I know what is written, "seek YHWH while He may be found, call up on Him while He is near", but being an iconoclast, and having the ... adavantages that I am about to fully explain NOW, it is the following statement that is of interest, when God Himself says, "For My ways are not your ways, nor are My thoughts your thoughts...", and then he goes on to explain the... immutability of His counsel and the infallibility of His word.
meaning if He said it, it will happen.
Now, about God's ways. he and I share, without my consent, something that I only discovered less than a year ago, or probably just about, but he had said something about it long before that, just as I came into South Africa, and THAT is a voice.
A sort of detached stay-out-of-my-way-or-keep-at-arm's-length almost physical entity that one can, sometimes, literally hear, and which God uses or keeps to shield Himself from what is going on.
i have had it from birth, and, unfortunately, it was ONLY yesterday that I unravelled how to get rid of it, and how, in fact, to get a handle on God.
now, God said, as I said yesterday, that He would NOT ever destroy the earth by flood for man's sake, because of the man's evil imagination as far as God is concerned, and I agree with a man, because who wants to be cooped up with some stinking animals in a tub while his life is on hold and god is running the show?
But, note, god did NOT say that He would NOT destroy the earth for man's sake, but just that He would not destroy the WHOLE earth ... for man's sake.
And the man, being righteous before Him, had nothing to SAY about it.
it weas just by being himself that the man made it impossible for anyone else to be left alive by God.
so, people, because I exist, the whole earth IS going to be destroyed.
THAT is a fact.
now, God said something else:- "I know the plans I have for you, plans for good and not for evil... to give you a future and an... expected end", and that means he is NOT interested in the here and now, and the ONLY way to tap into His... supply is for the ... person for whom He has those plans to start thinking about the ... future, and, yesterday, I said that I would ONLY get involved with God on the grounds that I got to have, at the end of 'this life' 38 women who had never been touched by anyone else.
that is 'prosper', meaning what one looks for, and the moment I started saying something that had ANYTHING to do with looking for something that can not easily be found, I had God in my pocket, and so, it became in fact, impossible for anything but what I want to be done, to be done.
because, as I said, god WILL destroy the whole earth for my sake.
now, let me tell you something that you may not know, about this God who is jealous.But first, let me tell you about the reason why I found out I had a helper.
Ivai muTUNGAMIRI wangu
(be my guide/leader/gorer
['tunga'means gore, like a bull, and this is the root of my given name, tungamirai, while 'mira', means stand])
murwendo rwandinarwo...
(in the journey i have)
(be my guide/leader/gorer
['tunga'means gore, like a bull, and this is the root of my given name, tungamirai, while 'mira', means stand])
murwendo rwandinarwo...
(in the journey i have)
which two lines are quoted from a song by james chimombe {curiously, 'mombe' means cow, and if I had any doubts about who He meant there, they were dispelled by the two obvious puns on my given name} and as he said it, just as with the UEFA champions league finals, there were ribbons being strung from the heights where the audience were and also and people making a loud noise, and and then, at the end came the UEFA league song opening line, "these are the champions", and that was it.
now, frankly, the people were not cheering the man on, because they were weeping, and the frenzy was not one of hope but of ultimate despair, so, it follows that, wehn yesterday i even STARTED to think of what my future ought to be like, God made it official that it would take place, and that everyone else would die but those that I had selected, and those who, curiuosly, I had selected when I had no real thought for my... pride.
now, cricket is called the gentleman's game, and technically, I am NOT angry with the women that I have selected, but more at God for giving me, deliberately, 'second hand' goods, because if I was angry with THEM, except, of course for the two, allison and butt-head's mom, then it would NOT matter to me to cover their shame by destroying the men who would otherwise mock both me and them by pointing out that they were rejects or known by them, in the biblical sense.
now, thing is, these women themselves probably assume that they are the... biz... so to speak, when in effect if I had ONLY one of them in my life, I would end up being so pissed off with her I would probably kill her, for her airs. I mean, they go around flaunting things that actually show just how silly they are, and then take it amiss when you look at someone else because the one parading before you is pissing you off.
