I figure it this way, I am supposed to say things and get people to know stuff, right, as an 'academic' that does not have to DO things for anyone, and so, why should I bother with saying things and having people I do not even like anywhere near me end up budging into my life like they have a ... right... to be there, like I ... LISTEN to them and have God judge between me and them, as if it matters what they think I SHOULD do for them, or accept them? ha! fuck, I would rather say that which is necessary to get the women, that I would prefer to have, make a change and if they actually CARE about me, remove that which is wrong, that which pisses me off -because, whether you like it or no,t, I AM going to kill people, and the only people that I cn discriminate and keep alive, and not face my wrath would be those that either have heard me without my saying anything on my posts, and these number, at present, and finally, 22 [21 women, 1 girl], but the rest of these, which I found I would rather have with me, are, as I said, the david matthews chick, the RAV4 woman, the mother at the beach, the i-know-it-all woman, and finally, [since I did not really like the nicole-kidman chick since she lacks the basic ingredient of women that I tend to go for, which is a super ass] the kimono-clad woman at S/Town beach. The one I said I hated to lose, when I posted it that day, long back.
Why would my posts matter to some ididot I do not like, and have that argumentative chick, or whatever, seek me out and think she will make me lose my head over her?
So, I was wrapping up everything that God had said, without the normal bias I have towards everything He says because I tend to be rather quick to conclude that he is taking sides, and I was going, OK, then, God, I have what You say are the women I should want, so, hey, let me get out of here, because these women will have seen just who I am now, and He replied "eye has not seen", and anyone that has read the bible will know that there is a scripture that goes, "eye has not seem, nor has ear heard,m not has come into the heart of man, the great and wonderful things YHWH has in store for those who love Him", and while, technically, because I can NOT say I love God, neither now nor ever, and while I would also, by the same argumant, not be impressed by any surprises that He would have in store for me [I want to tackle that which is already THERE and not bother with being informed of just how clever God is, and how He is able to do the unusual, fuck, look at the stars and stuff, He already DID it, now it is time for me to find out ways to make water so that when I lave this motherfucking planet I would be able to sustain a life where I eat well, me and mine, and also, of course, deal with the very thorny issue of how to dispose of wqste, human or otherwise, in between planetary jumps;- meaning, to oput it plainly, I want to DO everyting MYSELF, and deal with every little detail personally!] i found that He was refering to some women that actually DO pine for me, at present, and think I do not ... care.
Well, so THIS is what the "unseen academicals" statement was all about:- I had not come out in the open. It is also what the other vision meant,:- "by saturday everyone will know me", meaning that, from yesterday, till now, I was exposing myself, and there is now nothing hidden about me.
As to whther any of these women are mother and daughter, that is something that means absolutely NOTHING to me, and I would prefer NOT to be reminded about it, and if there is a woman that thinks [can not forget the vision of my aunt and her daughter] that since she is a mother than she ought to have some... rights and keep me from having what I want, well, this is the thing:- while I do care, yet at the same time, I do not brook opposition to my will, and so, if it comes to a clash about what is supposed to be ... 'correct' ... then I will end up rolling my sleeves, because I bow down to no one, and hate the fact that I am even DOING things -or technically, speaking about things- that should no even be my brought up to begin with, since I can number women among those that have ... pleased... me who have distanced themselves from their offspring, or showm a great reluctnace to be... mothers... and so, have , after removing themselves from the 'little ones' offered themselves to me, much to my delight, since it is a woman, alone, and easy to pluck from the tree, that I want, and fuck the rest.
or not, as teh case may be.
So,I hope that the issue of kids will not rear its head to... bother me, ever again.
Oh and by the way, I am not going, therefore, to be deciding whether,. between today and tomorrow, I will go to Site 5 or order everything destroyed. NO, I will FIRST have these women found, and THEN I will have the rest of you die, and will then travel to germany and holland, get the two, and then sek out the extemely attractive chick and then , well, everything else is going to hell.
but I guess one could say that my first stop will be the one I was "told" i should make, by a certain woman who, for some reason decidd she was best qualified to tell me just what is good for me;- I will go home, and then I will come back and kill that same woman, and those that stood with her.
THAT I promise!
Michelle, you will rue crossing the maverick, oh yessss!
