fish Hoek, yes?
but they are both going to die, still, and for what, one may ask?
For basically the same reason that God paid no never-you-mind to my earlier antics, but was like an indulgent parent in whose eyes the child can do no wrong;-
Because NO ONE is allowed to EVER, EVER step on my toes!
See, the 'normal' rules do not apply to me, because frankly I do not live by them, I am above them, and the ONLY thing that really sets me off is when someone says 'No!' to something I say 'Yes!' to.
I do not tolerate ANY interference in ANY of the things I do, in ANY of the ways I walk, and it does not matter who it is, or how right in the eyes of anyone else that person may be, but when it comes to me, the surest way to get sent to hell, and burn...[ frankly I would have liked to have it for eternity, and thus fry my mother there, but well, it will not work out that way, because i will, in the years to come, prove to everyone the solid truths of this 'life' that will reduce people to 'but dust' and thus, just cease to be]... is to... obstruct me. In ANYTHING.
Which is why obama while doing no REAL wrong even to himself... is getting set to go aflame, and the hours are considerably less than 100... uh, let me see 3 times 24 = 72, so, give a little bit of room and we have , say, 90 hours, just to let all this REALLY sink in.
oh, and before I forget, I had a list, yes?, of all the people I will not have breathing while I dominate, and well, the list stands.did i add kenneth to it? yeah, him too.
but then, I was talking of my mother, and well, even if i sent people to hell and did all the amazing things, i would not really impress - no, the word is 'deflate'- her, because I would be doing nothing that really sets her teeth on edge.
now she said that I was... 'dung'... because i, unlike my father who refused to have anything with her kids as me and my sisters were growing; chose to 'look after another man's piss', meaning the girl I took, stayed with and looked after her kid as well.
Frankly, I CAN NOT ever look after a... child... because I dislike them;- noisy, stupid and annoying.
But what WOULD set her teeth on edge is living next door, or a couple of doors away, from the child of a person who is KNOWN to be with me, and while THAT in itself would not be reprehensible enough, being a few doors away from a person who is maybe older than her own daughters, and knowing that the person's MOTHER is having her legs opened by yours truly would so make her furious I would be very very pleased at having grabbed the old goat by her beard, the witch!
I am talking about a person I REALLY wanted to hurt here, but then decided that the price... unless of course she values her worthless son's life still much ... of seeing her brought down was too small compared to infuriating my [fuck, I have run out of suitable descriptive expletives; prince, what is wrong with you?]... mother was too small.
No, I will take her daughter, the irritating nicky?, and send her to zimbabwe, and have mugabe make sure he has some of them Gloen Lorne mansions made ready for nicky? and her daughter as well as one for my mother [dont know nor care if the witch and my father would still be together but SHE must have her home near there], with all the luxuries, but she will eat everything with bitterness, because I want her constantly reminded of my taunting her, even from afar, yessss!
She can kill herself too, and thus make my happiness complete, because she WILL burn! yesss!
of course, speaking of butt-head's mom, there is her other daughter who did something that interested me at the time, because the one time I saw her, she stopped, as though badly frightened, when I gazed at her indifferently when she descended the steps and I was lounging against the wall of Khalidas. Then she seemed to make up her mind and walk past, but, you see, I had NO idea at the time that people only interested me AFTER they had sort of... feared... me, or looked up to me but it was only when she came back again that i looked at her and remarked on the nose, and liked her structure and stuff.
because I would be lying to say i 'love' anyone, you see.
Same seems to apply to Allison, so, even THOUGH I later discovered that she probably was privy to all that I wrote, and that her bveing around was not a co-incidence, i sort of liked what I saw, so, I may be interested in having these three along as well, but I am DAMNED if I am going to forgive those who sat on my head.Now I am going to read a bit, then climb up and lie down.
