Been doing the thing I... hate... which is to... think, and I am looking specifically at what God said directly affects me, specifically Isaiah 6: 1-13, which says...
In the year that king uzziah died, I saw YHWH, sitting upon a throne, high and lifted up, and His train filled the temple. Above it stood the seraph, each one had six wings and with two it covered its feet, with two it covered its eyes, and with two it did fly.And one cried to the other, 'holy holy is the Lord, and the earth is full of His glory'. And the posts of the door moved at the voice of him that cried, and the house was filled with smoke. Then I said, Woe is me, for I am undone, for I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the king YHWH-Sabaoth.
then flew one of the seraphs to me, having a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with tongs from the altar, and he touched my lips, and said
Lo, this has touched your lips, and your iniquity is taken away, and your sin purged.
Also, I heard the voice of YHWH saying, "Whom shall I send, who will go for US?"
And I said, here I am, send me
And He said, "Go, saying to this people, seeing you shall see, but not perceive,and hearing you shall hear, and not understand. Make the heart of this people fat, and make their ears heavy, and shut their eyes, that they hear not and see not, and understand not, lest they turn to Me and be healed".
And I said, "Master, how long?"
And He said, "Until the cities be without inhabitant, and the houses without man, and the land be utterly desolate and YHWH have removed men far away, and there be a great forsaking in the midst of the land, but yet there shall be a tenth in it, and shall be eaten, as a teil tree, and as an oak, whose substance is IN THEM, when they CAST their leaves, so the holy seed shall be the substance thereof
This
is what God showed me when I was trying to get to keep a 'tree' and its leaves, and He was specific that this would be not only when king uzziah of the sacrifices died, but also that it would be when YHWH and His following FILLED the temple, meaning that it would be when present based on the past and the future mixed, and everything was given its place, and then the land would be left desolate without man, and the time would be like winter when the tree sheds its leaves [not ME] and has holy... substance... in itself. Now, the other interesting thing is that I had NOT given the woman a choice, but had taken her against her will and then laughed myself silly when she tried to make a home with me, when I did not even want her, but had been too proud to let God just come between us. Now, the thing is, part of THAT thing has been accomplished, I have women that have seen, without me even saying a single fucking thing, that I ... hate... a woman who wants to have things done for her, that I hate a women who even looks at me when she even merely gives a whiff of having some man in her life, or around her, and yet here are the intelligent assholes, the ones that see, the ones that have read what I have to say, and it bothers the assholes none that I even SAID that I hated all that, and yet they look at me and expect me to even accommodate them.
I am going to show the 'intelligent' chick that I do not do any favours, that I will NOT be used, at all. I refuse to accept you in my life, nor have anything to do with you, for not once, but many times you have tried to show me up, thinking your silly little brain is any match for me. I am going to enjoy making you suffer, bitch!
Yes, oh yessss!
As for your friend, I already pointed out that I have no... interest... in her, because she is not that attractive. So even if she goes around looking all sorrowful, she is not going to make any inroads with me, because I have no pity for anyone, and will NO longer make any effort for any silly reasoning fools.
Then comes the contemporary art chick, yes? I will be honest, I was waiting whole day for her to show, for her to make herself known to me, and it would have made my day, because this time I was going to confront her. Maybe she uses a different car, the 'fair' lady, but it matters not, you will pay for bothering me when I told you over and over again that I hated the fact that you attract my attention when you did not first of all look to yourself and make a change in the area that I was very upset about.
no, I will NOT bother even trying to get to ...know... you, silly fool, I will enjoy rending you to pieces, and making you wish you had never ever tried to walk into my path!
Then there is Allison.
OK, I am willing to... listen... to your side of it, primarily because I have, at this moment, and therefore never in the future, no one who even can compare with you, so it would be with the greatest reluctance that I kill you, but I WILL get to the bottom of your ... involvement... with me.
as for the David Matthews chick, I am not even interested in whether or not she and the RAV-4 woman are mother and daughter, that is actually something I never even bothered with. These people happened, to me independent of each other, and so, I am looking at her, and well, I do 'see' that she appeared to be concerned about being under my scrutiny, which incidentally, I initiated, while married, and so, I want to find out what she did about it.
