Monday, 16 December 2013

Sin Cere

Yeah, well, if you thought that the reason NOTHING happened yesterday was that I am a liar, let me put it this way, I just gave some of you people EXTRA TIME, but the game is over anyway.
i just had personal issues which, obviously, concern the "only queen the king is designating"
how does the song go, at the beginning:-

You need to see who shampoos   a lot
several morning she shampoos my locks
[
read that as 'dreadlocks', like what I dread]
always have my back she standing true to that
real type of loving thank you for that...
So, this is what happens yesterday. I wake up, and decide to go tothe internet cafe, here, by train, and get to the station  just after eight, see that the next train to cape town departs kalk bay at 08:30, and so, I decide to go check vinnie at the pool because i hate waiting for things, and i see him, we walk back to his house, some guy comes up, wants the keys to the container where his stuff is also stored, and I go with him, because I realise that to vinnie the fact that I am NOT ever going to set foot in a church again seems lost, and it was while i was waiting for the guy to get done that an unusual thing happened. This woman, coloured, that I said called me 666 -rather apt, I think!- comes up to me, says that she sees I am these days in a foul temper, and that she can 'see' [yeah right, wonder WHOSE bright idea that was!] that it is all because of this girl upstairs who works for mike. She does NOT have a kid, the woman says, and she says she should know, because she has been around kalk bay for 25 years.I should stop trying to always go to the internet so much and try to get in her head, instead. I will show you mike's girlfriend instead, she promises.
HUH?! 
there goes my credibility, I thought, but i MUST confess I was vastly relieved. Well, the thing with God's visions is that they are never what they seem; I just chose the worst case scenario and started pushing that one, but well, I am glad i was wrong on that score, because a child, from THAT woman, would really be a heavy burden, especially when i have made up my mind that I she is the one. How does that scene from the Pirates of the Carribean go, about their code?- just a general guideline? yeah, well, that is what them visions are, not to be taken literally, but just giving a picture of what is , or will be, but never really quite what you expect.
But I was relieved, I said, and you wouldn't believe that, of course, but it was a bit of a relief to then figure out  that the 'child' the woman was shown with would have to be how she perceives me. I think, from way back when, she took on the self-appointed task of trying to make me into something... better. Like  going around with a wedding ring, so that I could zoom in on her, and the way she would sort of patrol around when it seemed I was getting carried away by these other women, and how she followed me around when I was late coming back from the library in fish hoek sometimes, and her jealousy when i looked at anyone else. I am rather careful nowadays to keep my distance from women, as a result, ANY woman. I am probably the most powerful being on the planet, but i am also NOT stupid, and that is saying a lot as far as this woman is concerned.
of course, she is not totally right to assume I have to be corrected, and all that, because uh, between two days ago and NOW, my outlook and stance on people interfering in my way of life has NOT changed. I will still kill those who dared stand in my way, and I am still set on reducing the world population to a tenth of its current total, like, exactly, but I suppose i will change the way I go about it. so, sorry lady if you thought I was going to become less hostile. I am NOT. But I am happy you do not have any attachment to that guy. So, make me happier by, uh, walking away from that, and walking to ME, for example, because I am in a bit of a spot here. I know that you think that God will change my heart, but I actually HATE God, as I have said before, and I know that you think that YOU will make me like people more, but then, I am hating being stuck in place here, and so, I think that what you think ought to be and what IS ought to be studied in depth. Why would you, for example, want me to keep on suffering in place when you,and the whole fucking world, know that I am in NO position to do anything until and unless you come out in the open, and show me where you stand, so that I  can go on to the next phase of my life, such as it is.
is it because you can not stand seeing people die? Ah, well, I was rather specific, there, that i do NOT care who lives or dies, and long as they do NOT step on my toes, and do not make me angry. Those that have, die. AND those that live, only do so because i do not regard them as any kind of threat. And also because I hate being laughed at. So, if any of your 'friends' fall into that category, I am not even sorry to say that they are therefore dead. Regardless of how you feel about it. Because I am "without wax",
sin cere.
this is where the statement sincere came from just so you know.
people used to make all kinds of shoddy furniturein the early grecian days-like DUH!- and so, just to cover up the sloppiness they would give it all a shiny polish with candle or sheep wax, type of thing, so it shone and caught people's eyes with its sparkle. A real masterpiece did not need to be polished. It was therefore sin 'without'- cere "wax". And I am totally unvarnished, and NOT joking.
people are GOING to die, make no mistake about it, and it does not matter them dressing up nice to try to make me regard them better, I do not give a fuck, OK? AND so, they are going to die.Coz, me nuh jim carey, and nobody nuh dare fi laugh  when then hear we, coz we nuh funny, man no no we nuh funny, man

 I am unhappy about the life I live, and that I am 'doing life' and getting extension on it. God decides that He will add fifteen years to a life that is already a heavy burden, and now, as i mark six years in this country, I see that my life speaks volumes of my great reluctance to be a part of this 'life' thing. God knew, as i have come to know now, and came to accept only recently because I faced up to the fact that He was not setting me up for some big fall, like judas was set up by christ;-I mean, "what you must do, do quickly", and also such statements "it would have been better for this man [who betrays the son of man] to never have been born" what fucking hypocrisy the asshole had. The guy deliberately created the atmosphere that would entice demons to act on the 'traitor' so that he could have those demons temporarily take him over, and then, once the deed was done, he could then, come to his senses and 'realise' what he had done wrong. I mean, what kind of masochistic self-destructive fool goes to THOSE extremes just to get killed and then rise and blame everyone else when   he could have just walked away from such an explosive situation and trusted that God would do as he saw fit, since 'in Him we move and live and have our being', and so, if God decided that he would die, then he dies. Why the fuck try to be in such total control unless you were fucking worried that God would, when you let Him, show just how NOT in agreement with you He is. So, woman, look at it the way I look at it. God will either make something happen or it will never happen, but for crying out loud do NOT try to force issues. I like that you cheated your way into my heart, but then, you did it by deceit, so, now that you either have what you wanted?,
 which is my undivided focus, OR, you maybe just wanted to draw all attention to yourself so that you could gloat, I ... eh... ask you, to let me know which it was so that I can move on. But stop trying to play God. I would probably have to kill you then, just as I will kill every woman and their entire families, to their extensions -call it overkill- who tried to do just that. It is a matter of mere principle. I will NOT be mocked.
Right, now where was I? Ok, I will maybe not destroy nine tenths of every family here in south africa, but, since I ... discovered that obama was long gone before I even decided to stake him out, well, I suppose i will have the opportunity to wipe out ... almost... the entire continent, except canada (I think I said why, and why I will just overlook some of the people that ought to die, because there are extenuating circumstances) but I will remove the people in the UK, just because of a lousy loudmouth who decided I was fit as a beast of burden, and wanted to speak of his son, and I WILL send him to join his son. Maybe they will have more fun books to read together down there, the assholes! Fuck!
This are AK, listen make me sway it, this are AK follow make me sway it. Gimme a mike and make me DJ it...!

Me no want man tell me nothing.
War no jungle...


Fir the boy wan' take man fir fool
let me tell you something!
Me press trigga me nuh press people button
No bother chat come face me with something
like the  all the F-22 inna me sound...

Ah, fuck, you get the drift!