Ok,so I have been thinking a bit and I Could havecgotten things wrong, because 1) God woukd NOT offer contradictions like ME wanting a woman totally divorced from her family and at the same time allowing me to have mother and child and 2) I would be... insulted if a woman came to me and brought hrdaughter along, even if said daughter was good looking. So, i guess the woman that i KNOW as married but attractive to me THEN who later followed after me and presumably wanted me to be ... some foster father, since she brought her two daughters under MY scrutiny, would be the swimmer woman, and it is HER alone, I want,, without baggage. BECAUSE i hate having to dig too deep into people's pasts or being out of the loop of some insiders' stories. The woman is NOT of course, coventionally curvy, but the firstcutis the deepest, and i liked what i saw... and it was uncomplicated. And she IS attractive, reminding me, rathercuriously, of a better version of michelle. So, if the daughter's out and the reststay as is, then i suppose i am missing ONE woman. IT IS NOT=> the smart chick, sin e her mother is dead for her presumption, casting her eye s on me while married, and i think i cantake it that thdaughterof an enemy IS an enemy,nor is it the scooter chick because I hated thewayshe hugged that guy, said a lot about howfamiliar men's arms seemed to her andso WHOEVER it is is in my past somwewhere, with a mother who is .... inclined.... towards me but will seek to .... violate something or the other, like contradict me in some way while she eggs her daughter on, because maybe I want to leave her behind or kill her? Fuck, that means only ONE person, and that makes me rather... upset because THIS bitch, BITCH
BITCH has galled me so much by her actions i feel like throttling her onsight, and NOT for thefirst time, too, the silly cunt. Wonder if she willever grow brains orif she REALLY is the first totally stupid blonde i willever see? Does that mean frizzled hair is her mothet, and she with kenneth were doing protective duty the day I wanted to strangle her with their displayed wooden figurines on the pavement when I came from the library that day? Wow, they can try to restrain ... ME... and yet let that eilly stupid fool make a monkey of me every day by her provo ative actions? Fuck AM I a monkey to THEM? IINTEND TO FIND OUT, YESSS! i will not remove the HOKO that was laid:- though shalt NEVER piss off the king and getaway with your heads on yoir shouders, NOOOOO!!!
