Ok, I will start at the top> I wake up this morning, and am given dismal... advice... "musarovane", which means , literally, do not beat each other up, and i am like, fuck THAT, I am NOT backing down today or any day, and so, I go down and get to the container, vinnie is not there, and so I go to his house, and get the keys from his wife, and then open the container, and while i take out the stuff this lady who hated my abrasiveness at first, called me 666, but later changed that to 'sweetie' and my love gives me two pairs of jeans, and I find my hardness momentarily evaporating, and so, I am in a better mood to handle the crap that comes my way;-vinnie arrives and we take stuff out and he suggests we go swimming, which we do, and we find the little mother at the tidal pool and i go, 'oh shit', but then decide fuck this, and I wade in and then sort of just paddle in place while I soak up the chill, and vinnie points out my 'friend' the former dead-man-walking who has come to chill with that lady, his girlfriend, apparently, and I am cool, cool cool, and then we go to the stall, I am cool, sub-zero -I know enough about god NOW to know that some disagreeable business is afoot but He has already sort of anaesthised me by the act of kindness of the coloured lady, and so i just watch, sub-zero, as I said- and tony comes up, and there i have a bit of a struggle, because i want to strangle him, but I am not in the mood, and so, I just try to ignore him, and my day is not so bad, maybe I am high or something like that, and then johno's friend, luke comes and we chat a while, and he tries to put johno in a good light, but my... sentinel... was light years ahead of him, see, because i had figured out that the 'smart chick' bought a bag from the guy, but i hated the FACT that this woman would make a fool of me by walking around with anyone else while she does not even come up to me, and so, i had long decided NOT to kill the idiot, provided he gives me no advice, I hate that, it sounds so patronising, and i hate being patronised, and then i have to listen to tony asshole sprouting a lot of nonsense about funny people God sent to kalk bay, and I am watching all that and I am like, OK, you REALLY have no idea that you are dead, do you and that NOTHING will spare you, no power on this earth, nor in heaven,because I have decided that I will END your life, and I listen to his 'think before you ink' statement and I promise myself that for every word that he has spoken he WILL answer to me, when all this nonsense is gone and he faces me as I am, with no shield, and he gazes at the face of his doom, and so, I bide my time, because my dilemna is that i do not want to destroy my friend as well, not as things are, and so, I realise that my... indifference ... is another of God's ploys to stop me from taking inadvisable action, probably because he has spent a lot of ... resources ... to get me where i am now, and so, i wait, and then the good thing of the day is that peaches comes up, and stands right before me, on the other side of the display bench, and admires the craftwork, while vinnie comments that I made the pieces that she admires, and well, she takes off her glasses and I look at her carefully for the first time, and I like what I see, and she goes and buys stuff and promises to come back to buy things, all this after she had looked hesitantly at me. Now, the girl has some ass on her, and some thighs, and i am quite mellow, mellow, melloe and in a good, detached mood, knwing i should be angry here for some reason but not, and she goes to her mother's car, and they sit and vinnie asks me to get the other shark I had framed, so he also can plaster it with beads,. and I go to the container, get the bloody thing, and as i come back, tony drives back, and again I start coming unhinged, and then I go sit down, and try to work, but my heart is not in it... .
But some time earlier, as we came from the pool, this lady with the frizzled hair who ... seemed... -lesson number 1, never give ANYONE the benefit of the doubt, because none of the people deserve that, so, they will DIE- to pay attention to me has her bakkie parked right where i would have to pass if i cross the road, and I ignore that, because, of course, it is a free country, and all that, and so, i start displaying stuff, and vinnie goes to his house, makes some tea for us and then comes back with some, and tells me to sit and drink while it is still warm, and I do so, and the other contemporary art woman, who does not seem to get the point that there is NO ONE 'special' to me or is on some crusade against me, like, what you can do i can do also, comes and parks her car across from her shop, the CR-V, and i am sitting and facing her and she gets out, and some guy comes out and helps her take something from the overhead carrier of her SUV, and I am like, OK, this is RED, a girl with a male, code red, battle stations, the girl, is dead, but i am mellow, mellow,and I do not understand it, but i am sure i could have acted even then, but she goes into the building, and I am like, inwardly, fuck this, God, but i am like a watcher, and watching everything happen, and I am thinking to myself, well, always prefered the sister anyway, she had a better ass and less trouble with listening, and I am wondering what happened to her, but I turn my back on the whole scenario, and when I do glance that way, I DO see a David Matthews bakkie, and I am feeling nostalgic, and well, mellow,and I wonder what is up with that chick, was she married, or did she extricate herself, or maybe she was just trying her chances with me, and I find that I really want to KNOW, OK, so that I can kill her if she was playing with me, and get her if she was REALLY interested, because there is something about her..., and when I look up again the bakkie is gone, and the day passes by, and then, this chick in a blue dress passes by, with slippers in her hands, going kalk bay harbour way, and she is... shapely, and unless i am telepathic, the girl is not 'just' walking by, because I ... NOTICE... that she is looking my way, and obnoxious tony is not there, and i watch her walk past, and then have my face stuffed in it, as the idiot blonde from upstairs, in a wet suit, walks out with the bald guy that she either works with or whatever, and I decide THIS;- the woman, and all of them up there, apparently DO read my posts,and so, they KNOW whet I do not like, and so being sick of having people disagree with me and not show their true colours, I decide that I will have them all dead, and NO exception, because over THIS I will NOT negotiate, since they have NO excuse for doing as they did, and are playing with me.
the juicy lady comes back again, and I make up my mind i want to have her, and her smile as I stare in unabashed appreciation as she sways her way past is all the egging on I need.
then the smart chick comes as well, alone, with no escort,and I am at least relieved that she is getting the... sense ... of my priorities here, what I want,and how to fit in, since hers seems a difficult... path. I mean, I have decided what will happen to her family, and so, it is her choice to defy me, or obey me, because she can die, or join me, and well, i like what I see anyway, as far as she is concerned. do not know what the ... mother.... thinks i think, because she decided to also show up, with her SO.
