SO THERE ARE TWO things I have to say, and ONE IS that there is NO way that I would have had accepted the beach woman if she was still seeing the guy. The second is that there was a silver screen on the larger than life vision. The screen coupd be called "transparent" or 'change'-parent, and i got to SEE that today, about the little mama who must have been 'seeing' that racist asshole and refusing to get laid, because the little woman showed up today, maybe to put me in my place-kick between the balls, I guess- because she marched up to me, and wanted to show me where I stand by asking for wire, and then paying me for it. I did not have any wire, but abisha was eager, ran around, and found some, andwas given R5 for his troubles.
And I was rather amused, and yet at the same time felt a stirring in my loins.
But, because the other vision I did not tell you about fully went thusly:- after the woman was under my left arm, I then asked" michelle, are you coming with us?" and a woman who looked like michelle pereira looked to her right, said " I can Not look after the child on my own" and then looked to her left as she faced the screen with her body to where the other me was sitting like on one of those double benches with a table between as found on the beach and the table was bare, and i was sitting with my back to her, but ready to throttle her if she showed up with this "child" anywhere near me, and she then dcided to back down, and she said "i will brng you a cup of coffee" and ind that was it, and SO because of that and the fact that the recess project woman was depicted as the younger sister of the coloured chick (God how i hate mysteries) and so came AFTER the girl, then it must mean the beach woman is the one i am looking at to show HER colours FIRST since i am not really accomodating about these other women, at present. She has lefta rather significant mark on me, and unlike the other eomen who were bent somehow, I have had no 'replacement' for her nor have i grown tired of her as with the others and so, because of God, and because i can not stand something that just 'happens' or people that just show up without order in my life, NOTHING will happen till I KNOW. then i will see if i can trust in God and give in to His plan, seal up mine and destroy evrything else.
The King has spoken. SO shall it stand
