Re-Boot
bad timing, I guess, for me ton have a critical self assesment episode, but, there it is.i have been thinking about the ten women, and I have to say this, at least:- EVEN they came around some of them had males with them, and their actions would certainly NOT have been ... pleasing... to the men with them had there been anything between them, yes?
Like Shopaholic girl with her movements which should have pissed the guy who was with her had they been ... attached.
or the girl I called, whose very obvious attention to me would not have sat well with the guy with her, yes?
So...
If these are acceptable, and they are the women who are 'worth it', in God's view, then I do not have to worry about the ONE THING I can not stand from ANY woman, and THAT is being taken for a fool, or used.
I have just concluded, after another morning of waking up early and avoiding the girl who works in Kalk Bay, that He was not... insulting me... when He showed me the vision of the guy who was called 'william', and that He was not just dusting off my bruised ego with lies, because the 'william' I know, in that context, is none other than "Will- I- Am", whose voice is the one that is heard on Madagascar 2:- Escape To Africa, as coming from 'Moto- Moto', the one the birds sang about
she la-la-la-la-la-la loves Moto-moto
when it came to the hippo, Gloria, whose constant companion, the giraffe, Melman, was hoarding a secret crush on her.
in that vision, of course, the confused person... me... was being told that, no, he does not smell bad to her [no nose] and yes, she knows [nose] that he has a pull with her that she does not feel about the other guy?
Thank you very much, though, I will, if you do not mind, STILL avoid the girl, as much as possible, because, believe it or not, I try my best to avoid all these emotional... entanglements.
Which means, since I am having to listen to my 'mate', the One who is 'lean', or 'INCLINED' towards me, God Himself, I have to take into cognisance the fact that He was dead on the ball about the woman who wanted to invite me to church, when secretly it was not church she wanted me to visit, but her.
so, I have to list these two women, and the fifteen [yeah, I guess the Dutch Girl would NOT be so stupid as to make those moves to me if she was ... involved... with that idiot she was with, yes?, or even that smiling girl with the moffie at the Fish Hoek Library?]and the German girl, Verana, and make 18, yes?
but then, I have to be honest, also, and admit that I am very attracted to the woman's daughter, because she and her mother passed by on... saturday?, and I have always been interested in something... disreputable, not only to get my mother upset, but just so that i do not have to... fit in.
So, if these 19 females were not out to... treat me like a dog, and humiliate me, then I suppose I will not have to kill their nearest and dearest, yes?
the twentieth woman is none other than the English girl, called Catherine, whom, after walking all the way from Muizenberg to Fish hoek yesterday, to see if any of the assholes of the osc would take the bait and try to get me REALLY pissed off; well, i met HER as I was coming out of Pick-n-Pay and we started chatting. She was better dressed then than she had been the first time, because the first time when we met at the beach I could NOT keep my eyes above her neck, but strayed always to her breasts. But she has an interesting figure, and to see her you would think she was only 18. Actually she told me she was almost twice that, if you subtract two, and , well, we talked, and i was very... loose-tongued, and we seemed to get on well.
Then, there are THESE ones, women that I had, yesterday, on my death list, but I have decided that I would draw back, yes?
Now, technically, I am interested in getting my hands on these people who have inulted me, and well, when it comes to being insulted, I take very great exception to... interference.
I WILL kill butt-head, because, even if he had been involved with michelle,l who wa bothering ME till I decided to do something about it, I do not like th way he handled the issue. he was a boor, and he treated me like an ignorant savage who should be shown the whip, and now, I am a 'born-free', a person who has never lived under white rule, and the way he stepped over my toes has made it a dead certainty that he is dead meat, regardless of how anyone else may feel about it. This I will NOT withdraw, nor back down from.
the rest of the males are all a bunch of cowards, and none of them approached me anyway except faggot-face, who is also as dead certainly DEAD as if I was already cutting off his dick, and feeding it to him and then giving him a Colombian necktie.
And moto-mia, because NOBODY cocks a finger at me like I am a dog being told to 'fetch'.
now these three... men ... ( for lack of a more fitting appellation) are going to feel the unrelenting rage of the maverick.
And I will have to deal with the bitch that I hate so much that I will have to KILL her, and take my time about it, and that is michelle pereira. She is so dead that noting will keep her breathe and her body together, oh nooooo!
yessss!
