Monday, 15 April 2013

SOP sometimes forgotten, silly me!

I forget the number of times I have said that everyone gets to choose for themselves and all I do is just... put the seal on the choice, and yet here I was, basically  forcing myself to have people that I would never have chosen for myself, even if I was inclined towards chosing, which as it turns out, I am not.

What brought that home was the simple fact that, Saturday, as I left the library, I ran into none other than the ubiquitous "I-know-everything" chick, with her ever-present son, and she must have been at the fair, because I did not see her inside the library proper, but she was making her slow way to where she had parked her car, chewing on some chicken drumsticks [dont know when I last had those; this hermit-like life really is starting to drag] and dressed to... kill... with her cream jumper and her tight stocking-like thingies on, basically waiting for me to come out so that, at last I could be wowed by her.


I was as impressed by that as by a person farting in public. Because, try as I might, I could not get it out of my mind that that chick was NOT for me, otherwise, if she really ... read... me at all, she would NOT try to meet me with her son in tow. So, I ditched her, and I spent the whole weekend wondering if this was a merry-go-round that i was on, with no end in sight, except to move and come back to the same spot.

So, I started to think, and when I let the women who had made their own choices just surface, I found myself with ten women, nay, fifteen women, and one girl, and every one of them had as nearly as plainly told me that she had the hots for me, but the five women, and the girl, needed me to do either some thinking, if they were after the 9 January 2012 'ten million dollars' vision, or to just setlle down and say "Ok" if they had happened before then, because they ALL behaved weirdly around me.


The ten women, who are nothing new are, in approximate order of appearance, these ones;- they were very, very, VERY plain about how they paid attention to me, and they were DEFINITELY unattached, otherwise, had they been attached, I would be very pissed off by now, being a person who does not like pretending, or sharing:

1) The girl on her way from glencairn heights, 25th may;- golden haired=> blonde

2) the women at the F/Hoek library, 25th may;- golden haired=> blonde

3) the girl with the cleft chin and red lipstick, 26th may;- shiny white hair=> blonde

4) the girl who was so polite on her cellphone to her mother, as she asked for an e-mail address, day I got upset with the aforesaid ubiquitous one, white stiff-looking hair, tied in a pony tail => blonde.

5)The woman with her amazing waist and flamboyant ass, at S/Town's long beach, whose ass is all I really checked out, but if she had been blonde, i would have noticed, because that pink skin and blonde hair would have been quite an... eyecatcher, so, :. she must be a brunette.

6)The girl with her book "shopaholic girl", with amazing staright black hair=> brunette

7)The woman who responded to my 'call' after I rejected the visiosn of nicky?, and also her friend, michelle and specified the woman I wanted; now if she was ... involved... with the guy she was with, as, I said, I would be upset, but she was careful, by her walk to let me know, there was NOTHING between them, and only then did she turn her back on me and face me. She had this long shiny white hair=> blonde.

8) the other girl on the same beach who was involved when the xhosa girl and the kijmono-clad woman were around;- now she gave me a shy smile, and if it had NOT been for the visiosn I explained earlier, i would have been totally nonplussed, but she kept me from going after the kimono-clad chick, which was a good thing, because she made herslefl available, and as they say, the 'first cut is the deepest', so ... there!She had the same hair as the shopaholic girl=> brunette

9) the smiling woman with her amazing blue eyes who smiled so... winningly when I stared at her as I was being harrassed by this other small, obnoxious, irritating little girl with her loud voice. She, the said woman, had white hair=> blonde.

10)the girl on the train who got on at Simonstown, and who offered such an ... attractive... relief when i was left face-to-face with the antics of the married red-head. I wanted no part of her at first because I did not want to have to suffer any pangs of conscience when I dealt with S/Town, but I suppose i will have to be more... surgical, in my dealings with the irritating people there. I have, I think, no more time to go into details about my fully formulated plan, today, but i will do so tomorrow, and then, believe it or not, THIS week, the plan will get to become more than just words, because the post tomorrow is the one that seals everything, anf after that , I sit back and watch things happen, which means, soon, very soon, I will be killing people that side, YESSSS!.

Anyway, the girl had this blonde hair, and a face that I would not mind kissing over and over again => blonde.


Notice, if you will, people, that there are 7 blondes, three brunettes in the line up, and it is the only thing that makes sense  about '73' because anything else just left so many gaping holes I had to wonder what the One Who Is, Who Was, And Who is to come would have been meaning if he spoke of an act of any of them at our meeting when in future they would be acting differently.
Hair colour, something permanent, is the only thing that makes sense, because it caters for all ... time frames.


Then there are the five... and of course, the one child, whom I introduced succintly so there is no need to put her in again, except to say that I will probably gate a chance to bed a virgin, which is something I have never done before, yes?

So, Fuck you for your thoughts, about child-molesting and all that... I want her with ME. She chose, so I LET it happen, just as everyone of these do NOT have to be dragged into my arms!


There is the psychology student, and her behaviour has been well documented. She and I spoke which is why I was hesitant about her, because people tend to hang on to one's words and not to their own thoughts, but hey, she is OK.

Then there is the girl with her dog, on the beach, who leapt over the wall, and she is also Ok, because I have said all I can about her.


then there is the fiery girl with the evidence of... acne... on her face. Now, I am not like anyone else who would settle for something not... pretty, right, so, when I SAY she is good-looking, I mean exactly THAT. I was put off by her ... opening her legs to me... wondered what she was high on, but now, I see that she saw what she wanted and would not take my 'no' for an answer. maybe all these women really saw that all I needed was to be persuaded and i would snap them up.


then there is the girl with her sexy smile. Frankly, I though she was off her rails when she smiled and out came this faggot, but as I said, I had to... THINK about it, and she happened in the time frame after the 9th of january, so, she gets to be one of the women... after some thought.


Then there is the Dutch girl, who left me with an impression she wanted to see more of me. She and I spoke; naturally, Iwas suspicious, and she WAS with a male, so, as I said, it took some thinking to get to the conclusion.

These are the fifteen women. NOW, tomorrow i deal with the rest, and start my campaign. YESSS!

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SOP means Standard Operating Procedure