I suppose the one thing I do easily, which I suppose I never realy acknowledged till today, is get mad. And forget the important things... . Can't help it I have these ...issues. Trust issues. When I came from the... library and found the CR-V parked right by the la parada entrance, the bottom fell out of my heart, and it took a while, but finally, it got to me,ironically when i had just realised that if I did not have a... challenge... like space travel, I would be bored out of my skull, and I needed to leave, since I hate disputed territory, and I could never end my friend's life, never. So my mom gets to live, and i remove ... strangers... from the USA and prepare for my departure, but NOT as a coward, but as... I don't know;- justified. So, OK i will NOT kill everyone, just the necessary people, and those that have pissed me off personally, but unless they have squared up to me... like- fuck NO ONE hashad the nerve to stand before me and call me out, huh?- so I guess i just send them to hell remotely. Tired of all this crap, just wanna leave. Tomorrow i leave the mountain. Guess "by Saturday" every fucking asshole in the world WILL know me, and no more women fir me thank u very much!!!
