AS I live and as I am about to do everything I have said, none of you who have seen the softer side of me and scorned my offer to walk away while you still could will live to see many more sunrises, this I declare.
ha ha, you remember the statement "Government Thor:- Cape Flats"!, well, I was always wondering when people would come down to MY level and think and reason as I do, but I never, ever assumed that the day would come when I finally decided, "to hell with this, I have had enough, it is time to take on everyone and everything and engage in battle, to kill, to destroy and to spare NONE but such as i choose.
DAY HAS COME.
Unlike in the movie, though, it is not just one statement that got me off, it was like the WHOLE day was set to piss me off, and I swallowed some, but seeing that smug asshole sitting there, in his car, eyeballing me and me wondering just how much of this bullshit I will take for my friend's sake, and I just decided that i would not take any more.
asshole comes up to vinnie in the morning and asks what the fuck we were doing at la parada, and I am like, fuck his concern with that? Do we have to answer to that asshole for everything? Fuck that! When vinnie wanted me to move because abisha had come with one of his numerous girlfriends and therefore there were too many people, according to the asshole's rules, I decided I would not. And stayed put. Only to have the shithead say to vinnie it was because I was eyeing the girls bare thighs, when I have strenuously or maybe NOT so strenuously stated my sexual preferences. A black girl would bring so many memories flooding back that I would have no rest as far as my mother is concerned. if i flirt with the girls, I am doing just that, and there is nothing serious about it.
then of course, the asshole that is vinnie's landlord walks past, only to come back with the 'smart chick' making a beeline for his house, and tony, always ready to put in his two cents worth, looks my way and says, "prostitute", and I let that ride, for a while, and then I start wondering just waht the fuck is going on, and I make my way to vinnie's under the pretext that i am looking for vinnie, only to meet the tow alking bak, and the idiot johno greets me. It is his last statement that has made me decide that he has MY mark on him, that he is a dead man, "brother, take it easy", like I am, ONE, his brother, or TWO, I need to stop being so... uptight.
It is WAR, WAR, WAR!
as for the 'smart' chick, well, if she had any brains then she would know that coming anywhere NEAR me, with even a whiff of another male on you, regardless of whether it is a brother, cousin, father or friend, is cause for instant enmity between me and you, and so, you WILL die for that, as I promised, because the gully God takes NO nonsense from any shithead.
ha ha ha
Gully God
Every gully
me have the power still
warn dem
make it clear again
nobody pon the gull nuh afraid a dem
warn dem
man treat like me fear a dem
so the God pon the gully nuh afraid a dem
tell them again
warn dem
nobody pon the gully nuh afraid a dem
But that was not all. At least THIS was not so... bad... maybe the only thing that made me stop being more explosive than I had intended to. Yesterday, after looking the spots of a typical red head who reminded me of the scooter chick, I decided that i did NOT want to have someone LIKE that anywhere near me. I would end up being irritated by those spots, and anyway, a girl that tony beggar has the hots for is someone that automatically makes it on my "DO NOT" list.
so, the woman from near the container shows up when i was helping this sister taking her stuff from the container and she is standing at vinnie's with two other women, and I looka at her and she and one other both ask me if i am vinnie's brother> I say no, his friend, and then she says she was just looking at the stuff ans she introduces herself, but i notice the flash of a ring on her left hand and i get no chance to see which finger it is on on this carol's hand, and i let it go, because it is NOT my business to find things out, it is the woman's job to satisfy ME of what is going on, something this stupid blond contemporary art chick- who, because I complained yesterday, since i knew that part of the reason she parked her car alongside la parada was that she wanted me to see the car while she observed the effect from above, somehow can not seem to grasp because today the car was parked across the road and out of my direct line of sight.
i mean, fuck, these five women make it rather difficult for me to have an street cred, because they obfuscate everything and make me look bad in the process, this carol chick, peaches, the contemporary art chick, the 'smart' chick, and of course the invisible toyota RAV4 woman.
i am starting to look like a real asshole here, and I really , really dislike that.
so, the woman from near the container shows up when i was helping this sister taking her stuff from the container and she is standing at vinnie's with two other women, and I looka at her and she and one other both ask me if i am vinnie's brother> I say no, his friend, and then she says she was just looking at the stuff ans she introduces herself, but i notice the flash of a ring on her left hand and i get no chance to see which finger it is on on this carol's hand, and i let it go, because it is NOT my business to find things out, it is the woman's job to satisfy ME of what is going on, something this stupid blond contemporary art chick- who, because I complained yesterday, since i knew that part of the reason she parked her car alongside la parada was that she wanted me to see the car while she observed the effect from above, somehow can not seem to grasp because today the car was parked across the road and out of my direct line of sight.
i mean, fuck, these five women make it rather difficult for me to have an street cred, because they obfuscate everything and make me look bad in the process, this carol chick, peaches, the contemporary art chick, the 'smart' chick, and of course the invisible toyota RAV4 woman.
i am starting to look like a real asshole here, and I really , really dislike that.
