Monday, 15 September 2014

About That ... Journey

Would it not be nice for you all to hear that I have decided that I like it here in south africa so much, and have received so much stellar welcome and appreciation, and the people are so friendly and so charming, that I will be staying indefinitely?
Yeah, fuck THAT!
There is a song by capleton that has the lyrics:-

the youth them stepping out
and no use trying stopping us
the youth them stepping out...!
Sums up my intent quite... succintly, dont you think?
But, it is not quite that bad.
You are all going to die, but I will only make my enemies, those that have made me angry, pay, the rest, you will be alive one moment, and then... breathless, the next. Let me... elucidate. Explain. Make clear.

I have thought things through, and it is mostly because of the fact that I have decided there is to be a difference between those that have pissed me off and those that I have no personal knowledge of, that I have come up with my ... plan.
There does not exist a single person in the world that I feel I would like to see living and sharing this world or life, with me, and so, based on that, I must exercise my prerogative to eliminate al undesirables from the equation. Look up at that picture, what do you see? A town, but NO people. NO living soul. Kinda like what will be happening in a little while, once this recurring headache of mine has been solved.
However, that is the GOOD news, for you.

It is actually, in retrospect, quite BAD.
Now, if you people were not stupid enough to acquire ... religion... and to think in terms of continuity of life, an afterlife, or immortality, your deaths would just mean that you become bloated corpses for a while, and then revert to dust. But you have to think that, in your vegetable state, you actually can appeal to either a deity, or a representative of the deity, or become atheists (in that making yourselves people that seek to do away with the concept of someOne being a Creator of everything, and thus also elevating yourselves beyond what you really are, and there fore, by logical progression [i know, you lost it from the beginning, after BAD, but I have to say it, anyway] being what you are not, which is just dumb brutes), then you would not have a ... soul. You would be just rutting animals, which can speak, and die accordingly.
However, because you THINK you are not, you are therefore going to have those souls of yours sent to hell, by... me.
but, it is NOT your fault... faults, actually, that you are like that. The insiduous holy spirit has had his claws in everything, and for me, he is a threat that needs to be removed, and the only way to do so, is to give him NO room, no foothold, on anything living, and therefore, EVERY living thing has to die.
Listen, let me be blunt. You may hate me, try to second guess me, and whatnot, but the point of fact is, NONE of you has eyes on God, all of you look to people, that they conform, and  I can NOT live in your world, nor allow anyone that seeks that to live in MY world. Every threat has to be removed, and fuck everything I may have said before, about what women I may want or whatever, as I see from... fuck.(
I will have to explain that!) I have been quite sincere these past few days, and stated MY mind, and believe me, objectionable as it may seem,what I said, stands.
My last post stated my intent quite clearly, and it is one of thsoe posts that, if I read it after even a year, I would change nothing on it, because it is 100% ... unvarnished truth.
I see that a post of mine, from last year, "Earth are run red", 14 September 2014, hasmade it to popular views within the last ... day or so. Idiots! That explains why I saw the little mama trying to intercept me as I walked down from the mountain, unfortunately, down the road that leads past her house? That is disgusting!

I find that very insulting to the extreme.
Funny thing, I was just singing to myself, as I usually do, and as I walked down, the lyrics were those of busta rhymes, "you strange to us/ you know this aint a game to us/ you mad at us/ that's when we getting dangerous!... This is serious/We will make you delirious/You should have a healthy fear of us/ Coz too much of us is dangerous/ we so dangerous/ we so dangerous...." and they were apt.
Dont play me for a fool.
I know my own mind, and you all are going to die, because I have decided to take over, make myself comfortable, in everything I do. If she had not been part of your stupid 'lets-bring-him-down' group, and if I had not been so slow on the uptake that I did not assume she was after me for a PURPOSE, which was to make sure I stopped being inclined to be myself, then the contemporary art chick/apple chick/anja?, would have been the woman for me, provided that she was a virgin, had never had a poster hung in her bedroom for some movie star dude that she had daydreams about, had never been asked out or sought out a date, never had a crush on anyone, and never even longed for anyone till I came along, and she maybe longed for me, not as some ... 'sister', but as a woman longs for a man.Well, as i said before, the kiss and everything that came after opened my eyes, and made me realise that I am better off alone, because my PRE-CONDITIONS are not for my own peace of mind only, they are there to PREVENT me from killing off someone after I have embraced her for a while.
I am sick and tired of experiments. I have decided it is to be MY way 100%, and no deviations!

If I am to live alone,because my terms seem too unrealistic, then so be it. Me nuh play NUMBER 2!
I found the song by sean paul, and it is Gimme the light!

just after the no grill you with no lecture bit, comes the 
"them are infector/disease collector...."