Now, this women had something that I did not say before, between her legs, likea trailing umbilical cord, and it was onlly when I actually got to the theme song of Walker, Texas Ranger that I understood the significance.
As you probably have figured out, I am a voice fanatic, and the way God gets to even be heard by me most times is through music, otherwise, I would HATE Him more than now.
The song goes:-
In the eyes of a stranger
the unsuspecting stranger
had better know the truth
of wrong from right
Because the eys of a ranger are upon you
any wrong you do he's gonna see
when you're in Texas look behind you
Coz thats where the Ranger is gonna be
And well, it HAPPENED, just like that, see, a woman who was weary of her kids, see, and she thought at first that I was cross with her for being so negligent,m when in egffect I was GLAD there was a woman who was so bitter with the established order of things that I ... literally... had her back, and she was therefore NOT afraid to show me her back as she walked to the ladies' and back, because she had realised that the LOOK I gave her was one of a person who did NOT want a woman attached to her kids.
She, and the others with her, form the nineteen to whom life was heavy, till I came in and showed then ethey are NOT wrong to think Like that.
They are the ONES who dwelt in darkness, the ones who thought I was angry with them for being NOT like the otghers when I actually appreciated that they saw life as bleak and thus chose my shoulder to lean on, and my... approval.
But THAT is as good as it gets, because last night, while busy thinking of the future, and NOT the immediate present or immediate future, I found out just how God had suckered me in; again.
See how He said He HIMSELF would pour out His spirit from all flesh, and how I, ignoring that He is the Master when it comes to double talk, focued on that vision of the 7and 3 and the THS and found out that it literally meant that 7 blonde chicks and 3 brunnetes, and then since at thornhill High School I had my 'A' level, which is the lower sixth and Upper Sixth, or form 5 and form 6,... to make fifteen seconds and one 'first' and a woman turning back in surprise to the green form when he said, "by YOUR powers combined I am.... FIND THEM!!!";- well, I had discovered, as I said, that THAT meant butt-head's mom, since when the little German Girl showed up she showed her hand and tried to palm off on me her graddaughter/s, which as I promised she SHALL eat; well, I had grown very content, and was dusting off my hands and thinking that I can therefore be in love with these nineteen women and forget everything else, and think of my home in America, as He said, and thus, just think of what I would do for them, seeing as I did not want them to be reminded of the fact that they are seemingly designed to be breeders.
I was thinking that, you know, women have periods, and the ONLY way to stop this, and any sickness, is to get to the cause of this, and the ONLY ONE who wants people, both male and female to think in terms of procreation is none other than the holy spirit, so I would have to find out HOW he connects to people, block that and destroy for ever his hold on the women , so they will not have to have lives ruled by seasons, like they are clocks or something.
I sat back, and suddenly, I KNEW I had been had, and I tell you I hated God. This is what He wanted,all along, me to take on the holy spirit, and when you look at it again, and also on that other vision I spoke of, wher I said to my 'head' that I am giving you fifteen seconds to get out of there, and then at nine I paused for a bit, then said ten! and a whole hoard of people walked out, as well as graves, leaving me to see me with my hands tied tdown, in a chair, and covered with snow, struggling to get out, yes?
Well, a little backtracking:- God said He had added fiteen years to my life, and I was 24, so, 24 + 15= 39, yes?
Not so, because I forgot that the first year was the year I was 24, so my second year I wa 25, third 26, and so on till I get to 38 as the age when IO am at the end of the fifteen years, which happens to be the year 2020.
That means LAST year was the eighth year, and THAT year was the year when I began, around this time, to take on the holy spirit, and REALLY declare war, because on the 25th of May, I met the golden haired blonde on her way from Glencairn heights, and she as much as asked me just what was... wrong... with her that I seemed to have repulsed her, and so on that same day, when I met the other golden haired woman who seemed to NOT want me to leave the library without having acknowledged her, and the next day , when this woman with her startling white hair that I waited for, when she saw me standing there, slowed down and kept her eyes so much on my face that she seemed to be asking if I was actually allowing her [and did I tell you she was stunning?] to pass in front of me?
because she apparently never thought someone could approve of a drop-dead gorgeous lady like her, and she had read in my face that I had noticed her, and was wondering what was up with the make-up, which spoiled her appearance, and all I REALLY wanted was to check out her ass, since the other two the other day had perplexed me.
And apparently, all through THIS year, till the woman I met this Monday, I have been fully calling women; I only had to ask for a woman with certain credentials and she would appear, and she would be as subservient as a dog in front of its master whom it respected more than anything, tail down and humbling itself.
