I am at the moment totally ... flummoxed... by the fact that I am something that has ... no stereotype, and even more so when I add the facts up and realise that God not only knew the basic thing about me, but He ... INITIATED it , for whatever reason that He had.
the clues are all there, in what he personally said to me, "In the year king Uzziah [of the sacrifice]... died", "Tell them the source of the cloud that does not bear water", and "Government Thor: Cape Flats", and also, in the statement in the bible in Isaiah 54;- "Yet it... pleased Him to wound him".
What the fuck am I talking about?
Simple:- I HATE God, and the reason, michelle, why I never did anything about you before, why I never even went home nor pursued you nor did anything you would have considered manly was because i had absolutely NO intention of doing God, who gave me no choice where he is concerned, about anything, ANY favours.
He told me, when I was about to let butt-head go and take what the mother offered, that He would not let me fall, not like He would warn me when I am about to fall, but He would personally make sure that THAT did not happen, and my... resentment of Him stretches from the day that he waltzed in my life, and then had the gall to... advise... me about what to do with my life, and then tell me to be myself.
how, the fuck does one get to be himself when he has no choice but to follow some fucking path that is laid for him?
Well, fuck God!
I hate Him and the fact that I was tricked by him into ending up in this silly situation, unable to go anywhere because my hatred of Him is such that i will be pleased to cut off my own feet just so that He has no foothold in my life, and yet, acting in a manner that left me with no choice but to see to it that I end up dealing destruction everywhere... well, I have finally had enough, and while i will never settle down and accept this... companion that He 'gave' me; at the moment I have no choice but to make use of it.
remember me saying that I will leave some people alive in the Western Cape, that I would free the families of these people that I have called the 'ten' and such of the ... others thatmake up the remainder?
well, no such luck.
I will only take the women that have ... fuck that, I will take the eighteen women, and they will save only themselves, and even then, my eye is NOT on them for good, because to me ... EVERYTHING that comes from God, Who gave me no choice and has been busy in my life passing comments and doing this... 'friendship' thing... as though we were in agreement; well, anything from Him is to me ... tainted.
but that is NOT the good news. The good news is that I will not be invisible anymore. I am taking over your governments, fools, and will invest myself in the cape town house of parliament, after getting rid of the premier or whoever , outside the place of coursem, and having whoever is left 'in charge' make ready for me in less than twenty four hours, or else.That will be 24 hours after the deaths of people in Khayelitsha, as well the deaths of the us president, the uk royal family... et.c.
Then i will call these 18... impressive... women, and then i will quiz them, and see just what it is they... saw..., because frankly I do not give much credit to their weird behaviour.
if there was anything in what they did that smacks even remotely of God, then i will kill every single one of them, but if they acted on their own volition, and they can explain why they, reasonable well-heeled women - and girl- went to such lengths to make themselves... acceptable... to me, then I will ... maybe... listen, and once satisfied, will take them in.
AND THEN I will go and kill the people in Simonstown, every one of them who either came my way or pissed me off, and leave nothing standing, not even a blade of grass, and certainly NOT anyone from their families.
And then the darkness will come, and I will have whoever is left 'in charge' in USA remove the residents of alaska first, but if there is a location problem, I will always be glad to make a comparative state... vacant... (like maybe texas?) so that there will be room.See how large TX is
compared to the other states?
So, it is the one I will make vacant, if there are logistical complaints.
My dis- heartenment is not complete, though.
I left home, and would have made my blundering way to america where people are a bit more... open-minded... than here in africa, and would have settled down for a Latino chick, till I realised that I would have had to work for that chick... eh, I mean work; put effort,travel to get her, when i do not even like anyone to begin with, and anyway, it is a well know fact that Latino chicks are passionate, and easy to get.
Then God decides, no, Latinos are no good, here take white people anyway, and it is a well known fact that black and white do not mix, they have tried it a lot of times and it never works;- look at seal and that german chick?
So, what do i have here?
I would rather have a Latino chick that i do not have to travel to get, as well as a white chick that is easy, BEFORE all the destruction, preferably both at the same time, and then, if the white chick is any good, and i do not have to strain myself, i will take them both, and even make room for the 18 others, and that will be twenty women.
yeah, right, if wishes were horses!