As of BEFORE this date, not now, because if she is reacting NOW, she is also dead, although I find her quite attractive.
then there is the RAV-4 woman, and well, I have nothing to say there, except that if I have to HUNT her down, then I am not going to be amused when I finally extract answers, and well, in case you assholes who are reading this do not know, its my world to arrange as I see fit, and you are all just removable riffraff in it. So, I intend to have answers to this, and if it happens after I have become seriously pissed off, then of course all these women will be D.E.A.D.
These are the people that are here that I have under scrutiny, the others out there who are not so... certain... will have their time.
Now, the things are going to go according to MY rules, not yours, not yours and mine, fools, because I am gearing up for the warpath, and well, I am fucking fed up with having a miserable life while everyone else bothers me while they are in their "suburban bliss!"
Fuck whatever you think, God MADE this uniqueness that is in me, the THING that can only come out when I am seriously PISSED off, the THING that caused El Nino, The THING that caused women to cower and just drop at my feet when I passed by, the thing, that you will NOW see as I take matters into my hands and return millionfold into your laps, fools, the anger of the UNSTOPPABLE rage, the warrior, the End Of Life on EARTH, because I am MAD, MAD, MAD, and you all are in my way, fools.So, if you wanted to KNOW who has been pulling the strings, it is THIS THING, the God of War, and I am certainly NOT backing down THIS time, not when I think of what I have to put up with while all you suckers sip tea and browse my posts and nod sagely as you consider all this another doomsday message;-nothing out of the ordinary.
ha, we shall see THIS time, fools.
In the year that king uzziah died, I saw YHWH, sitting upon a throne, high and lifted up, and His train filled the temple. Above it stood the seraph, each one had six wings and with two it covered its feet, with two it covered its eyes, and with two it did fly.And one cried to the other, 'holy holy is the Lord, and the earth is full of His glory'. And the posts of the door moved at the voice of him that cried, and the house was filled with smoke. Then I said, Woe is me, for I am undone, for I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the king YHWH-Sabaoth.
then flew one of the seraphs to me, having a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with tongs from the altar, and he touched my lips, and said
Lo, this has touched your lips, and your iniquity is taken away, and your sin purged.
Also, I heard the voice of YHWH saying, "Whom shall I send, who will go for US?"
And I said, here I am, send me
And He said, "Go, saying to this people, seeing you shall see, but not perceive,and hearing you shall hear, and not understand. Make the heart of this people fat, and make their ears heavy, and shut their eyes, that they hear not and see not, and understand not, lest they turn to Me and be healed".
And I said, "Master, how long?"
And He said, "Until the cities be without inhabitant, and the houses without man, and the land be utterly desolate and YHWH have removed men far away, and there be a great forsaking in the midst of the land, but yet there shall be a tenth in it, and shall be eaten, as a teil tree, and as an oak, whose substance is IN THEM, when they CAST their leaves, so the holy seed shall be the substance thereof
This
is what God showed me when I was trying to get to keep a 'tree' and its leaves, and He was specific that this would be not only when king uzziah of the sacrifices died, but also that it would be when YHWH and His following FILLED the temple, meaning that it would be when present based on the past and the future mixed, and everything was given its place, and then the land would be left desolate without man, and the time would be like winter when the tree sheds its leaves [not ME] and has holy... substance... in itself. Now, the other interesting thing is that I had NOT given the woman a choice, but had taken her against her will and then laughed myself silly when she tried to make a home with me, when I did not even want her, but had been too proud to let God just come between us. Now, the thing is, part of THAT thing has been accomplished, I have women that have seen, without me even saying a single fucking thing, that I ... hate... a woman who wants to have things done for her, that I hate a women who even looks at me when she even merely gives a whiff of having some man in her life, or around her, and yet here are the intelligent assholes, the ones that see, the ones that have read what I have to say, and it bothers the assholes none that I even SAID that I hated all that, and yet they look at me and expect me to even accommodate them.
I am going to show the 'intelligent' chick that I do not do any favours, that I will NOT be used, at all. I refuse to accept you in my life, nor have anything to do with you, for not once, but many times you have tried to show me up, thinking your silly little brain is any match for me. I am going to enjoy making you suffer, bitch!
