So, I say my piece ,like, two days ago, and then I wait expectantly for conclusive results, but instead, I am left biting the dust. It is so... annoying, especially as I am getting rather... in tune with this weather-anger thing, this "Governement Thor" type of thing. I think mere drizzles when I am upset are not enough though, there MUST be thunderstorms with lightning and earth scorching, and people dying. eh, on second thoughts, with me still out in the open, that may not be such a ... good idea. Which is why I am unhappy at being left ...stranded.Now, I came from wynberg the day before yesterday and went to the market, to see what was up, and I had not even settled down before red-breeches, in her blue dress and a red top that was no longer showing her breasts, came ... out... of teh building and had an elderly woman with her, and while i was puzzling THAT out, they stood there- apparently women have a habit of seeming to be deep in talk while they are in reality checking you out, it is sooo annoying, not that she annoys me, but well, I would prefer directness- and then walked past me, like I am, hello, the invisible man, and I have not seen her, them, since.
And, now, I do not mean to gripe, OK, but I THINK I said something to the effect that if you are for ME, then BE mine, or something like that. But I suppose that does not really seem applicable to any of them.Even the scooter chick, who apparently thinks that it is ... personal ... that I SAID I would kill that guy that she was hugging like that. Fuck, I decide who stays alive after I am gone, so if I take exception that some guy read what is about to happen and remembers that the woman I am now calling one of my own is actually someone that he held close, and thus... despises... me, hell, I would NOT like that, so, basically, even if I have rejected the woman, the guys that knew that woman, or were involved with the woman before me, or that just pissed me of concerning that woman, are dead. MY choice, my rules.
I have tried to make THAT plain, but I do not seem to get through, for some reason. It is very annoying.
Now, for some reason, the fact that I do not care much about what is bothering some people seems to have failed as well to sink through to them, and they think they can appeal. I may be ... forced... to speak to people that i personally do not like, because it is unavoidable, but fuck, if i said you are dead, then you are dead, and as for the jew chick, stop being used to pull stunts on me, OK, I said you are not in any danger, but if you keep on thinking there is some string you can pull to get me to go soft on the assholes I condemned to death because they think me a softie, then I will reconsider, and destroy you as well. You did me a favour, but do not put me in an awkward position because if you do, I will retaliate. fuck, I do not like you, for reasons of race, and that should make you circumspect, but if you can not read what is plain before your eyes, and try to approach me again,then you will die, and if that is not bad enough, then I promise you that I will send you to hell, and eliminate all your family as well, OK? Stay away from me. Be glad you will live, but do not try my patience, hear?
Another person with an inflated ego that seems to ever swell is the apple chick. Like, yesterday, i got to the market after nine, found vinnie already displaying stuff, and then decided that since I am not gone yet, and the audi that I thought belonged to red breeches was driven off by some other guy that was not her, I would take my stuff to the laundry. So, I did, and then, later, I had to walk back by the .. building again -which reminds me, that whole building will NOT remain after me. I hate the whole... edifice more and more fiercely every day, so I am leaving it as pile of dust.And rubble . Soon- an before that, as I was coming, I was... thinking... and knotting my hair as i did so, and only stopped as I realised how someone would take it that it was HER I was thinking of(I mean, can I stop being ME because if I do something she will think it is about her?) . True to fashion, she, who had parked her CR-V across the road, like I am supposed to forget that she is in that building and that she is going to die anyway, decided that everything I said was nonsense, i was really madly in love with her, and she, from a safe distance, of course, decided to show herself, driving past as i walked to the container so that I get to see her, and go weak at the knees. I see her as very, very, very, dead. And all with her.
then the mother, if the gallery woman is that, decided to park that colt of hers, with plate beginning 'CA 400-' where it would be impossible to miss if i walked past, and when I saw it, I was not amused, anyway, because well, she did not get the... point. then she decided a personal appeal, but I ignored her. I can not forget her participation in making me a fool with that apple chick, and for that, no power on earth or anywhere will spare either of their lives. They are dead, and I will be glad to end their miserable lives myself.
