because I think that what has so upset me more than anythng else in my recent past is that asshole, and I do so hate a person who feels he is untouchable, so, I am now declaring that today is the last day of that asshole's life. And today, i unleash all the pent up fury that has been churning inside of me, and TODAY, i alter completely your lives as you know them.
watch and see, as everything goes ... dark... in broad daylight, and as the God of War marches out, Oh, YEAHSSSS.Fuck am I talking about? well, I will lay it out plainly, including things I did not say the other time, because I was still processing them, and thy only happened yesterday.
Ok, so the asshole, maybe eager to get me by the balls and show that i am not even anything to be scared of, decided to walk out of the olympia bakery, yesterday, as I stood at the market and he started to talk to some kids who were in front of me while i had my back to him. I turned, like the undertaker did when he fought edge and was on his way out of the ring, and then saw on the big screen that the asshole still was showing signs of life, and i glared at him. He walked into the blue bottle, and then, as i went and sat by the telkom box, out he comes, and he addressed some kids with their bompies right there in front of me, and i had to laugh. This guy is so dead, so very dead, and he is acting like this is all a FUCKING joke? my my my.
So, maybe he heard me laughing, or maybe, like the imp, he was watching from the doorway or the window, and he also realised that vinnie, who had been there when he was talking to the kids, was NOT there yet, and he waited till he came back before coming out and walking past me, on his way to the 'new house', speaking on his phone.
it was only later than vinnie told me that the apple chick and miss dumpy had come out following him and passed by me, and I had not even noticed them because the whole POINT of siting where I sat was so that I did not have to see them or their cars. I saw them though, coming back, on the pavement by the main road, and the apple chick was dressed in white, and had sensible shoes, and I was laughing myself silly that she thought I was such a fool that I would be satisfied by mere appearance, and so, yesterday, i deliberately omitted mentioning her, because she does piss me off so. So what you do not walk with a guy? you still have a lot of explaining to do, and you will do it to ME, immediately after I deal with your boyfriend, and blow out all them assholes you used as a shield. And I promise me you will NOT like the method of ... interrogation. NOOOO!
But, what has also got to leave me in stitches was what had me, as i got on the train a bit earlier than night, on my way back from wynberg, on RED alert, because i know how sometimes God can throw me into the deep end and leave me to flop around till I get to the egde, because He whispered into my mind, as i was at wittebomme station, "ambush... ambuscade", and i was like, Oh, fuck, here we go again. So, i came out very very tense, and waited for whatever to happen to happen.
And got all the way to vinnie's with no incident, and found what the ambush was all about:- the pastor had come to vinnie, and left for me, all of a ... bible. I did not even glance at it, and said I was not interested, and walked out immediately, waiting still for the ambush, which I hoped would take place on the mountain, and I would get to let out some blood and begin my killing spree.
alas, I figured out what that had been, and I decided there and then that those i said I would give no second chance, would get none, and that as i had planned, so they die, because if they knew better, then, instead of trying to trip me with their so called 'gifts', they would much rather accept their fate and prepare for their doom, because i will NOT alter what I promised, and as far as I am concerned, the only people among those that were under sentence of death that even HAD a chance of breaking free would have had been the women that were under mike's wing, but since none of them, today, showed the least bit of ... interest... in coming out in the open, and red-breeches, after all, decided, as i was making up my mind to leave the market for the library because the MR-2 was parked THERE again, so that it was right in my face -I am assuming that it still has not got into these fools heads that simply because I have had food to eat does not mean I am... forgiving. I mean, I am still ME, and I explained what makes ME tick, and they ignore THAT and assume that I am so simple, like maybe baby huey, that go all dopey with food in me. I HATE being in kalk bay, hate being under sctrutiny, and I hate anyone thinking i am so stupid that my words do not mean anything and must be ignored. But i like what I am about to do now, which is to take off the mask from everyone, and force them to face me. Oh, yes, I will enjoy that. I will be glad to tear and rend you fools, especially when you, with your silly little brains, think that you can reason so much betetr than the ONLY living person who could, and does, have the ability to puzzle anything out and get to the root of it, all at a glance. Fuck, you think i am simple? i will SHOW you simple, and shove your knowledge up your asses, simpletons!- and the jew was probably watching me, for what reason I do not even know. Maybe I will have to wipe out even her uncles aunts and entire bloodline, as many as they are. And she can spend eternity telling them all how, because of her, people i do not even know are burning eternally because she would not back off whenb i gave her the chance. Anyway, when the gallery woman also drove up, it was just too much. And I was walking away. And out comes red-breeches, and what i see is that all these bitches refuse to SEE the simple truth, that unless THEY change, they are going to die, and that the sand in the hourglass has run out on them.
fuck, they think that i joke when I talk of the deaths of their kids, even the swimmer womwn, maybe, because well, that can never happen, right? fuck, try me. Do NOTHING, and see just what will happen.
Your lives. No skin off my back
i am going to show you, women, just how much I 'love' you.