Now, The OTHER thing that I know is this; NONE of these women, because God is concerned about how I take things, and He would feel my pain as if it were His if He was not careful about THIS thing, is that NONE of the twenty-five women, even those who have paraded around me, is attached ato anyone at present, or from before they met me. To them, though, that is sufficient justification that they should have me accept their views and ways of life, but they conveniently overlook the fact that they are already on my you-are-on-the-verge-of-pissing-me-off-totally list, and thus SHOULD not even give me offense by even having so much as THEIR own child anywhere near them when they seek to come anywhere near me, because that is all a reminder of the things I would rather not have to face, and this is the thing that they take lightly.
now, if I have to discipline these women, then I reject them, because with me, if one crosses the line, then one is completely cast off, and there is no second chance, not with me, not with the fact that I am already regretting having even looked at these women at all, to begin with.
now, see, that is the thing.These women either abandon their 'lofty perches' and come down to earth, or for damn certain I will reject them, and kill them.
very soon now, because again, there is NO way that I can have my own mother, father or sisters alive to carry on [here I must point out that if my favourite sister, the ONLY one worth a damn in the whole mashora line, was not dying already, I would have refused to even think of it, but since she is no longer got long to live, it would irritate me a lot to have the rubbish remain alive while she died, so THEY must die as well] and when I mentioned that while I conced that my family MUST all die, last night, to God, I was wondering what He thought about His own people for whom he said the words, 'How can I let you go? You are as the apple of My eye', well He responded, "an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth", so, my people die, but His also, every last jew, man or woman, boy or girl, die, because i am NOT going to have to spend the rest of eternity worrying about having even one of the people the Most High God said love songs/ words to while those that I care about lie in the dust.
it is there4 confirmed that people will die, totally, and since I am not interested in any peoples in the southern hemisphere, then these will all die, and I will move to the NORTH, and while I taste to see what I like, I will allow God to do His... weeding.
then, in the end, instead of the 'king' being seated on a colt, I will stand on my own two feet, because there will not be two champions.
No, in the end there shall be only ONE.
Me. And mine.
now, frankly, the people were not cheering the man on, because they were weeping, and the frenzy was not one of hope but of ultimate despair, so, it follows that, wehn yesterday i even STARTED to think of what my future ought to be like, God made it official that it would take place, and that everyone else would die but those that I had selected, and those who, curiuosly, I had selected when I had no real thought for my... pride.
now, cricket is called the gentleman's game, and technically, I am NOT angry with the women that I have selected, but more at God for giving me, deliberately, 'second hand' goods, because if I was angry with THEM, except, of course for the two, allison and butt-head's mom, then it would NOT matter to me to cover their shame by destroying the men who would otherwise mock both me and them by pointing out that they were rejects or known by them, in the biblical sense.
now, thing is, these women themselves probably assume that they are the... biz... so to speak, when in effect if I had ONLY one of them in my life, I would end up being so pissed off with her I would probably kill her, for her airs. I mean, they go around flaunting things that actually show just how silly they are, and then take it amiss when you look at someone else because the one parading before you is pissing you off.
Now, The OTHER thing that I know is this; NONE of these women, because God is concerned about how I take things, and He would feel my pain as if it were His if He was not careful about THIS thing, is that NONE of the twenty-five women, even those who have paraded around me, is attached ato anyone at present, or from before they met me. To them, though, that is sufficient justification that they should have me accept their views and ways of life, but they conveniently overlook the fact that they are already on my you-are-on-the-verge-of-pissing-me-off-totally list, and thus SHOULD not even give me offense by even having so much as THEIR own child anywhere near them when they seek to come anywhere near me, because that is all a reminder of the things I would rather not have to face, and this is the thing that they take lightly.
now, if I have to discipline these women, then I reject them, because with me, if one crosses the line, then one is completely cast off, and there is no second chance, not with me, not with the fact that I am already regretting having even looked at these women at all, to begin with.
now, see, that is the thing.These women either abandon their 'lofty perches' and come down to earth, or for damn certain I will reject them, and kill them.
very soon now, because again, there is NO way that I can have my own mother, father or sisters alive to carry on [here I must point out that if my favourite sister, the ONLY one worth a damn in the whole mashora line, was not dying already, I would have refused to even think of it, but since she is no longer got long to live, it would irritate me a lot to have the rubbish remain alive while she died, so THEY must die as well] and when I mentioned that while I conced that my family MUST all die, last night, to God, I was wondering what He thought about His own people for whom he said the words, 'How can I let you go? You are as the apple of My eye', well He responded, "an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth", so, my people die, but His also, every last jew, man or woman, boy or girl, die, because i am NOT going to have to spend the rest of eternity worrying about having even one of the people the Most High God said love songs/ words to while those that I care about lie in the dust.
it is there4 confirmed that people will die, totally, and since I am not interested in any peoples in the southern hemisphere, then these will all die, and I will move to the NORTH, and while I taste to see what I like, I will allow God to do His... weeding.
then, in the end, instead of the 'king' being seated on a colt, I will stand on my own two feet, because there will not be two champions.
No, in the end there shall be only ONE.
Me. And mine.