And when allison really let me down, showing up as she did, and making a loud noise when someone, similarly attired and her size, the blonde with the cleft chin, had, with high heels as well, not even made a sound on the asphalt when she walked towards me, nor the one who was polite on the phone to her mother also in hard heeled shoes, made a sound as she slowly walked away, I had wanted someone... better, someone to just make me forget the humiliation that she had given to me.
Same as, would you believe it, when I had seen those visions of nicky?, represnetd as a bumbling idiot, lost in the intrigues of her friend, for some reason, easily swayed, and I had asked, finally to see her, and she showed up that friday at dusk in her brother's car, and then had the nerve to lean toward me as if the fact that she was currently party to disgracing me even by her presence with the idiot that I have sayed, come rain or thunder, WILL die, by my hands;- well, after I saw her, and was so very let down, because it appeared that I had to take everything with the grit, I decided I would have something better.
because, if she had come as someone who saw me as anything, I would have left her brother alive, to die by some other means, but because she disgraced me, and I had had prior, unwelcome, introductuions, about her, I had to turn my heart away. Now her mother is faced with eatin her daughter, or something like that, because I certainly have had it with both mother and son. And I said I would kill her son, and she shall see it, with her own eyes.
But I stray, because I am bitter; what I wanted to show was that the seven years ended before my thirtieth birthday, and this last year was the beginning of the three years of my grappling with the holy spirit till he is ousted from my life, which God apparently will use to his advantage to get him out of the way of the earth permanently, and then, after this, I would be able to actualy start making the innovative changes i have always wanted to make, as a natural man, like the project automobile, and real efficient electricity, or something like that.
And then there is this girl with the william thing, and when I found out that there is some guy- OK, I remembered- called william of orange who had some claim to fame as a conqueror... i will have to refresh my memory, I wondered what the fuck God was playing at, throwing up people into my life who consistently dis'ed me and made me look the fool and all that when I did NOT sek them>
Fuck, today i was REALLY pissed off with Him, because I had made up my mind that I was going to use the $ for the horse, which was supposed to... fianlly ... come today, and buy up food, and then, afterwards, go up the mountain and just sit and wait for Him to finally DO something personally, like the crossing of the Red sea, since then He was not letting anyone else but Himself do anything.
Did that happen? Hell no, the lady does not even show up,mand I was thinking of taking the horse and selling it at the Kalk Bay slow-traffic post, because I would, at least, not have to meet the silly bitch with her escort, and would, finally have to just KILL everyone that has pissed me off, no holds barred.
because all I wanted, should these clowns have had any perception, was to deal with michelle the way she had insulted me, and kill her, because there is NO way I am going to let any ... female... gat away with pissing me off that much.
And if you must know, I have a LOAD of bitterness about women, and THAT is no joke.
they call the 300ml bottle kingsize, so do not look down on it
the unsuspecting stranger
had better know the truth
of wrong from right
Because the eys of a ranger are upon you
any wrong you do he's gonna see
when you're in Texas look behind you
Coz thats where the Ranger is gonna be
She, and the others with her, form the nineteen to whom life was heavy, till I came in and showed then ethey are NOT wrong to think Like that.
They are the ONES who dwelt in darkness, the ones who thought I was angry with them for being NOT like the otghers when I actually appreciated that they saw life as bleak and thus chose my shoulder to lean on, and my... approval.
But THAT is as good as it gets, because last night, while busy thinking of the future, and NOT the immediate present or immediate future, I found out just how God had suckered me in; again.
See how He said He HIMSELF would pour out His spirit from all flesh, and how I, ignoring that He is the Master when it comes to double talk, focued on that vision of the 7and 3 and the THS and found out that it literally meant that 7 blonde chicks and 3 brunnetes, and then since at thornhill High School I had my 'A' level, which is the lower sixth and Upper Sixth, or form 5 and form 6,... to make fifteen seconds and one 'first' and a woman turning back in surprise to the green form when he said, "by YOUR powers combined I am.... FIND THEM!!!";- well, I had discovered, as I said, that THAT meant butt-head's mom, since when the little German Girl showed up she showed her hand and tried to palm off on me her graddaughter/s, which as I promised she SHALL eat; well, I had grown very content, and was dusting off my hands and thinking that I can therefore be in love with these nineteen women and forget everything else, and think of my home in America, as He said, and thus, just think of what I would do for them, seeing as I did not want them to be reminded of the fact that they are seemingly designed to be breeders.
I was thinking that, you know, women have periods, and the ONLY way to stop this, and any sickness, is to get to the cause of this, and the ONLY ONE who wants people, both male and female to think in terms of procreation is none other than the holy spirit, so I would have to find out HOW he connects to people, block that and destroy for ever his hold on the women , so they will not have to have lives ruled by seasons, like they are clocks or something.
