Lets Call A Spade A Spade

Nothing is as annoying as the situation that I am in and I think it is best I make no bones about it, because the various 'alternatives'... suck!

I'm coming out!

literally.
Now, this is the God bit, supported by "circumstantial"  evidence. Ok, I KNOW that the girl is a virgin, that she is not involved with anyone, and since frankly I HATE God, and thus expect nothing but the best, then, if anything from Him is to be acceptable to me, then my impossible demands, that she never have evinced the least interest in any guy have to be met, because otherwise God would be adding onto the insufferable burden of Him being forcefully in my life, and I do NOT like that.
 THAT is the GOD bit, which I am sure the other people who have been hiding behind her, using her as bait, KNOW of, right?
BUT, I do NOT give a fuck about that, see, because to ME, once lies and deceptions creep in, I get mad, and when I get mad, people PAY, get it?
So, to me regardless of what KIND of relationship she may have had with these people, her flagrant acts, designed to achieve I do not know what, has put the whole situation in a position where BEFORE anything like "But did God not send you this vision?", you have to answer the question, why the fuck did you piss me off, and did you think we would kiss and make up?
Fuck, if the girl did not love me, I would not bother with her, but her actions, and the fact that I do not trust anyone but read the body language more than people read ... books, well, these things made me realise what kind of person she was, and it was this vacillating, this wanting it both ways, that angered me. And still angers me.
NOTHING will make me change my mind to totally wipe out, painfully, every member of your family, woman, because you thought to make a fool of me (1), and (2) because I do not give a fuck about them, and I am NOT interested in taking on any burdens.
So, THIS is how the vision will be fulfilled, and THIS way only, at the expense of everyone else around you.
If you do not like it, do NOT think that I am going to accept a trade-off. Stay the fuck out of my way, because if you DARE try to show up with a "you aint got to go nowhere" bullshit, I will rip you apart, limb by limb.

In case you do not know, I RUN this joint, and now, I am sure you are with a group of people, and have been following their advice, and maybe it does not sink in to you that they are probably more aware than you are that their continues well-being, or welfare, depends on how I feel about you.
But, lets call a spade a spade.

I will be frank, what you did, and kept doing, disgusted me, and I do NOT let things just lie idle, and so, I have NO feelings of goodwill towards you, at  this present moment.
If you are to ever make your way into my heart it will be an uphill struggle, and a lonely one, because as I said, over and over, I have NO trust in you, and you will answer to me, no matter how less-than-dirt I am to you at present.
Or I will make sure that you die in as horrible manner as I can think of, because I hate being made a fool of.
Does THAT sink in?
It is NOT love I feel for you, woman, so if you feel in any way arrogant that you can yank my chain, thank your... deity/whatever... that the ONLY reason you are alive right now is because of the... God BIT!
And for the other stupid women, let me ask you this, do you HONESTLY think that I, once I reject something, will go back and say, ah, well, let me just take it anyway, because I can not do without sex?
Really?
How STUPID are you really, not to get the simple truth, that you are not and will never be, part of the equation. Just get ready to die, bitches, because there is NO way that there is a back-door entrance into my life.

I am NOT afraid of anyone or anything, and what you should consider is, instead of trying with cheap tricks to get into my head, is your own skin, because

me still a chill
every gully, me have the power still

warn dem, tell them again

nobody pon the gully nuh fraid a dem

make it clear again

the God fir the gully nuh fraid a dem

them know me now walk 'bout
The God are giddem something to talk bout
sparkling when me walk out

in a real diamond [take that as hard!]while them glass out...
man are lead them are last out

fuck, I like the song without the theatrics

I think we have been FORMALLY introduced.

no pacts, no deals, and NO burdens.
And NO funerals!

Now, try that on for size.

GET the picture?
what am I, a recess project? And involved with 'david' from a royal house! A prince, and trying to raise a 'child' and 'heavy' with one.
Ha, the silly bitch really looks down on me.
either way, woman I will SHOW you the meaning of ... weeping.
And NO ONE, even the stupid idiots you preferred to listen to, will be able to comfort you, because there are NO alternatives.
Your call!