SOS;- Same Old Shit>
Dont really give a fuck, them two are dead, as well as their faggot son. It is not something i am willing to change.
kuvhima masango anorura
to hunt in sacred forests
unotokumbira muridzi
you have to ask the owner
....
to hunt in sacred forests
unotokumbira muridzi
you have to ask the owner
....
hapana chisina muridzi
there is nothing without an owner
hakuna chisikwa chiri nani kupinda chimwe
there is no creature that is better than another
there is nothing without an owner
hakuna chisikwa chiri nani kupinda chimwe
there is no creature that is better than another
That is quite succinct, yes?
I mean, from MY point of view, you all are just mere creatures, and i effectively own this joint for the time it will take me to get what I want and move on, and so, for you to walk on MY sacred, or holy, or clean, or just, or plain pavement, you have to have MY say-so, which means you please ME, or you DIE, and I am the FINAL word on who lives or dies, whether you like it or not, and so, fucking deal with it. Do not really care if you live or die, because what the statement "when the crocodile eats the sun" meant was this:- my mother has her totem as 'ngewnya' which even a south african would tell you means crocodile,and so, fill in the blanks! this is all about my mother, and whatever I have to sacrifice to have my way, I will so do, and like it or not, spew forth your nonsense or do not, you WILL have to answer to THAT, because none of you matters a shit when it all comes down to the wire.
So, I DEFINITELY am decided on the RAV4 woman, and on peaches [who seems to have found her learning curve]thanks to, apparently, her mom, so I suppose I can rest easy on that mother and spare HER; am, ... "maybe"... on the smart chick, because I do not know if she is acting on her own volition or not, and am "definitely maybe" on the sexy number in blue. Undecided on any other.
now, try THAT for inna your nose!
I mean, from MY point of view, you all are just mere creatures, and i effectively own this joint for the time it will take me to get what I want and move on, and so, for you to walk on MY sacred, or holy, or clean, or just, or plain pavement, you have to have MY say-so, which means you please ME, or you DIE, and I am the FINAL word on who lives or dies, whether you like it or not, and so, fucking deal with it. Do not really care if you live or die, because what the statement "when the crocodile eats the sun" meant was this:- my mother has her totem as 'ngewnya' which even a south african would tell you means crocodile,and so, fill in the blanks! this is all about my mother, and whatever I have to sacrifice to have my way, I will so do, and like it or not, spew forth your nonsense or do not, you WILL have to answer to THAT, because none of you matters a shit when it all comes down to the wire.
So, I DEFINITELY am decided on the RAV4 woman, and on peaches [who seems to have found her learning curve]thanks to, apparently, her mom, so I suppose I can rest easy on that mother and spare HER; am, ... "maybe"... on the smart chick, because I do not know if she is acting on her own volition or not, and am "definitely maybe" on the sexy number in blue. Undecided on any other.
now, try THAT for inna your nose!
inna your nose
inna your nose
mike we stuff it up
inna your nose
little fool
inna your nose
inna your nose
inna your nose
mike we stuff it up
inna your nose
little fool
inna your nose
inna your nose
clear
when bad man are bust up the [Capa Capa]
gone and go so waka waka
jamaican badder than the bin laden badder than osama sama
I'm not a human
I'm a suicidal
supersonic
universal homicidal suicidal....
[you get the drift]
Right, so, now, THIS is me, yesssss!
I never wanted to say "goodbye"
i never thought it would be over...
I am the ranger, and the outlaws better watch out, because I am the law:-
mavado, yessss
when bad man are bust up the [Capa Capa]
gone and go so waka waka
jamaican badder than the bin laden badder than osama sama
I'm not a human
I'm a suicidal
supersonic
universal homicidal suicidal....
[you get the drift]
Right, so, now, THIS is me, yesssss!
I never wanted to say "goodbye"
i never thought it would be over...
I can not help looking back over my shoulder, though, because this chick really disappointed me, this contemporary art chick. Do not know just what she was thinking, but i guess familiarity breeds contempt, or REALLY some blondes are just too stupid for words. Well, like the song goes, it was over in a minute when [he] tried to match the ranger with a big iron on his hip
I am the ranger, and the outlaws better watch out, because I am the law:-
he might have gone on living
but he made one fatal slip
when he tried to match the ranger with the big iron on his hip
warn dem
tell dem again
nobody fir the gully nuh afraid a dem...
so the God fir the gully nuh afraid a dem
you cant fight one war you have fir fight all...
Enough of the melodrama, THIS is my type of song:-
a chat them are chat
yap them are yap
gully side we are action pak
we no coos coos me nuh wear frock
gully side we are action pak
tell then anything are anything
any dj any scene
any vocal every string
fir rise again start this are heavy scene
mama tell me say "son make your peace keep your karma
i'm getting old and me cant take the drama"
yeah but who sell me out are informer...
mavado, yessss