The smart chick showed her stupidity the past two days, with her mom, by thinking that I would be willing to let them... live. Hell, NO, they are dead, and even today, the stupid fool decided to expose herself near me, and i do not know if I got through, but she walked off, so i suppose she must be getting ready for a fiery ... bed... and being turned to a nice overcooked steak, like, body and ... soul, with her entire family, Yeah-sss!
but the cake goes to ... mike.he so pissed me off that I have sworn that, unless he was involved with red-breeches, in which case I would not, unless she is playing tricks on me, and not interested in me-which should be seen by NOT leaving me hanging-; I WILL kill him myself, and send him in pieces to hell.And I will throw in every family member of his, except the quiet guy, either male or female, and all those who work for him, except that guy who stays with the asshole johno.
Which reminds me, WTF happened to ms dumpy?
this is frustrating. Like, I must call out to these women and hunt them down? And to the swimmer woman and her daughter. I mean, am I supposed to remain in... limbo?
I am NOT amused!
And, now, I do not mean to gripe, OK, but I THINK I said something to the effect that if you are for ME, then BE mine, or something like that. But I suppose that does not really seem applicable to any of them.Even the scooter chick, who apparently thinks that it is ... personal ... that I SAID I would kill that guy that she was hugging like that. Fuck, I decide who stays alive after I am gone, so if I take exception that some guy read what is about to happen and remembers that the woman I am now calling one of my own is actually someone that he held close, and thus... despises... me, hell, I would NOT like that, so, basically, even if I have rejected the woman, the guys that knew that woman, or were involved with the woman before me, or that just pissed me of concerning that woman, are dead. MY choice, my rules.
I have tried to make THAT plain, but I do not seem to get through, for some reason. It is very annoying.
Another person with an inflated ego that seems to ever swell is the apple chick. Like, yesterday, i got to the market after nine, found vinnie already displaying stuff, and then decided that since I am not gone yet, and the audi that I thought belonged to red breeches was driven off by some other guy that was not her, I would take my stuff to the laundry. So, I did, and then, later, I had to walk back by the .. building again -which reminds me, that whole building will NOT remain after me. I hate the whole... edifice more and more fiercely every day, so I am leaving it as pile of dust.And rubble . Soon- an before that, as I was coming, I was... thinking... and knotting my hair as i did so, and only stopped as I realised how someone would take it that it was HER I was thinking of(I mean, can I stop being ME because if I do something she will think it is about her?) . True to fashion, she, who had parked her CR-V across the road, like I am supposed to forget that she is in that building and that she is going to die anyway, decided that everything I said was nonsense, i was really madly in love with her, and she, from a safe distance, of course, decided to show herself, driving past as i walked to the container so that I get to see her, and go weak at the knees. I see her as very, very, very, dead. And all with her.
then the mother, if the gallery woman is that, decided to park that colt of hers, with plate beginning 'CA 400-' where it would be impossible to miss if i walked past, and when I saw it, I was not amused, anyway, because well, she did not get the... point. then she decided a personal appeal, but I ignored her. I can not forget her participation in making me a fool with that apple chick, and for that, no power on earth or anywhere will spare either of their lives. They are dead, and I will be glad to end their miserable lives myself.
The smart chick showed her stupidity the past two days, with her mom, by thinking that I would be willing to let them... live. Hell, NO, they are dead, and even today, the stupid fool decided to expose herself near me, and i do not know if I got through, but she walked off, so i suppose she must be getting ready for a fiery ... bed... and being turned to a nice overcooked steak, like, body and ... soul, with her entire family, Yeah-sss!
but the cake goes to ... mike.he so pissed me off that I have sworn that, unless he was involved with red-breeches, in which case I would not, unless she is playing tricks on me, and not interested in me-which should be seen by NOT leaving me hanging-; I WILL kill him myself, and send him in pieces to hell.And I will throw in every family member of his, except the quiet guy, either male or female, and all those who work for him, except that guy who stays with the asshole johno.
Which reminds me, WTF happened to ms dumpy?
this is frustrating. Like, I must call out to these women and hunt them down? And to the swimmer woman and her daughter. I mean, am I supposed to remain in... limbo?
I am NOT amused!
