The VERY first statement in the hebrew bible, when literally transcribed from the cuneiform to our... words ... goes:
bereshit bara elohim et hashamayim veet haaretz
which means, literally:-In the mind Gods [the "-him" in 'elohim' means three or more] created the heavens and the earth.
SO, when God later said He was called yhwh and I explained THAT yesterday, and many times already; He was refering plainly to His ability to size up a situation instantly both as it is, as it had been and as He will make it to be. The fact that He did NOT include either the holy spirit or jesus in the 'mind' is made easily apparent by genesis 1:2 onwards:- and the breath of God (could be 'spirit') was hovering over the face of the waters. And God said....
So, when He said the thing about making man out of his own image and in His likeness, I was really doing this when I tried to figure it out with what I... have at hand...
I was barking up the wrong tree. I discovered only a while ago that my... voice... the ... companion that God gave me because I am and will always be alone, is NOT part of the decision making process that makes me unique. NO, I am unique in the sense that, because of the way I was... brought up, I am unable to just take anything as is, but look always to its past and then to whether it will be good for me to have such a thing in the future.
I am indeed the first person to reject the human race ... almost totally... out of hand, and because of my awareness, I am only able to stop myself from grieving everyday by comforting myself, in that if it was in the past I was hurt, at least in the present it is not so, and so, make plans to forge the future as i see fit.
it only became apparent yesterday what "Government Thor..." really meant, because NOW, I KNOW that it is because of circumstances that made me start seeing things all at ONCE in the present, past and future that I stopped being just a person with potential and became ... the king.
yesterday, the king wwas born.
yesterday the king had his last supper
today, the king is making his first judgement.
today, the king is CROSS.
VERY CROSS
AND GEARED FOR WAR
As it is written, NOT by power, NOR by might, but BY My spirit, says YHWH -SABAOTH [ The One Who Is, WAS, and Will BE;- Of WAR] Neither the spirit nor your christ has any part in this.
by tomorrow, every male save those i have set aside for my own destruction, world wide, will be dead, as well as every female save those i will personally deal with, or have decided to spare for future consideration, or have decided to keep for myself, or have decided to face and condemn personally, to end a painful chapter, in this world.
Which brings up an interesting point, especially about the David matthews woman.
I was, and am, not quite a hopeful person when it comes to women, but even I have to admit that I ... may have... over-reacted ,to her, that is. IF she wanted to show me up , it would have been easier to drive by WITH her sister, but maybe she just tied up her hair to do some work, or something, because such sudden defiance does not tally with a woman that was so... scared... to begin with.
FUCK respect, respect means looking at a person dismissively once and then doing a double take, which means that the initial assesment was that the person was not worth much but then one has had to up-rate the person a bit, but all that would still be based on the not-worth-much initial assesment.
So, let NO ONE ever think I ... tolerate... respect. NO. Fear is good. Fear keeps whoever fears me from the word go alive, because I tend to NEVER let anyone who has angered me of the hook, ever. I never forgive, as you understand forgiveness, and so, when I understood that I could be at fault, I was willing to let the woman off the hook. Besides, it makes no sense, what with everything else that I have been looking at, to have a woman that is 'given' and yet fails to even get me to extend a hand of ... mercy.. to her.
It still remains with the two women, though, to show me, eh, before I start going berserk, which side of the fence they are on, and as I see it, it is only a few short hours to go, before all this is blown skyhigh.
Oh, and by the way. OUR word on this is final, and i have already said what will be, and NOTHING will alter that. EVER.
So , if you wanted to know who THEY are who dominate and rule the world, now, THEY are here, and THEY are all ME!
bereshit bara elohim et hashamayim veet haaretz
which means, literally:-In the mind Gods [the "-him" in 'elohim' means three or more] created the heavens and the earth.
SO, when God later said He was called yhwh and I explained THAT yesterday, and many times already; He was refering plainly to His ability to size up a situation instantly both as it is, as it had been and as He will make it to be. The fact that He did NOT include either the holy spirit or jesus in the 'mind' is made easily apparent by genesis 1:2 onwards:- and the breath of God (could be 'spirit') was hovering over the face of the waters. And God said....
So, when He said the thing about making man out of his own image and in His likeness, I was really doing this when I tried to figure it out with what I... have at hand...
I was barking up the wrong tree. I discovered only a while ago that my... voice... the ... companion that God gave me because I am and will always be alone, is NOT part of the decision making process that makes me unique. NO, I am unique in the sense that, because of the way I was... brought up, I am unable to just take anything as is, but look always to its past and then to whether it will be good for me to have such a thing in the future.
I am indeed the first person to reject the human race ... almost totally... out of hand, and because of my awareness, I am only able to stop myself from grieving everyday by comforting myself, in that if it was in the past I was hurt, at least in the present it is not so, and so, make plans to forge the future as i see fit.
it only became apparent yesterday what "Government Thor..." really meant, because NOW, I KNOW that it is because of circumstances that made me start seeing things all at ONCE in the present, past and future that I stopped being just a person with potential and became ... the king.
yesterday, the king wwas born.
yesterday the king had his last supper
today, the king is making his first judgement.
today, the king is CROSS.
VERY CROSS
AND GEARED FOR WAR
As it is written, NOT by power, NOR by might, but BY My spirit, says YHWH -SABAOTH [ The One Who Is, WAS, and Will BE;- Of WAR] Neither the spirit nor your christ has any part in this.
by tomorrow, every male save those i have set aside for my own destruction, world wide, will be dead, as well as every female save those i will personally deal with, or have decided to spare for future consideration, or have decided to keep for myself, or have decided to face and condemn personally, to end a painful chapter, in this world.
Which brings up an interesting point, especially about the David matthews woman.
I was, and am, not quite a hopeful person when it comes to women, but even I have to admit that I ... may have... over-reacted ,to her, that is. IF she wanted to show me up , it would have been easier to drive by WITH her sister, but maybe she just tied up her hair to do some work, or something, because such sudden defiance does not tally with a woman that was so... scared... to begin with.
FUCK respect, respect means looking at a person dismissively once and then doing a double take, which means that the initial assesment was that the person was not worth much but then one has had to up-rate the person a bit, but all that would still be based on the not-worth-much initial assesment.
So, let NO ONE ever think I ... tolerate... respect. NO. Fear is good. Fear keeps whoever fears me from the word go alive, because I tend to NEVER let anyone who has angered me of the hook, ever. I never forgive, as you understand forgiveness, and so, when I understood that I could be at fault, I was willing to let the woman off the hook. Besides, it makes no sense, what with everything else that I have been looking at, to have a woman that is 'given' and yet fails to even get me to extend a hand of ... mercy.. to her.
It still remains with the two women, though, to show me, eh, before I start going berserk, which side of the fence they are on, and as I see it, it is only a few short hours to go, before all this is blown skyhigh.
Oh, and by the way. OUR word on this is final, and i have already said what will be, and NOTHING will alter that. EVER.
So , if you wanted to know who THEY are who dominate and rule the world, now, THEY are here, and THEY are all ME!