Yes, oh yessss!
As for your friend, I already pointed out that I have no... interest... in her, because she is not that attractive. So even if she goes around looking all sorrowful, she is not going to make any inroads with me, because I have no pity for anyone, and will NO longer make any effort for any silly reasoning fools.
Then comes the contemporary art chick, yes? I will be honest, I was waiting whole day for her to show, for her to make herself known to me, and it would have made my day, because this time I was going to confront her. Maybe she uses a different car, the 'fair' lady, but it matters not, you will pay for bothering me when I told you over and over again that I hated the fact that you attract my attention when you did not first of all look to yourself and make a change in the area that I was very upset about.
no, I will NOT bother even trying to get to ...know... you, silly fool, I will enjoy rending you to pieces, and making you wish you had never ever tried to walk into my path!
Then there is Allison.
OK, I am willing to... listen... to your side of it, primarily because I have, at this moment, and therefore never in the future, no one who even can compare with you, so it would be with the greatest reluctance that I kill you, but I WILL get to the bottom of your ... involvement... with me.
as for the David Matthews chick, I am not even interested in whether or not she and the RAV-4 woman are mother and daughter, that is actually something I never even bothered with. These people happened, to me independent of each other, and so, I am looking at her, and well, I do 'see' that she appeared to be concerned about being under my scrutiny, which incidentally, I initiated, while married, and so, I want to find out what she did about it.
As of BEFORE this date, not now, because if she is reacting NOW, she is also dead, although I find her quite attractive.
then there is the RAV-4 woman, and well, I have nothing to say there, except that if I have to HUNT her down, then I am not going to be amused when I finally extract answers, and well, in case you assholes who are reading this do not know, its my world to arrange as I see fit, and you are all just removable riffraff in it. So, I intend to have answers to this, and if it happens after I have become seriously pissed off, then of course all these women will be D.E.A.D.
These are the people that are here that I have under scrutiny, the others out there who are not so... certain... will have their time.
Now, the things are going to go according to MY rules, not yours, not yours and mine, fools, because I am gearing up for the warpath, and well, I am fucking fed up with having a miserable life while everyone else bothers me while they are in their "suburban bliss!"
say them cant stop me
coz me are the don
said they cant stop me
hotter fire me are burn..
said they cant stop me
so them better buck up and run
coz me are the don
said they cant stop me
hotter fire me are burn..
said they cant stop me
so them better buck up and run
Fuck whatever you think, God MADE this uniqueness that is in me, the THING that can only come out when I am seriously PISSED off, the THING that caused El Nino, The THING that caused women to cower and just drop at my feet when I passed by, the thing, that you will NOW see as I take matters into my hands and return millionfold into your laps, fools, the anger of the UNSTOPPABLE rage, the warrior, the End Of Life on EARTH, because I am MAD, MAD, MAD, and you all are in my way, fools.So, if you wanted to KNOW who has been pulling the strings, it is THIS THING, the God of War, and I am certainly NOT backing down THIS time, not when I think of what I have to put up with while all you suckers sip tea and browse my posts and nod sagely as you consider all this another doomsday message;-nothing out of the ordinary.
ha, we shall see THIS time, fools.
said them are go dis who
said them are go dis ME?
Shoot him up that man
bad rag we?
a chat them are chat
yap them are yap
gully side we are action pak
we no coos coos
me nuh wear frock
Gully side we are action pak!
...
I'm ready now
who did I chat
gully side we are action pak
I'm ready NOW
who did I chat
fir right now we are action pak
Anytime them think them can dis me
we make [the world] have fiery RED history
do certain things make them fly up like a frisby
the fire furnace them up and make them black
and left them crispy
said them are go dis ME?
Shoot him up that man
bad rag we?
a chat them are chat
yap them are yap
gully side we are action pak
we no coos coos
me nuh wear frock
Gully side we are action pak!
...
I'm ready now
who did I chat
gully side we are action pak
I'm ready NOW
who did I chat
fir right now we are action pak
Anytime them think them can dis me
we make [the world] have fiery RED history
do certain things make them fly up like a frisby
the fire furnace them up and make them black
and left them crispy