I am not so sure about what I would do to nicky?, because she has also crossed the line, and as to whtehr i kill her or not, I am undecided.
but I can not, frankly, stand either her or any of the kids of butt-head's mom.
she herself, the mother, is not really THAT bad, because, in case you may not have noticed, she went about defending hwer brood without being rude to me about it, even under extreme duress, and so, she is worth something, and so, I think she may be worth taking along, if she decides to back off and not impede my... taking vengeance.
On her son. Or, maybe, on her daughter, nicky?
and then there is allison, the woman I hated because she showed up with that guy. But would she be that stupid? So, if she is not involved with the guy, i suppose I will let it all go, and ... fuck it, I will NOT destroy the Western Cape.
frankly, I have to admit that I could not, from the time I saw her in Fish hoek, imagine having a life where she is not ther, and that was further re-inforced by the way she drove past me when I did go to S/Town. But then again, i am NOT interested in her kids, if she has any. It is her, herself, and none other from her family.
And the Latino chick, who I suppose falls into the same category. Forgive me for being short here, but ... hope... is someting foreign to me, so I am keeping myself from assuming that I will get 100% perfect scores here -or. I remember though, when she sprouted off in a stream of spanish as she told her dog off for barking at me, and all I could think of was how she would sound in bed, if she spoke that way to me... . But then there was always chunky boy hovering around. I am not so sure there was nothing between them, because either the guy is blind or he is taking the friend route, or, of course, they ARE involed, in which case i WILL have to kill them if they came into my path when they were so obviously... linked.
And take my time about it, too!
in that vision, of course, the confused person... me... was being told that, no, he does not smell bad to her [no nose] and yes, she knows [nose] that he has a pull with her that she does not feel about the other guy?
Thank you very much, though, I will, if you do not mind, STILL avoid the girl, as much as possible, because, believe it or not, I try my best to avoid all these emotional... entanglements.
Which means, since I am having to listen to my 'mate', the One who is 'lean', or 'INCLINED' towards me, God Himself, I have to take into cognisance the fact that He was dead on the ball about the woman who wanted to invite me to church, when secretly it was not church she wanted me to visit, but her.
so, I have to list these two women, and the fifteen [yeah, I guess the Dutch Girl would NOT be so stupid as to make those moves to me if she was ... involved... with that idiot she was with, yes?, or even that smiling girl with the moffie at the Fish Hoek Library?]and the German girl, Verana, and make 18, yes?
but then, I have to be honest, also, and admit that I am very attracted to the woman's daughter, because she and her mother passed by on... saturday?, and I have always been interested in something... disreputable, not only to get my mother upset, but just so that i do not have to... fit in.
So, if these 19 females were not out to... treat me like a dog, and humiliate me, then I suppose I will not have to kill their nearest and dearest, yes?
the twentieth woman is none other than the English girl, called Catherine, whom, after walking all the way from Muizenberg to Fish hoek yesterday, to see if any of the assholes of the osc would take the bait and try to get me REALLY pissed off; well, i met HER as I was coming out of Pick-n-Pay and we started chatting. She was better dressed then than she had been the first time, because the first time when we met at the beach I could NOT keep my eyes above her neck, but strayed always to her breasts. But she has an interesting figure, and to see her you would think she was only 18. Actually she told me she was almost twice that, if you subtract two, and , well, we talked, and i was very... loose-tongued, and we seemed to get on well.
Then, there are THESE ones, women that I had, yesterday, on my death list, but I have decided that I would draw back, yes?
Now, technically, I am interested in getting my hands on these people who have inulted me, and well, when it comes to being insulted, I take very great exception to... interference.
I WILL kill butt-head, because, even if he had been involved with michelle,l who wa bothering ME till I decided to do something about it, I do not like th way he handled the issue. he was a boor, and he treated me like an ignorant savage who should be shown the whip, and now, I am a 'born-free', a person who has never lived under white rule, and the way he stepped over my toes has made it a dead certainty that he is dead meat, regardless of how anyone else may feel about it. This I will NOT withdraw, nor back down from.
the rest of the males are all a bunch of cowards, and none of them approached me anyway except faggot-face, who is also as dead certainly DEAD as if I was already cutting off his dick, and feeding it to him and then giving him a Colombian necktie.
And moto-mia, because NOBODY cocks a finger at me like I am a dog being told to 'fetch'.
now these three... men ... ( for lack of a more fitting appellation) are going to feel the unrelenting rage of the maverick.
And I will have to deal with the bitch that I hate so much that I will have to KILL her, and take my time about it, and that is michelle pereira. She is so dead that noting will keep her breathe and her body together, oh nooooo!
yessss!