REALLY.I am starting to think that i will just kill everyone here, fuck
weh dem a do
weh dem a try
weh dem a try
marrow will fly high into the sky
gun me nuh borrow
me money buy
smarty will die...
warlord
me nuh take talk
My anger does NOT need to be manged, or to controlled> I said I was trying hard not to let it out, but what the fuck, why be something I am not. I will kill everyone that has pissed me off, even those that have not, and I am NOT going to count the cost, hell, NO!
Prepare, assholes to be consumed, because the motherfucking champion is on the rampage, yes!
oh, almost forgot. I must speak the words, and so, here they are.
the end is here, people will NOW start dying, and this time there will be NO stopping it.
gun me nuh borrow
me money buy
smarty will die...
warlord
me nuh take talk
Of course, I mean, it is UNFORGIVE-ABLE that the smart chick's mother did as she did knowing she was involved with someone, and well, that means BOTH of them are dead, the woman and the man, and as for the moffie, i am damned if I leave a single ONE alive, on THIS planet, at THIS time. Hell, NO, that is an insult on nature.
so all homos that obama espoused and said they did not conflict with his beliefs, heck, they are dead, every living one, on this planet.
and, well, aside for the ... other races... asiatics or descendants thereof... currently in africa, specifically in cape town, I am killing off every single one, occidental, oriental, or whatever, in every other place. There will be only two places that have people residing, the southernmost part of africa, encompassing zimbabwe and ... well... the southern peninsular, cape town proper, et.c., because i still need the airfield, but everything else will be razed to the ground, and to me it does not matter WHO is... the daughter [ha, tony!]... because if the father has pissed me off, i do not need permission from anyone to rip the person apart. Guess, asshole you stepped right into it. Your head will be the last thing your son and wife see, as I hold it aloft> I told you that you are dead, and you thought I was like you. You mistook my regard for my friend for fear, but now, the hands are bared, and I will kill you, with MY hands, shithead!
so all homos that obama espoused and said they did not conflict with his beliefs, heck, they are dead, every living one, on this planet.
and, well, aside for the ... other races... asiatics or descendants thereof... currently in africa, specifically in cape town, I am killing off every single one, occidental, oriental, or whatever, in every other place. There will be only two places that have people residing, the southernmost part of africa, encompassing zimbabwe and ... well... the southern peninsular, cape town proper, et.c., because i still need the airfield, but everything else will be razed to the ground, and to me it does not matter WHO is... the daughter [ha, tony!]... because if the father has pissed me off, i do not need permission from anyone to rip the person apart. Guess, asshole you stepped right into it. Your head will be the last thing your son and wife see, as I hold it aloft> I told you that you are dead, and you thought I was like you. You mistook my regard for my friend for fear, but now, the hands are bared, and I will kill you, with MY hands, shithead!
My anger does NOT need to be manged, or to controlled> I said I was trying hard not to let it out, but what the fuck, why be something I am not. I will kill everyone that has pissed me off, even those that have not, and I am NOT going to count the cost, hell, NO!
Prepare, assholes to be consumed, because the motherfucking champion is on the rampage, yes!
oh, almost forgot. I must speak the words, and so, here they are.
the end is here, people will NOW start dying, and this time there will be NO stopping it.
Of course, the jews, everywhere, and all those other black people will die, everywhere. I will save a handful only, and if these are dazed for a few days so that I am relatively free to move about while they are still trying to get their wits about them, good, because i am ... THINKING...- being a person who is a perfectionist and not able to tolerate the least pretense, I would probably kill THEM as well if I had to encounter them, fuck, you have NO idea just how vengeful I am, idiots- that i need to be able to get them out of the way before i destroy them and with them my only reason NOT to empty the continent of ALL life, my mother included. And thus negate my reason for ever being... here... anyway.
vinnie and his family, and some others, like abisha, and some people that did not look down on me and despise me because they judged by ... appearance. Ok, then, i get what God was saying about the contrmporary art frizzled hair woman. She, without having had any dealings with me, took my words to heart, or something, and so, of course, she will probably move out of the way, unlike those others who decided to take me on. I guess the ONLY person who did face me and then back off who will live, aside from some women, will be the ... once... dead-man-walking, but as for the rest, I will happily send them to hell, yes!
to give my mother a taste of my RAGE, I am doing something that NO ONE has ever done or ever though could happen in THIS time, I am having my uncles, h.r.mashora and eland Ndlovu, the two soldiers who were the only people that gave me a shelter from her tormenting as a child, brought back to life, to make her know just how I could easily have snuffed HER life and ended it and done as i pleased, but i could never forget the... other things as well. Though I was never sickly as a child, and never had a broken bone, nor cried to her or acted as spoiled child in any way, yet from where I stood, she did NOT have to do the things she did. just as my father washed his hands of his family and just watched us while she struggled, she could also have done nothing, but I have never seen a woman who was so tireless in her efforts to shoulder a burden that was not to her liking> I owe her, and I can not pay that back, even in a million lifetimes, and THAT is the reason I am walking away, see?