I sat back, and suddenly, I KNEW I had been had, and I tell you I hated God. This is what He wanted,all along, me to take on the holy spirit, and when you look at it again, and also on that other vision I spoke of, wher I said to my 'head' that I am giving you fifteen seconds to get out of there, and then at nine I paused for a bit, then said ten! and a whole hoard of people walked out, as well as graves, leaving me to see me with my hands tied tdown, in a chair, and covered with snow, struggling to get out, yes?
Well, a little backtracking:- God said He had added fiteen years to my life, and I was 24, so, 24 + 15= 39, yes?
Not so, because I forgot that the first year was the year I was 24, so my second year I wa 25, third 26, and so on till I get to 38 as the age when IO am at the end of the fifteen years, which happens to be the year 2020.
That means LAST year was the eighth year, and THAT year was the year when I began, around this time, to take on the holy spirit, and REALLY declare war, because on the 25th of May, I met the golden haired blonde on her way from Glencairn heights, and she as much as asked me just what was... wrong... with her that I seemed to have repulsed her, and so on that same day, when I met the other golden haired woman who seemed to NOT want me to leave the library without having acknowledged her, and the next day , when this woman with her startling white hair that I waited for, when she saw me standing there, slowed down and kept her eyes so much on my face that she seemed to be asking if I was actually allowing her [and did I tell you she was stunning?] to pass in front of me?
because she apparently never thought someone could approve of a drop-dead gorgeous lady like her, and she had read in my face that I had noticed her, and was wondering what was up with the make-up, which spoiled her appearance, and all I REALLY wanted was to check out her ass, since the other two the other day had perplexed me.
And apparently, all through THIS year, till the woman I met this Monday, I have been fully calling women; I only had to ask for a woman with certain credentials and she would appear, and she would be as subservient as a dog in front of its master whom it respected more than anything, tail down and humbling itself.
And when allison really let me down, showing up as she did, and making a loud noise when someone, similarly attired and her size, the blonde with the cleft chin, had, with high heels as well, not even made a sound on the asphalt when she walked towards me, nor the one who was polite on the phone to her mother also in hard heeled shoes, made a sound as she slowly walked away, I had wanted someone... better, someone to just make me forget the humiliation that she had given to me.
Same as, would you believe it, when I had seen those visions of nicky?, represnetd as a bumbling idiot, lost in the intrigues of her friend, for some reason, easily swayed, and I had asked, finally to see her, and she showed up that friday at dusk in her brother's car, and then had the nerve to lean toward me as if the fact that she was currently party to disgracing me even by her presence with the idiot that I have sayed, come rain or thunder, WILL die, by my hands;- well, after I saw her, and was so very let down, because it appeared that I had to take everything with the grit, I decided I would have something better.
because, if she had come as someone who saw me as anything, I would have left her brother alive, to die by some other means, but because she disgraced me, and I had had prior, unwelcome, introductuions, about her, I had to turn my heart away. Now her mother is faced with eatin her daughter, or something like that, because I certainly have had it with both mother and son. And I said I would kill her son, and she shall see it, with her own eyes.
But I stray, because I am bitter; what I wanted to show was that the seven years ended before my thirtieth birthday, and this last year was the beginning of the three years of my grappling with the holy spirit till he is ousted from my life, which God apparently will use to his advantage to get him out of the way of the earth permanently, and then, after this, I would be able to actualy start making the innovative changes i have always wanted to make, as a natural man, like the project automobile, and real efficient electricity, or something like that.
And then there is this girl with the william thing, and when I found out that there is some guy- OK, I remembered- called william of orange who had some claim to fame as a conqueror... i will have to refresh my memory, I wondered what the fuck God was playing at, throwing up people into my life who consistently dis'ed me and made me look the fool and all that when I did NOT sek them>
Fuck, today i was REALLY pissed off with Him, because I had made up my mind that I was going to use the $ for the horse, which was supposed to... fianlly ... come today, and buy up food, and then, afterwards, go up the mountain and just sit and wait for Him to finally DO something personally, like the crossing of the Red sea, since then He was not letting anyone else but Himself do anything.
Did that happen? Hell no, the lady does not even show up,mand I was thinking of taking the horse and selling it at the Kalk Bay slow-traffic post, because I would, at least, not have to meet the silly bitch with her escort, and would, finally have to just KILL everyone that has pissed me off, no holds barred.
because all I wanted, should these clowns have had any perception, was to deal with michelle the way she had insulted me, and kill her, because there is NO way I am going to let any ... female... gat away with pissing me off that much.
And if you must know, I have a LOAD of bitterness about women, and THAT is no joke.
they call the 300ml bottle kingsize, so do not look down on it
