Told Him that if He was weary of trying to stick to a promise of giving me fifteen years that I never asked of Him and will never even appreciate, then fuck it, let Him kill me now and be done with it; I was NEVER going to ask Him or beg Him for health or life. NEVER.
At any time He is welcome, both now and even at the end of the period, to take away His protection from me, because I will never ever hold on to a life whose purpose, point, I do not even get, so fuck it and fuck Him.
But He had said, and again with NO prompting from me, that He had had prepared a place for me, and now all I get is this runbaround. Must I have to fight Him to get Him to stop polishing His fingernails and do something about Fulfilling His word? Fuck, I KNEW Who I was talking to, more so that any of you people apparently appreciate, and when I SAY God, I know exactly the Being I amtalking about.
And it does not scare me none, because I never strolled into His territory and asked Him to do anything for me. Everything has been scripted by Him, and now, must I lickj His ass to get Him to do as He , without any pressure from me, promised?
Fuck Him, if He is so shallow.I went up the mountain, reflecting that He had posted something on my HUD earlier in the day, as I struggled and slipped down the hill,and it had been
WOLVERINE
the Weapons-X trained mutant with 'extraordinary healing powers', an axe to grind with anyone, and, of course, a killer.
but , as I said, I went to sleep, fed up with the whole business, but still, thinking, and deciding that God's advice NOT to destroy Khayelitsha, if only forthe reason that some Zimbabwean guys are staying there, was... sound, so, I decided that it would only be the tope echelons of the ANC that I would destroy, all the black -and thus, xenophobia supporting- members, because if they had NOT supported it they would have acted decisively, dealing with the murderers, but then,what are zimbabweans but cannon-fodder, right?
So, the president and his entire cabinet, if they are ANC, will die, and the party be abolished, which means,fortunately, I will NOT have to stay on that blasted mountain waiting for it to happen, but will probably make my way closer to cape town for the day when the parliament house is left open for me, as soon as it is established who is behind the deaths.
but , as I said, I went to sleep, fed up with the whole business, but still, thinking, and deciding that God's advice NOT to destroy Khayelitsha, if only forthe reason that some Zimbabwean guys are staying there, was... sound, so, I decided that it would only be the tope echelons of the ANC that I would destroy, all the black -and thus, xenophobia supporting- members, because if they had NOT supported it they would have acted decisively, dealing with the murderers, but then,what are zimbabweans but cannon-fodder, right?
So, the president and his entire cabinet, if they are ANC, will die, and the party be abolished, which means,fortunately, I will NOT have to stay on that blasted mountain waiting for it to happen, but will probably make my way closer to cape town for the day when the parliament house is left open for me, as soon as it is established who is behind the deaths.
I slept, and then, near dawn, I got woken by the start of a song, like when the teenage mutant ninja turtles theme song starts, that rock-metal tone, see?
and the words that came after were
and the words that came after were
(first voice)
This is Gumboy
the king of shanko
(another voice)
and this is Rumble
the essence of survive
This is Gumboy
the king of shanko
(another voice)
and this is Rumble
the essence of survive
And the voice of 'Rumble' went on to sing for a whole thirty seconds, or so, and then, at the end, as soon as he finished, with the words
Gumboy and rumble
the king of shanko and the essence of survive
apparently I can not get the hulk, but no matter, you have seen him angry, right?
the king of shanko and the essence of survive
there were the lightning flashes and the thunder that I am sure everyone around Kalk Bay saw and felt,for about five minutes.
Understandably, knowing Who was doing this, I was NOT really impressed, but I did at least take comfort in the fact that He must have finished polishing His nails tillthey needed no more of His attention;- POINT:- God seems ready, finally to move>
As for the Gumboy thing, really, it is simple, right?Gums are what you see when someone is like...this
Understandably, knowing Who was doing this, I was NOT really impressed, but I did at least take comfort in the fact that He must have finished polishing His nails tillthey needed no more of His attention;- POINT:- God seems ready, finally to move>
As for the Gumboy thing, really, it is simple, right?Gums are what you see when someone is like...this
And that is ANGRY, and anyway, just to cap it all, 'king shanko' is the name that capleton, the jamaican crazy musician, gave himself.
And my 'keeper' is the 'RUMBLE'character, which derives from the fact that he is a voice, and , like I have said, is the reason I am alive. and have this extraordinary recuperative ability even when what I taek in could kill any... ordinary... person.
So,k fuck it, whther you like it or not, MY word is law, and MY WILL stands.
Forget about God coming to your aid, or even fighting me for YOUR sakes.
I am leaving soon , for a place I can at least have a shower/bath in, and then I am coming for my revenge, personally.
Wanna argue with me, be my guests.
Or start praying, if it will help.
Gumboy is soon to be on the prowl, oh yesss!
And my 'keeper' is the 'RUMBLE'character, which derives from the fact that he is a voice, and , like I have said, is the reason I am alive. and have this extraordinary recuperative ability even when what I taek in could kill any... ordinary... person.
So,k fuck it, whther you like it or not, MY word is law, and MY WILL stands.
Forget about God coming to your aid, or even fighting me for YOUR sakes.
I am leaving soon , for a place I can at least have a shower/bath in, and then I am coming for my revenge, personally.
Wanna argue with me, be my guests.
Or start praying, if it will help.
Gumboy is soon to be on the prowl, oh yesss!