Oh, and this means fuck-all about OTHER people's mothers. I suppose the only totally intact family that I will leave alive and their nearest, is that of my friend.
Because I owe him as well. No one takes in a person that was as heavy of tread and as bent on destruction as me and refuses to let go as he did. But now, if he continues to hold on to me while i transform, then he will die as well, and well, the new day is here, and I, by MY nature , can NOT back down as i seek out MY enemies, but the only way to do so now is with him THERE, which I do not want. No, there must be another way out, where I am not attached to him materially in any way so that what happens is like the blietz-krieg, I strike like lightning from somewhere else and he is left dazed, but alive, him and his family.
because i pay my debts, both good and bad. yessss!
now, try stopping me, assholes, yes!
Just to cap it all off, try THIS on for size, see?
Last night vinnie made some trees, did not want me to come to wynberg and so left me in the idiot's garage with the tablet because we were supposed to later sell them, with lights, as we walked the streets.
That is why I was at la parada. My wars I fight alone, with no witnesses or backup. But as walked, God made me a promise, which I saw start coming true that very same night, that there would be change.
I was at vinnie's having supper after we sold a tree at la parada, when I realised that the crocodile MUST have eaten the sun, because I can see as well as i ever did. As for what remains in my pants, guess that is not gonna be the same for too long, yes?
i am healing, because finally, I have let go my mother, and I am thinking rationally, and completely. So, beware, the lion has slipped the leash.
Now,
THE GOD OF WAR is here!
vinnie and his family, and some others, like abisha, and some people that did not look down on me and despise me because they judged by ... appearance. Ok, then, i get what God was saying about the contrmporary art frizzled hair woman. She, without having had any dealings with me, took my words to heart, or something, and so, of course, she will probably move out of the way, unlike those others who decided to take me on. I guess the ONLY person who did face me and then back off who will live, aside from some women, will be the ... once... dead-man-walking, but as for the rest, I will happily send them to hell, yes!
to give my mother a taste of my RAGE, I am doing something that NO ONE has ever done or ever though could happen in THIS time, I am having my uncles, h.r.mashora and eland Ndlovu, the two soldiers who were the only people that gave me a shelter from her tormenting as a child, brought back to life, to make her know just how I could easily have snuffed HER life and ended it and done as i pleased, but i could never forget the... other things as well. Though I was never sickly as a child, and never had a broken bone, nor cried to her or acted as spoiled child in any way, yet from where I stood, she did NOT have to do the things she did. just as my father washed his hands of his family and just watched us while she struggled, she could also have done nothing, but I have never seen a woman who was so tireless in her efforts to shoulder a burden that was not to her liking> I owe her, and I can not pay that back, even in a million lifetimes, and THAT is the reason I am walking away, see?
Oh, and this means fuck-all about OTHER people's mothers. I suppose the only totally intact family that I will leave alive and their nearest, is that of my friend.
Because I owe him as well. No one takes in a person that was as heavy of tread and as bent on destruction as me and refuses to let go as he did. But now, if he continues to hold on to me while i transform, then he will die as well, and well, the new day is here, and I, by MY nature , can NOT back down as i seek out MY enemies, but the only way to do so now is with him THERE, which I do not want. No, there must be another way out, where I am not attached to him materially in any way so that what happens is like the blietz-krieg, I strike like lightning from somewhere else and he is left dazed, but alive, him and his family.
because i pay my debts, both good and bad. yessss!
now, try stopping me, assholes, yes!
Just to cap it all off, try THIS on for size, see?
Last night vinnie made some trees, did not want me to come to wynberg and so left me in the idiot's garage with the tablet because we were supposed to later sell them, with lights, as we walked the streets.
That is why I was at la parada. My wars I fight alone, with no witnesses or backup. But as walked, God made me a promise, which I saw start coming true that very same night, that there would be change.
I was at vinnie's having supper after we sold a tree at la parada, when I realised that the crocodile MUST have eaten the sun, because I can see as well as i ever did. As for what remains in my pants, guess that is not gonna be the same for too long, yes?
i am healing, because finally, I have let go my mother, and I am thinking rationally, and completely. So, beware, the lion has slipped the leash.
Now,
THE GOD OF WAR is here!
