in a comic race
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you find yourself losing bets
in a horse race!
I am like the famous -eh if you like history- minesweepers that crisscrossed the seas off-shore to see if the enemy in WW2 had laid any mines for the unwary trading vessels, or to look for subs, in that I am never at ease, but keep on churning to discover really whats beneath the surface, and most times I surprise even myself, and more so when I discover I like the unconventional things I ... find.
For one thing, there is that vision/image with the
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and well, if the ... women ... that i am currently battling about, are the 7 and 3, then they are bullshit, really, because what happened to the initial ten, the ones who are, in effect seven blondes and 3 brunettes?h
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hell, I MUST have got that one wrong, see, and in effect, what really alerted me to that was the fact that I wrote I would leave here with 19 women, and it was that... realisation that made me sit up. there is just ONE tiny detail here that I have never conformed because the woman involved never made it clear, and i mean the dutch girl, who never came out in the open nor distinguished herself from the guy/escort she was with.
And, anyway, when it comes to the " I am giving you 15 seconds to get out of here" that I was apparently making to my left temple, I counted up to nine, and ... paused.. for about three beats, and then went ten, and then a whole horde of people, and two coffins borne aloft, started walking out, leaving me looking at me looking at me covered in snow from neck to toe, with my chained hands visible, and struggling to wrench myself free, as i apparently sat in a chair.
Think about it THIS way. A normal student -eh, one doing the normal THREE subjects- at a high school could expect a maximum of 15 points at advanced level in Zimbabwe, and other Cambridge-based education boards (So, I can say 't h s' stands for the school I had my 'A' level at, which is Thornhill High School)Three is the number God gives for HIMSELF - fuck jesus and the holy spirit- because He called Himself the "One Who Is, Who Was, and Who Will be", or yhwh .Meaning present, past, future are all considered by Him, at ONE instant.
And for some reason I THINK like Him, and so, for me, the ONES that would make it to the top... ten... of the second tier of my ... ark... would have to be women that are currently... evidently... unnattached, and leave me no room for doubt.
So, the tenth woman would be the only person that I came across inthe recent past whose behaviour did NOT indicate that she was really aware of the media hype that seems to eat up some of these crazy women, and THAT would be the smiling girl that came and sat across from me here at the Fish Hoek library as I read some book or the other.And, so, it helps me that if SHE is unaware of what I am currently about, then she was just responding naturally to me, yess!
So, I will leave here with , at least 20 women.
AT least because of the fact that I am hooked also on women that are NOT so easy to spot at present, as to whether they are REALLY interested or they are having fun at my expense, and these would be, off the bat, the david matthews chick and the only other person that I have been able to describe as being ... extremely attractive. The rest, well, they do not really do much for me.
I will have to find out, though, about the dutch girl, and would probably... OK, if she is NOT involved with that ... person ... she was with, I do NOT have to think dark thoughts, so I will just try to keep it... positive... if I can.
As for yesterday's chicks, the married woman and the french girl, well, by the time I GET to their countries, they would have had time to get over their... respective... ties which I intend to sever and would be more than inclined to ...
You get the drift, see?
I am, after all... though in a high handed way..., offering them life, because, of course, I have to... like... the women I end up with, and if I can not find them attractive to begin with, then why would I bother trying to have them around?
So, the thing IS, when I leave here, it is NOT with any hope of keeping to mandela's legacy of 27, but rather something a bit more sinister, if you can take the ... pun.
the last supper had 13 participants in it, and after that was a cross, and from it came the superstition that 13 is an unlucky number. When I wrap up my women, provided these two here in SA are willing, I would have, by the time I get to kill barack obama, 26 females, and I am already VERY cross, so...
IT is a very unlucky NUMBER indeed, DOUBLE cross, and I am still to see how many more I may take for myself before I depart the planet.
