but, hey He got me, OK. Good. Dont mind much, though, because things are about to get rather... interesting, yes!
Thing is, I was... wrong, again, about who the five are. Apparently the thing is, these women, those that are here anyway, have to see what I am saying, and overlook my own inclinations and then try to argue the point with me, see, to convince me that I am wrong, because they see the truth better than me, see?
like I care, but now I am laying down the gauntlet, and challenging them to the ONLY real point, as far as I am concerned, because the look I got from the brainy chick as she sat behind me outside the olympia bakery was one that made me think that she obviously has no idea just how i am likely, for the sake of just mocking her, to just close the fucking door in her face and , well, mangle her in the process.
Because I have no problem with people having a disagreement with me, as long as they keep it to themselves, and do not try to impose it on me. THEN we have a problem, see?
And as far as I am concerned, that isexactly where I stand with this chick, because she apparently assumes I care what her opinion is, and I hate being contradicted on my own life, and how it will be.
so, since God was stressing that there is a mother-daughter thing, and he even said "abisha' to me and I explained THAT, sop, well there is ONLY one woman and daughter combo that satisfies that, and that would be, also, apparently, the st-peters woman and her daughter -I really do not give a fuck about the appearance of a woman, because they are all in God's hands, and if I get a woman that pisses me off, and I end up killing her, than it is up to God to take my unhappiness for time wasted-, and in this case, as well, the woman was saying I am wrong about God, and wanted me to come into her way of thinking.
So, I am looking at them NOW, and challenging her, her daughter, and the two friends to, if they dare, put my ultimatum to the test, and let us see if God will bounce their way, and we can all have a democratic life where they have an equal say in a life where I dominate.
Fuck, let me make this interesting, and put my mouth where my fist is, and say to them that, if they get God to get me to become... normal, and be what they all expect, I will meekly do as He and they all say, having seen the error of my ways, BUT, if I end up on top, I am going to rend these four to pieces and take my own women, because anyone who overlooks me and then at the same time expects to have something to do with me has to have something seriously wrong with her head, the bitch,a nd I therefore tell them just what the fuck my ultimatum IS!
Since I am working overnight at vinnie's today, and he sent me to look for wire and beads in the city centre, and I took the advantage of the opportunity to get off in wynberg, and send this out, I have to say this as well;- in the unlikely event that these women, who, as far as I am concerned, are not so much of a threat as far as I am concerned since they are not arguing about race but about God, Whom they have never seen and therefore know nothing about, and as such they are all just about History that they are keeping up with the stubborn obstinacy of people that have never considered why they do what they do. So, I dismiss them as idiots, and if they want to argue with me, well then, talk to my fist, because I HATE being crossed, especially by idiots who do not see the simple truth that is plain before their eyes, the silly fools.
fuck, it is MY life, and I have the fial say,a nd you want to fucking discuss the issues of your lives with me? When I tell you I do not care whether you live or die, or whether you agree with me or not,but that WHAT I care about is that some asshole opposes me, and thinks I will back down and listen to your opinions, the opinions of people that have led sheltered lives, never argued to the point of death that they will NOT bow down to anyone, man, woman or God, and now you think.
FUCK< if it was not for the fact that IF these women lose their stupid opinions and decide to bow down to me as the other twenty-two females did[ and FYI I actually never bothered to acknowledge these, and most of them are nursing broken hearts...] then I would have all this wrapped up in a manner to piss christ off
And, since the two friends are rather reminiscent of michelle and her friend's sister, and the mother daughter combo is really a kick between the legs of michelle, since she herself has that moustache-thing, and her daughter is blonde, then i would have someting to satisfy my hot rage even after I have killed her.
remember the end of month is just round the corner, and I am going to enjoy being really irresponsibly UNLIMITED, and very, very very mad, as YHWH-Sabaoth, see?
but then, I do not mind losing these people, because MY opinion is that people do not change, and I am not interested in people who show me one side and change later. I am not interested in working to effect change in people. I like making things, not people. if these four women are not among my women, they are, as one may have guessed, not much of a loss, because I really HAVE taken exception to these women, and do not really like them at all, not at all, and I wonder, when compared to the other twenty 2 girls, whether i would ever ever look at them with anything even approaching ease, because I tend to hate my enemies and not compromise, and these people are, as i stand, my enemies, and i am more likely to kill them than have anything constructive to do with them.
There is nothing I hate as much as being crossed, and anyone who does that, and bothers me, makes an enemy for life!
If no man can be my equal, which stupid woman thinks she can be that?
