Just the assholes that... mmm, OK,i really need to THINK about this... . I came from the library found vinnie & abisha already finished packing,and was told by vinnie that we would be working at the shelter, since I had ..uh... sort of mapped it for him that the reason why he is being hounded by tony, and why this other asshole wont give him permission to start his workshop at his laundry is ... me. Told him they are reading my posts- which mercifully he is too polite to ask about- and i threw in some racial prejudice in there,which,while true is NOT quite the.. reason;- I just hate both motherfuckers and WILL kill them both, the one, tony, for the way hepushes MY friend around, and the other because NO ONE goes "my dick is bigger than yours" and lives to see a ... NEW day, NOOOOOO! So, my intention had been to have ... plausible cause... to do deniable GBH on tony, but vinnie, as I got there, looked me in the eye... maybe I had BATTLELUST written all on my forehead... and took me in tow, averted my rage, and we sat in at the shelter andtalked to this red-head who had dyed her hair some orange yellow, who informed me that because she had too much red pigmentation - irish, of course- the red would come out imn her hair anyway again. She said blondes ARE really stupid-you telling ME? - and that red-heads are passionate, and i was getting the feel of it after a while. Abisha came and said he wanted me to come sit/stand in for him while he went to the harbour to relieve himslf for 5 minutes and after an hour when I came back,the woman, quite aged but not bad looking,was in her short and vests.. very very exposed. But MY fun came when i was at the stall. The old lady that wanted vinnie removed at first, the one who was walking so... brokenly... the other time after i decided to slaughter the whole lot of them, was dropped off right beside me. I conclude that them pests have NOTHING better to do than observe everything i do and report when they think it is safe to draw near, like, WHO the fuck believes what i write anyway, ha? It is starting to piss me off, all this watching. Anyway,i paid the obviously mentally disturbed woman NO attention, and sat down. Then this little kid came and sat unbidden beside like, a little girl, and i thoight of tony's daughter with the way she said "sorry" after i had gotten cross with her for playing with our stuff. AND I FOUND I COULD NOT kill the bastard, because it is not HER fault the asshole is an asshole.So... i am at present, on pause as far as tony is concerned. Could jump any way, but i will NOT REFRAIN FROM KILLING. I MEAN, GIMME A BREAK, I
NEED TO GO,WILL ANYONE GIVE ME MY FREEDOM OR DO I HAVE TO TAKE WHAT I WANT? HA? So i will kill the xhosas and the only other concession i make is that i will most probably leave the kalk bay crew alive. Some of them. But, i mean, fuck, what did the contemporary art chick... think? That seeing her drive by.... AFTER ... i had complained about that,and parked her car across from her boyfriend's, i would go all soft ajand say ah, you are cool, let us be... stand-offish ... again? Fuck as i see it she is among the dead. She sickened me and i followed vinnie to his house, where i am as i write this. Fuck this!
