Well, that is not very heartening, right?
because I was just thinking about stuff, and about the post "Cape... and Scowl", and realising that, from an... academic ... perspective, it is a LOT of compromise on my part, especially as I am as interested in these people... females... as...fuck, I would RATHER NOT have anything to do with them, except maybe toy with them till their time is over, and then kill them.
But God HAD to have His two cents worth put in, and I have thought about that, which is, after all, MY backbone in studying all these things, and I have concluded that He will probably huff and puff till I blow up unless I deal with this.
But the women piss me off, if THEY are the seven and three who, if they do NOT do as they seem inclined but as I... order... will be the reason why I get rid of the holy spirit's main contention; that the man and women are equal.
I, on the other hand, see myself just killing them off piece by piece, because, of course, they are all full of 'better options'. They all want to offer their own ideas into something, some space they actually violated by their transgression , and assume that I have even a tenth of a mind to ... listen to any of them.
I would rather have the nineteen and not mix the riff-raff that these ones are, than have these in the mix, because they spoil the whole lot, and i have such a prejudiced mind towards them that I am just as likely to kill them NOW without further provocation than wait for them to open their mouths to ... object... to anything I may say or... command.
because they have NO pull with me, no favour, and I blame God for their being even there, to begin with, because frankly I would rather just boil their significant others, and have them eat those, and then kill them, and say to myself that that is a problem that I will never ever again have to encounter.
i am trying to find out just why the fuck I should even bother trying to find out what is going on in their heads, when they HAVE shown me what they think of my words.
Must I wait till they see just how... embedded/embroiled... in God i am before they wise up and see that I am more fearsome than their little heads can even comprehend, and THEN have them willing to do as I demand, when in... effect I would rather they have NOTHING at all to do with me, period?
I hate these bitches, and while I have looked at ways to at least make sure that if they come along, they would NOT weary me too much, I am still more than half inclined to FIND an excuse to let the rage that each, from nicky?, allison, those others of the osc and the ones here in F/Hoek and the kalk bay girl, have sparked in me, and trust me, I would find a way if i wanted to, but only I am NOT that interested, at present, in focusing on stupid broads who assume that because they have brains they should show that they can outsmart me or offer 'better' solutions, like maybe have me look after their kids, even in absentia, because they are 'with me' so I 'owe' them.
I want it known, should any of them ever stray into my path, that I OWE them death, and would be very happy to pay up, promptly, at the least provocation,because i regard these women, all ten of them, as bad apples, and I do NOT want them to ever have the idea that there will ever come a day when i would find them welcome, because they did as they saw fit, when they thought the whole of creation was on their side, and I will ALWAYS remember, which is why I want it understood, even before i turn my back on them and seek my... dominion... that I have them in my crosshairs, and they already used up all three strikes, and they are living on borrowed time, ready to be destroyed at the least sign of them stepping out of line>
of course they could make it easier for me and just keep on sniffing their noses at me, and I will have the extreme pleasure of not mixing the ones that have pleased me with these ... pigs [because pigs eat anything and have no distinction of what is acceptable or not]... and i will be able to sleep in peace, without any worries of having what is MINE spoiled by what may try to... undermine... my peace
of course, what is interesting in the part of nicky? and her sister is that I WILL kill their brothers... anyway... and I hope that that is sufficient of a deterrent for them NOT to come any closer to me, and thus give me the extreme pleasure of forcing their stupid presumptuous mother to eat the kids she so stupidly wanted to offer me.
Now THAT will be a laugh!
oh, and dont forget solomon, faggot face, moto mia, tinashe... bla bla, right there in S/Town... and of course, the entire family that reared michelle!
