I WILL NOT.
And I will tell you why.
THIS is the reason that will make all the more sense to all the people in the OSC, and will show you what some of the ... cryptic... statements God made, like Government Thor:- Cape flats, REALLY meant.
I must say I had made up my mind to not ever again post on my blogspot, till things started happening, but I suppose I HAVE to explain why people will die as they will.
Picture someone who starts out believing that NOTHING is possible, and then that person realises, by... accident... that he can actually, for example, be ... allowed [by events, by parents, by chance]... to fight, and so, he hoards that ... freedom... and every free moment his stagnant brain has it is letting him revolutionalise certain moves and he starts trying them out, and then, he still believes he can never actually do these things in real life, till by chance some guys ... seem... to be attacking the sister he has sworn to himself to look after, and he finds himself taking them all on and actually, his ... body... responds to the commands his mind thought would never become reality, like how to position himself and how to attack... methodically, extracting the maximum damage.
still, of course, this person is not satisfied, right, so what does he do? He is critical, of himself, and always,because his mind is showing him just how he could have done better, he HAS to improve,and he starts doing so exponentially, until he KNOWS that he could face anyone, anytime and prevail.
But, of course, he thinks he will never get the opportunity, because life is NOT like that, he will never have to test this thing that he has developed and perfected.
Then, one day, over a slight argument, he finds himself physically manhandling his own MOTHER, and it feels so... GOOD... that he comes face to face with the reality that what he wants is what he is actually... capable ... of doing, because when he starts out on some undertaking, he may be thinking it is futile, but he prepares the whole ground for success.
The POINT is:- If I ever were to kill anyone, I would be unable to stop myself from killing ... everyone i met.
because I neither have inhibitions nor do I know how to stop.
Which is also why, I may add, I would not really do well living among... males... because every little act of every little one of them seems to arouse the battle-lust I have developed from an early age.
I would like women, yes, but women who are... obviously... women, because I assure you, I can NOT help myself when it comes to wanting to lash out at people.
I was wondering at how to explain the... 'ten' women, but the truth is this:- these people apparently saw my... resentment of people, right, and like cowed... dogs... put their tails between their legs and walked on tiptoe around me, which they ought NOT to have done anyway if they were not interested, but BECAUSE they were interested, they saw that it was in THEIR best interests to heed my... volatility... of whose visibility I was unaware till it struck me that these people were actually TERRIFIED of me.
Every single one of them.
And every single one of them is either vocally or physically easy on the senses, and I do not have to try to dampen myself in order to fit into what they may think is the acceptable...conventions.I do not have to bend or bow. I can walk upright and never have to worry that I will be selling myself short, because, since THEY did the unthinkable and bent THEMSELVES, there is no clash of wills, and my path is rendered smooth.
Why white?
Simple:- because the other... colours are reminiscent of the times of my degrading myself, and THESE awaken an anger in me everytime, but since I have changed focus, the anger would not be directed at myself, but at... the sources.
So, basically, any woman who is neither sexy in appearance nor white, would be signing her death certificate if she thought to get entangled with me, because there are some things I find myself unable to... suppress, and have no inclination to do so.
And anyway, I am NOT looking for more, right?
Right.
I have explained enough. It is now time for action... the God type of action.
One more thing, though:- I wanted to spare the americans ... unnecessary... sorrow by NOT destroying any of their states, but if after obama is ... removed the new 'head of state' still thinks these things are a hoax, I will have both the richest state and the sate where the political administration sits totally wiped out, and then whoever stands in the... gap... will still have to both... officially cede alaska to me, as well as provide transportation for me to get there.
Now, is there anything else?
One ... small matter, OK, maybe not so small, that I MUST attend to here in RSA, before I have everything go... skyhigh.
There will be NO warning, though.
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And, when I say "I will do this and that", I do not mean me personally, but that I will speak, and God will do it.
Then, after that, when my... preparations are complete, I will 'speak', and my Friend will shut the door, and He will deal with things, see?
After all, He did say, "Speak friend, and enter"
we are the LAST Man standing...!