I am not so sure about what I would do to nicky?, because she has also crossed the line, and as to whtehr i kill her or not, I am undecided.
but I can not, frankly, stand either her or any of the kids of butt-head's mom.
she herself, the mother, is not really THAT bad, because, in case you may not have noticed, she went about defending hwer brood without being rude to me about it, even under extreme duress, and so, she is worth something, and so, I think she may be worth taking along, if she decides to back off and not impede my... taking vengeance.
On her son. Or, maybe, on her daughter, nicky?
and then there is allison, the woman I hated because she showed up with that guy. But would she be that stupid? So, if she is not involved with the guy, i suppose I will let it all go, and ... fuck it, I will NOT destroy the Western Cape.
frankly, I have to admit that I could not, from the time I saw her in Fish hoek, imagine having a life where she is not ther, and that was further re-inforced by the way she drove past me when I did go to S/Town. But then again, i am NOT interested in her kids, if she has any. It is her, herself, and none other from her family.
And the Latino chick, who I suppose falls into the same category. Forgive me for being short here, but ... hope... is someting foreign to me, so I am keeping myself from assuming that I will get 100% perfect scores here -or. I remember though, when she sprouted off in a stream of spanish as she told her dog off for barking at me, and all I could think of was how she would sound in bed, if she spoke that way to me... . But then there was always chunky boy hovering around. I am not so sure there was nothing between them, because either the guy is blind or he is taking the friend route, or, of course, they ARE involed, in which case i WILL have to kill them if they came into my path when they were so obviously... linked.
And take my time about it, too!
And THEN destroy the whole of the Western Cape.
If I am wrong in ANY of these women, these five women that I have question marks with.
And the little one with the red cheeks and white skin, and the breasts I oggled.Yeah, she walked around with some dark-skinned guy, and they seemed so chummy, as they passed me by, and that made me draw back a lot, but now, I want to leave no unfinished business behind.
Or, last of all, the girl who has her mother working, or herself working, across the road from where charles sells his stuff. the mother has something wrong with her leg, and the girl herself is one that I said has this curious gap between her legs, right... there, so that one could slip one's hands all the way to that spot from the back without having to have the gilr spread her legs. She herself has a daughter, but she is way too young for me to do anything with her, and well, this is the ONE and ONLY opportunity I have to GET women, because rule number one is that I do not LOOK for women, or WORK to get them, they come alone or not at all. I saw this girl looking at me the other day when I was having a talk with charles, before I quit [and b4 typically promising to get his head bashed in, like I WILL do tinashe] and when i turned to go sit down, she looked hastily away, and I realised that she was not as indifferent to me as she seemed. Since then I have been eyeing her.
Well, I KNOW that this seems quite... disgustingly inappropriate, but would you believe that, yesterday, when i was in line to pay for my ... rice... I saw this barely pubescent girl and I though to myself that that was ALL I needed to get the whole line-up set up?
A girl just into puberty, ripe, without having been touched at all, just so that I would miss nothing, and have no regrets, because with me, the least missing thing and I get pissed off.
At everything else
If I am wrong in ANY of these women, these five women that I have question marks with.
And the little one with the red cheeks and white skin, and the breasts I oggled.Yeah, she walked around with some dark-skinned guy, and they seemed so chummy, as they passed me by, and that made me draw back a lot, but now, I want to leave no unfinished business behind.
Or, last of all, the girl who has her mother working, or herself working, across the road from where charles sells his stuff. the mother has something wrong with her leg, and the girl herself is one that I said has this curious gap between her legs, right... there, so that one could slip one's hands all the way to that spot from the back without having to have the gilr spread her legs. She herself has a daughter, but she is way too young for me to do anything with her, and well, this is the ONE and ONLY opportunity I have to GET women, because rule number one is that I do not LOOK for women, or WORK to get them, they come alone or not at all. I saw this girl looking at me the other day when I was having a talk with charles, before I quit [and b4 typically promising to get his head bashed in, like I WILL do tinashe] and when i turned to go sit down, she looked hastily away, and I realised that she was not as indifferent to me as she seemed. Since then I have been eyeing her.
Well, I KNOW that this seems quite... disgustingly inappropriate, but would you believe that, yesterday, when i was in line to pay for my ... rice... I saw this barely pubescent girl and I though to myself that that was ALL I needed to get the whole line-up set up?
A girl just into puberty, ripe, without having been touched at all, just so that I would miss nothing, and have no regrets, because with me, the least missing thing and I get pissed off.
At everything else
