I AM LOOKING AT...events around me... and people... and you know or maybe you do not, for how can you, because after all you worry only about your comfort, and everything I am is diametrically opposed to your current lives, and the only reason why I do not kill everyone at this moment is my curiosity. When you were free to do as you pleased to me, mocking me, stepping on my toes, it was... FUN... right? But now people walk around in sorrow;- I have started turning away from everyone, and am seeking MY way out, and people who pursued me while married star coming out of the closet, thinking that if i see then with their SO I would feel pity and turn back from my fixed purpose and say, oh OK then let us be friends, right? The ones that i condemned to death for so mocking me DIE
,as I said. Them, their males, their ENTIRE families from the eldest relative to the newborn babe, so that there does not remain even a distant relation to keep me tossing and restless because some scum still mocks me by its continued existence in my domain. So, you thought I would be merciful and kiss the wound and say we arecool? Fuck that no one mocks me and keeps breathing, and fuck this waiting for women; i am rejecting the whole lot of them. From now on, since their silence mocks me and i make a fool of myself everytime i say, "I think THIS ONE is it" well, fuck them, they will either find their own way to me or perish for mocking me! As for me I am leaving. Can not keep on putting myself in a difficult position simply because i want to carry some bitches that i DO NOT EVEN
NEED Now i prepare to leave
